what los listens 2 <3

@emorave
@mkne

girl i'm so done w/ u
i see right, right thru to u
and i feel so screwed
it'll come back right to u

i fall down can't get up
i'm so done i give up
girl look me n the eyes when u talk 2 me
so done w/ ur lies do not talk 2 me
i'll make it come right round 2 u
i'm scared i don't know what to do
all these ppl talk to me like who r u
messed up, i lost a screw
my heart was breakn into 2

my heart was breakn into pieces
take the evil n release it
in my brain, i'm put for treason
built like slender why u reachn
this no game u will not regen
this my place get out my region
i can hear u steady breathing
said u up, but u sad tweeting

wanna go go go go awayy
lets go back back back to yesterday
wanna go to the day where i saw ur face
i can't even stay place
everything jus seems erased

clarity (emorave x maknae)

@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

KILJ & Thekidszn - 'wish i never met u'
Produced by Voyce x Jkei

LYRICS:

KILJ (Intro)
i’m stuck in this bitch wishin’ i never met you
I never did have a good reason to text you
I gave my all just to bring out the best in you
shit, then i realized that don’t exist

KILJ (Chorus)
Every bone you got is toxic
I could fill my stomach up with drugs and still not have the toxins you do
It’s hard to say but its true, i know she gone hear this song, then roll her eyes like she always do
Cause she always gotta be the one in the right
Even when it’s clear as day that you’re wrong

KILJ (Verse 1)
Clear as day that you wrong 
Then you put the blame on me
Next, i get 40 missed calls
Telling me that I fucked up everything that we could be
Ain’t no point of saving it
She keep complaining and-
I ain’t gone’ keep giving my heart just to break again
Ain’t giving that bitch nothing she can take again
And I promise, I’ll tell her that shit again

Thekidszn (Verse 2)
I never had a reason to be sad
Once you fuck it up you can’t it back, no
I put that bitch right in the past, no
It’s hard to be sad when you countin’ these racks up
Dumb bitch better back up
First place and I left, yeah 
I had a call with the bank, they told me that I’m making more than you’re dad, yeah
I cut ‘em all off and they say that I’m trippin’
But I’m not the one actin’ different 
They say that I changed from change I been getting
But I do not think that you get it
I’m getting real tired of this
Tired of hearing your lies and shit
But somehow you’re still on my mind, and then
Shit, then i realized that don’t exist

KILJ (Chorus)
Every bone you got is toxic
I could fill my stomach up with drugs and still not have the toxins you do. 
It’s hard to say but its true, i know she gone hear this song, then roll her eyes like she always do
Cause she always gotta be the one in the right
Even when it’s clear as day that you’re wrong
Every bone you got is toxic
I could fill my stomach up with drugs and still not have the toxins you do. 
It’s hard to say but its true, i know she gone hear this song, then roll her eyes like she always do
Cause she always gotta be the one in the right
Even when it’s clear as day that you’re wrong

(Oouuuu, Oouuuu)

E-E-Every bone you got is toxic
E-E-Every bone you got is toxic

wish i never met u

out now everywhere <3

wish i never met u (with thekidszn) [Prod. by Voyce x Jkei]

discord.gg/jahseh
@se-method NEW ACCOUNT
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out on Spotify!

Butterfly Bankai [prod. ginseng]

pls go fw @blxty

*lyrics*
funeral -
blood flow it drips I’m dying
my wrist bleeds slow it’s crying
my spirit goes it’s flying
don’t waste my time I’m trying

blxty - 
can’t think after what has been spoken 
can’t breathe when you move in slow motion 
no heart cus I think it was stolen
shut down everytime I come open

tryin//cry4help

funeral x blxty - trying//cry4help

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine

clueless +kurtains (lunamatic + holidaykiss)

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

himynameisdante +kaktus

DPK - FLASHBANG (prod. Savestate)

kurtains - stones ft. angelus + ONE YEAR

@exodus1900 
@kggn
@wubz205
@angelus7k
@alice-gass

stacks w/exodus & kuru (prod. wubz, angelus, alice gas)

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3wGuOZiFXDZlwD3gMYI0rt
production/backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

agony

https://soundcloud.com/kggn
https://soundcloud.com/crusifye
https://soundcloud.com/tonserrr

prod
https://soundcloud.com/1vessel
https://soundcloud.com/perc_300

[kuru] 
oh no
think i did it again
i can't seem2 fuckn speak whn im round my friends
ion rly like the talkn
so i keep loose ends
n they love2 pretend
so i skrt inna benz
nonono
let the choppa do the choppin s/o exodus
u a fake bitch u aint like the rest of us
i ain bout the pressure smokn gas tht excellence
say u rly bout it u ain got no evidence

u make me sick
2my core
don't kno whts in store
4u
yea i dunno wht to say but imma floor u
treat me like a fan 
bitch i dnt adore u
always in my dms sayin this n sayin tht
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but ur always on attack
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but i never look back
u should do the fuckn same go n get urself sum racks

[crusifye]
(?)

[tonser]
In the night time
I want u to be mine
When I see ur smile
u make me feel alive

Oh shit, I’m running blind
Kuru and me we have nothing to hide
Catch me on the floor, look at me slide
Nothing in the world can stop me now

Felt like 47, just like the guy with no emotions
He can’t be stopped, he has the poison
He has the gun, I have women

Get on board
Ride with me now
Get on board
Ride with me now

kuru - repeat ft. crusifye & tonser (prod. arena & 4am)

@sanriorose
@blackwinterwells
@mkne
@prodcozin

story ft. dolly & blackwinterwells (maknae x cozin)

adore prod odel & mariette

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds