broke again just like that time that I was born
sometimes in disbelief you could never see how fuckin worn
broken into possibilities of what we cant undo
forgave all the hatefulness after I watched as it grew
forgot all the shamelessness that I left inside of you

I'm breaking open every doorway between what you thought you knew
plus the pieces fell right off my bones, failings found unglued, 
threads come undone to reveal all that's new, face first whether beaten, broken, or renewed
somehow I need to be put back together to find whats left of the truth
constructed by dysfunction no ideas so I ran 
A mechanism misused is one that's surely gonna jam,

the more I climb the further I'll fall so please just let me go
I'd rather be anywhere else than finding control
scales unbalanced got malice jailed up and I won't ever show

Never moving forward so I can never fear the past 
Never looking back because I detached time that's passed
See the man in the mirror as its breaking and it cracks
Rather give it my all and know I'll lose than to hide behind the mask 

You've become a part of me, I'm lost and I can't prevent
all the things inside my mind that rip me open resupplied again
Descend into what I always do faux remedial self sabotagin' man I see it through

From the start of it all, every bit of everything I've wanted
I don't know if I can do any more, 
there's a wall getting taller and I'm just out of options,

I'm lost in the iris of the eye of the storm
Quiet in the chaos a slow toxin's calmness born,
No silence like leaves crunching underfoot in autumn
I'm bending what's near broken time with bad habits relied on too often
I feel the toll it takes diggin my grave then close my coffin
I'll scratch and paw my way through till I have the answer,
Put me in the ground and like a tree I'll grow massive,
larger than your ego, and unbiased like a cancer,
I'm here to stay there ain't no way this is barely the first chapter

CH[omp]APTER-one

Chomps