I can never hate u it doesn't matter what u dooooo

what los listens 2 <3

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

https://soundcloud.com/okgoony
https://soundcloud.com/arid
https://soundcloud.com/prodjonny
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

vision w/ goony & arid (jonny & greentop)

cru https://soundcloud.com/fuckcru
luvlxckdown https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown
6houl https://soundcloud.com/6houl
guami https://soundcloud.com/guamii

[sillyteam]

stuck up

cru + luvlxckdown - stuck up (6houl + guami)

luvlxckdown [https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown]
dolly [https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose]
luisisalreadydead [https://soundcloud.com/luisisalreadydead]

[sillyteam]

luvlxckdown, dolly & luisisalreadydead - take my life (elxnce, kurai & vinso)

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

produced by powerdoll

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

[mental]
i hate all these memories
don’t wanna relive what i felt
and if you’re my remedy
then baby why can’t i tell?
tell
baby why can’t i tell?
tell
notice your fragrance, i can’t complain
it’s nothing too bad but it hurts when you say it
love me or not, i don’t know what i’m taking
if i forgot, would you care to explain it?
don’t be mad when i fall
take me wherever you want
give my trust, hold your arms
i can’t bear to be a(lone)
sacrifice
in the end we’ll all be by the fire
won’t you stay and just wait for a while
promise that i’ll give you my smile
is it not enough?
is it not that special?
thought i had your trust
do you not remember

[blxty]
i think i just try too hard it’s fine
and you tell me how you care it just blows my mind
you just waste my time
i don’t talk like mime
i can feel my eyes rolling back to my spine
take back what is mine
don’t be scared
cus’ you know i’ll be there
and there’s just a voice it’s in my hair
and you wouldn’t help you’d stand and stare

sacrifice +mental

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye ft. mei (kojo & remghost)

@terastic @orochimara

coverart: https://twitter.com/5outho

@deepinparis:

bitch im weak stay away
dont say one word to my face
i do a million little things to feel the same
and i tend to keep myself in a box
i feel so caged
when i fall asleep i dont know if imma see another day

yeah yeah 
im just a waste
if u really wanna say it you can say it to my face
think you know someone till they turn into a fake
i really need someone
i need you baby get me out of this place

@terastic :

she tell me im the worst
well i dont think thats fair
she told me that she hurt
but i dont think i care
blowin up im surrounded by paparazzi
u cant hang wit us u aint invited to the party
we kick him out that shit cuz we dont even like him
i dont kno wtf she want cause im not psychic
he said he want that smoke i said dont even try it
u aint a superhero let alone a sidekick
im mixing all these fucking pills feel like im dying
she tellin me im not enough im fucking trying
im 2 high off this fucking gas im fucking flying
he was talkin tough so we sent that boy 2 crying

@deepinparis:

bitch im weak stay away
dont say one word to my face
i do a million little things to feel the same
and i tend to keep myself in a box
i feel so caged
when i fall asleep i dont know if imma see another day

yeah yeah 
im just a waste
if u really wanna say it you can say it to my face
think you know someone till they turn into a fake
i really need someone
i need you baby get me out of this place

waste ft tera prod mycorpsebride

prod: @erdo

SPOTIFY LINK: https://open.spotify.com/track/5VojVuSIbA0lsZAHQU49gq?si=76c6d798200e43b1

LYRICS:
(@prkrblu)

is u dumb or is ur brain rotting i cant even tell
keep that sticky by my side i cast that shit off like a spell
yea we dump that body back inside the river like oh well
got her from the west side i hit it like a bell

hittin up the bank im only running up zeros
he knew i was coming but he couldnt even hear tho
he thought i was done but ima shoot him like a free thro
hitting all these high notes
if he gon fuckin try me then well oh

WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE
WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE

(@1crusey)

bands out imma bring the bands out
talkin he a fan now
bullets thats a man down
p-pull up wit a weapon
told him get to steppin
send dat boy to heaven
blowin national tragedy

chops out
i brought the glock out
pussy wanna talk up on my gang
i let it pop now
i-if he try to best me (ya)
thats on lock down
i been sippin actavis im moving slow 
cant walk now
uhuh

(@prkrblu)

up w crusey on this mf beat
me and bro took p3rkies now like we cant even see
i feel stressed imma kill yuh, thats my remedy
feels like everywhere i go these mfs stalkin me like

HOOLLD UP
IM THE ONLY ONE THAT WANNA GO UP
HAD MY 1ST BUT NOW I NEED ANOTHER GLOWUP
PUSSY SAID HE WANNA FIGHT BUT HE AINT SHO UP
if he gon fuckn try me then well o

WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE
WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE

RADIATE☢️☢️☢️ + CRUSEY (ERDO)

Music Producer: @realallich
Cover Artist: @emadbrz
Visual Artist: @mhfilm.co

Fallen Angel

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

himynameisdante +kaktus

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3wGuOZiFXDZlwD3gMYI0rt
production/backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

after you feat blxty

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