prod. michael harrison

lyrics: 
why do i try
i never get what’s mine
sick of your lies
but feed me more i’ll be fine
i’ll be alright if that’s what you want me to do
i’ll be okay if i get to see that smile come from you
just give me truth
tell me what i need to do
is it you
or am i the problem too
i wonder if you
think of what you put me through
i’m over you but i can’t stand the thought
of letting you go
i’m scared of the nights where me and my thoughts 
oh we’re all alone
im scared to sleep cus you’re in my dreams
the times where my fantasies show
tell me where i went wrong cus baby i gotta know
i gotta know

lyrics:

Was it weird just to end the call
With 'I might move to montreal'
Pack a story of somebody else
Someone who isn’t like me at all
Would you think just to hold my hand
Yeah I know that’s not part of the plan
It’s just a way to recognize this place
And for you to say that you know who I am

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

I might not be so terrified
‘Cause what use is not closing my eyes
When the view from my window’s now
That old house torn down for a new highrise
And what about the oak tree left next to it
Do you think it gives a shit at all, I don’t know
It’ll breathe and be a little confused
But that’s exactly how I am before my daily fix

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in union station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

Will I be less inclined to lie
In a city I’ve been to twice, I know
It’s too early to be sending gifts
But before I’d leave could you just get me a hit

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in central station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

Et c’est tout mon choix, n'est-ce pas mon ami
Tu l'as dit cent fois dans un rêve, juste vas-y
Quand le jour viendra je le comprendrai
Mais pourquoi, pourquoi

montreal (acoustic version)

prod michael harrison

lyrics:
and we
we're messing up it seems
that i wasn't for keeps
your heart was present on your sleeve
it's obvious you hate this but the memories we keep
mean everything to me

but i couldn't mean less to you
oh i don't think you understand
the length i'd go to
if it meant i was in your plan
but that's in the past by now
it's changed since then
things are different, yeah i get it
but are we still friends?
or are we distant?
it's in your hands

can you make it different, being childish again
screaming out your insults, you make no sense
our relationship is critical, it's coming to an end

thank you for listening, i hope you enjoyed <3

sleeve

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