Dj.DamianR - WHAT SHALL I WISH YOU_ (inspired by the poem of Roma Lemańska)

Proud to announce my first headline shows in NYC & LA ... tickets are on-sale now:
8/14 - Baby's All Right (Brooklyn): bit.ly/AB_NY_1
8/23 - The Echo (Los Angeles): bit.ly/AB_LA_1

This is a story about a friend that I built. He died. I hope it makes you feel something. 

Love. Alec.

I Built a Friend

LYRICS:

And no one really ever 
Takes the time to fully tell ya
How you should prepare 
For rainy days in California
When the clouds roll in 
And the skies turn gray
And all you feel you can do
Is pray they’ll go away

And I’ve been lying here alone
In my apartment double bedroom 
Listening to music
Hoping songs will help me get through
These dark times 
I’ve been up all night 
I don’t want Mom to know
I’m not doing alright

Cause I’m so afraid to say
That I’ve been breaking from the pressure
And that it’s getting hard
For me to keep my shit together
Cause the world seems 
Out to get me
So I’m gonna lie here 
And stare at the ceiling 

Cause I

Can’t get myself out of bed
There’s an ache in my head
I wanna sleep instead
Cause my eyes are still red
From all the tears I’ve shed
Can’t get myself out of bed

And I can hear right through my window
How the rain’s begun to shower  
It shows no signs of stopping
It will probably pour for hours
What will I do if it never ends 
I’ve been avoiding calls
From all of my friends 

Cause whenever they all ask me
“Hey man what’s been going on"
I never give an answer 
I’ve become so withdrawn  
In these dark times 
I’ve been up all night 
I don’t want them to know
I’m not doing alright

Cause I’m so afraid to say
That I’ve been breaking from the pressure
And that it’s getting hard
For me to keep my shit together
Cause the world seems 
Out to get me
So I’m gonna lie here 
And stare at the ceiling 

Cause I

Can’t get myself out of bed
There’s an ache in my head
I wanna sleep instead
Cause my eyes are still red
From all the tears I’ve shed
Can’t get myself out of bed

And as I wait for the sun
To chase the clouds away
Here I will stay

And as I wait for the sun
To chase the clouds away
Here I will lay 

Cause I 

Can’t get myself out of bed
There’s an ache in my head
I wanna sleep instead
Cause my eyes are still red
From all the tears I’ve shed
Can’t get myself out of bed

Written and arranged by Chase Klyn
Produced by Madison "Wolfy" Scheckel
Mixed by Andi Inadomi
Mastered by Alex Flagstad

Can't Get Myself Out of Bed

ALEC

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