---- L Y R I C S ----

Within the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is king,
but he's stuck on a pedestal caught in heretical belief
seeing is believing shielding with all my feelings but
healing us from repeating mistakes that we've always fucking made
unsaid the bed is left unmade tamed tired like the baddest days shrinkin 
what can i say i stayed out too late drinking hating habits relayed
we thinkin related to pains stinking headaches as you pull back the shades
I'll behave but im better off back to shreds like the days we put behind us
satisfied with these times but supersized from the madness enormous
abnormal every warning informal built to remind us we human beings
------creases soon to be ceasin we buildin something to believe in
motivation increasin know how to push it by being
the demon the heathen so hated misguided fucked and we mistreated
broke down in the desert stuck lost and depleted 
rocked hard with an uppercut teeth straight to the ceiling
look away for long enough and you'll start to feel deleted
i'm high on the wire and i'm just trying to find my meaning
weaving in and out of the lies fuck it i'm left and i'm leaving
and breaking like feelings you'll never forget it believe me
Get a glimpse of the future and you'll try to deceive me 
Just another day in the life that I'm misconceiving
hot headed meltin through steel it's burning up and im wheezing
being through seeing the sheer pressure I've never been better, 
hang on tight, cause you're locked in forever, no loophole out
you're my favorite abettor we going undercover 
dressed in rags like a beggar whether you temper the steel
or steal your temper, keep acting like this you won't even remember

---Freestyle from here out (edit: freestyle lyrics transcribed below)


anything, this is the best medicine that I could ever replace,
with my own problems, my own mind, and my tragedies, 
look at me now when I tell you it ends with a...
catastrophe i feel like i got nothing left, 
understand i got a million things to get off my chest
I know the meaning of results, we halted
know that you could be the one who knows, exalted
everything i kept with all my woes we are faulted
all my foes and all my foes we can see how it goes
we slowly goin rowin afloat a sea of hopes and dreams
serious causalities cause casualties in casual themes
you can hide so much inbetween the paneling, please dont take a look
have another drink before you get smoked and shook at the end
of my rope the shit's getting slippery and I got the dope to smoke
settin in the vision is blurry, in a hurry I scurry 
to the nearest dispensary securely, i tell ya what I hide my mental state,
it's just so dirty, I'm nearly 30 and I'm pushin' limits like it's early
surely tellin lies wont get me ahead but im screamin
at the mirror that I'd rather be dead its all in your
head, the glass shattering, you're dead, fed all the bullshit and now you choke on it, it's in your head
I don't need that kind of thing on my mind I'm leaving it all behind
maybe you could call me in the morning or just some other time,
take another look outside and find the feeling you thought you lost
cause you left
and I wanna, hold a grudge, I try not to but I stumble and crumble 
and I feel

remorse

for no one

everything inside me screaming out, and I just wish I could afford one...


or two, fucks to give, pieces taken away all the better I live,
but it doesn't feel any better, don't account for the feelin of losing myself
and I know this is harsh weather, I'm used to it.
Look at me it comes to a close, this is my conclusion,
and I know that you know that this was freestyle from halfway through
maybe a minute and a half?
I don't know, I quit writin' after that dude!

Altered (raw)(Beat by Anabolic Beats)

"outta my mind found in bad company 
with a belly full of cheap wine,
gave up all the "what I was," feelin like I did the time
criminal sign standing tall on landmines
seats fillin up on time here's the decline 
my auditorium it's live, 
heartburns scalding revolving like chambers feeding bullets
feeling the heat rising wildly, primed, 
steadily climbing flames behind a door shut slammed so heavy, 
fear like I'm face first frontlined and I'm fuckin ready
Sortin it all out seeing the feelings and they feelin real fuckin messy,
keenly observing the undeserving scenes i'm serving up a-plenty,
searching amidst misdirection unseen wrong directions no givin up still throwin any
haymaker, wild angry closed fists, glancing off the shoulder like a boulder, shit just a near miss,
breaking open doors piercing silence sounds a loud hiss,
I step onto the new shores, look up like I'm an obelisk 
pounding on the insides of my skull another obstinance,
wish these voices would subside I could feel all the opposites

Cut the ties that bind open and find the rind of mine then flay it from my bone,
like the bark of a peelin tree or the bite of a dog thats a long way from home,
Alone cold and lost in the obvious, applied still until it's all wrong nefarious,
I used to know the notions but now I'm motionin for the door,
hurry up with it now before my anxiety's throttle spits a roar
rearing its ugly head again the egomaniac always self-absorbed
better off dead led astray into the pines gone like ashes to ashes to ashtrays
then you feel the looks, cold air fills your lungs as the seams come undone you shook
I killed you in a dream once and became your simulacrum,
Haunted every minute of your life for satisfaction
I had you by the throat had action like you're choking down my ghost
Spitting up your teeth as you dip up from the water bobbin' down the gentle coast
you coast down the river choppy cold freezing breaking diggin' holes,
toe the line you're last and we're fuckin waitin
the ice in my veins replaces my blood that has been taken"

Chomp-untitled

broke again just like that time that I was born
sometimes in disbelief you could never see how fuckin worn
broken into possibilities of what we cant undo
forgave all the hatefulness after I watched as it grew
forgot all the shamelessness that I left inside of you

I'm breaking open every doorway between what you thought you knew
plus the pieces fell right off my bones, failings found unglued, 
threads come undone to reveal all that's new, face first whether beaten, broken, or renewed
somehow I need to be put back together to find whats left of the truth
constructed by dysfunction no ideas so I ran 
A mechanism misused is one that's surely gonna jam,

the more I climb the further I'll fall so please just let me go
I'd rather be anywhere else than finding control
scales unbalanced got malice jailed up and I won't ever show

Never moving forward so I can never fear the past 
Never looking back because I detached time that's passed
See the man in the mirror as its breaking and it cracks
Rather give it my all and know I'll lose than to hide behind the mask 

You've become a part of me, I'm lost and I can't prevent
all the things inside my mind that rip me open resupplied again
Descend into what I always do faux remedial self sabotagin' man I see it through

From the start of it all, every bit of everything I've wanted
I don't know if I can do any more, 
there's a wall getting taller and I'm just out of options,

I'm lost in the iris of the eye of the storm
Quiet in the chaos a slow toxin's calmness born,
No silence like leaves crunching underfoot in autumn
I'm bending what's near broken time with bad habits relied on too often
I feel the toll it takes diggin my grave then close my coffin
I'll scratch and paw my way through till I have the answer,
Put me in the ground and like a tree I'll grow massive,
larger than your ego, and unbiased like a cancer,
I'm here to stay there ain't no way this is barely the first chapter

Chapters

CH[omp]APTER-one

Blowaway-1take

Monsters

With Love

---new-untitled

-mikroburzt-

-re-workin-life : dirt*head*demo // trash take

Eternal

I got bars like I’m from Wisconsin
But wait there’s more
so here’s your fuckin options
Never had one of them myself never threatened 

Second guessing hurt I’ve dealt turning passion to aggression 
felt passive aggressive he’ll
Displayin the words in anger I shelved 
Rather be hanging in hell with my all dead friends
Or from the fuckin rafters to just continue these trends in this town

Hereafter im in a therapeutic disaster I say it loudly
Things that don't matter keep popping in my one after another
Adrenaline runs higher
My Mind runnin even faster
I wonder why you Tear the pages out 
Then you starting to cry just start your new chapter
And let your sleeping dogs lie after

Never forget the day you spent staring at the wall brain mattered
now im Staring at the ceiling
Saying Fuck it to them all plastered
Giving not a single one of my own

Feel like a king til you’re ass on that throne seat
feels dry cold familiar yet old, 
Handed a crown the worlds never gonna be shown
Realize now what you’re feeling is bones
under fingertips, Cracked fragile dusty yet whole
on your back like a creeper diggin your hole deeper
til youre buried and gone lights out so long


i'll take a goddamn bullet to stop 
 shit you probably gonna have to hit me 4 times like PAC

I could turn that shit into a bar
And that's the thing clearly here we are early 
beat comes out like hauty little hotties being naughty all around me got 
grip like the shotty up on the top of the squaddie cars roof, 
oof, damn ain't hit the roof since my 20's 
woofin like the dog I am
bites worse than bark bet me

4 shots down in me
back to pac like I’m lit up on henny
Like Forrest Gump and Jennie
I'm be washed up and broken
Before any of you attending


Hugging the cactus
Practicin makes perfect
But below average certain
Breathe deep oxygen depletion
Within this casket was it worth it

Who’s service is perfect 
The surgeon in charge
Or I, who’s in charge of your circuits
Certain i am withstanding the heat rising
Burning turns to working longer inside me
Hurting to find ways to be stronger realigning

There’s Brackets on my heart
Categorizing it all
a spreadsheet hits me like solid ground when I fall
Metaphoric debauchery a lot to see
Debris oughta be shot at me probably

An asteroid of garbage hits me, the trash actor
Have at er, a ninja shinobi dark master trained 
Within the chapter the faster you run
The odds here don’t matter none 

But fuck it I’m after the Trophy, so blow
Me
wrote me from the cell prayin an hoping 
Hitting harder than a gavel no rabble so see 
I’m Drudging through battles shit Im rattled hard
Judges dragging you through hell
Prattled on about makin examples then wishin me well 

I got a DM from a secret sender
A sequence of indecent images, 
Blood covered drywall in HD you know it’s rendered
Add the AD an you see me repeatedly deleted as a repeated offender
 
Defender of all but the armors broken
Cracked rusted hang onto the notion but my home corroding

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