Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me but it's all a lie
Wake up in the morning, feeling like shit
I say get high
Memories haunting but one day I'm gonna touch the sky
I'm not scared of falling, yeah
At least then I can say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'm not scared of falling
At least then I can say that I tried

I'll be balling in fiji
She'll tell me that she fucking need me
They hating I'm not even signed tho
They're mad that I'm fucking their side hoe
I do this like all of the time
Never regret it, they hit all the high notes

Feel like I'm getting too deep 
Hard to smile when you can't breathe
Yeah, demons all around me
I feel like I'm drowning
I need some closure
Never sober
Can't keep my composure
Always lower
I, never knew it'd get this bad
Tell me why I feel so sad 

Put all of her shit in a box
Lit it on fire, then she called the cops
Never knew this shit would drop
But now I'm sneak dissing and made it a bop (x2)

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me, and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me but it's all a lie
Wake up in the morning, feeling like shit
I say, get high
Memories haunting but one day I'm gonna touch the sky
I'm not scared of falling, yeah
At least then I can say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'm not scared of falling
At least then I can say that I tried

I'll say that I tried 
Won't, wish that I died
When the morning comes
I'll be glad I survived
Glad I survived 
Glad I survived

I need someone to save me
Before I lose my mind
I need someone to save me 
Before I'm left behind
But I'm glad I survived
I'm glad I survived 
I'm glad I survived' 

Blinded and I'm fazed really caught me by surprise
Thru my darkest days at least I can say I tried
U been all amazed by what u witnessed with those eyes
I been in a daze ever since I took flight 
I
Think I might have lost my mind
Why
Do these pills only make me rewind
Lie
Down until I'm fine
Try
To make it thru the night

I'm a little lost I was hoping u could guide me
Cluttered by the flock but thru it all You're still shining
Try to make it out with this love u once denied
At least I can say I tried

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me, and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me

I Tried ft. Yokai Dreams (prod. CashoutBernard)

Right Now

I saw the reaper in the stairway

thx u for listening and i love u 💜💜💜
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Keep It A Band (Prod.Jackz)

💔 Tell Me What It's Like Now 💔
thanks for the wait 🤞

Hopestar

hopeSTAR (prod. Stojak)

Lyrics -

( I hate my life like a lot right now, its hard to fuckin even keep going, like every fuckin nights a battle, 
its a bad battle,and I'm trying and thank you all for the support it means the world to me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck

Stop livin in my past, But i like to remmeness
Feelins of you here, but you gone, moved on fast 
Walls caving in  you apart of the ash
Driving going 90 and you caused a major crash
  
Stare at my veins, all it takes is just one slash
cont remember your face, Im forgetting way to fast

Always thought that we could make this shit last
caught up in the flame, a rain filled forecast   

This pain it kills so fast
 Here and gone, quick like a door dash 
Get drunk askin where my bitch at
Lost in your eyes, yes I miss that
Caught up in the stars,Where my kiss at
Said you'd never leave but you did that

(I just don't get why im not good enough, like i tired so fucking hard and im not good enough,
And i don't know what i did, You just left no reason, and it kills me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck


I fuckin hate my life, get the bottle I sip
learn from my feelings just to bottle that shit
Never let a soul see who the real me Is
drop another song cuz i'm feelin like this 
I hate my life, everything the same 
 i wanna quit, i wanna move away

I wanna move away, Give up on life, 
depression just a replay

Josh A - Disgrace

Collin Schichel