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fy_pool_day

another sad track, ill be more uplifting soon

never thot

i know my worth now so the lyrics don’t apply anymore but here's some late night thoughts 😸

lyrics:
you ruined all my favorite colors
you tainted the nights we spent together 
nothing is the same
my perception has changed
you ruined the way i look at myself

maybe if i had longer hair
or acted like i didn’t care at all
or maybe if i was conventional 
or maybe more predictable

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together

maybe if i took my pills 
or better yet, didn’t need them at all
maybe if i had “bigger boobs” or a “fat ass” to please you

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

you said i was enough
then you found someone else
now i’ve thrown away all your stuff
i wish i could’ve been enough 

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

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wow it’s been a year since i’ve posted??? i’ve written hella songs, i just haven’t got around to recording/posting. hopefully by the end of the year my ep will be out!2!1

if i was better

I love the smiths too

tired of thinking

untitled 17

Moogle

The fifth and final album in the EXTRAS series.

EXTRAS 5

Pibulus

Track List
1. Wander
2. Wave of Confusion
3. Leef
4. Head in the Sand *unreleased*

Tied Minds - Live Acoustic Set

Tiger's Eye Caught On My Wrist

Run on the Water

cover of digigurls beloved song on all platforms:)))

enjoy the sunset (digigurl cover)

Mister Pacific

man i dont believe in summertime
all i ever really do is work
and i be on my phone just wasting time
but it never really seems to work
ive waited all this time and all these tables
just to get a dime to buy some cables and 
play my songs for no one

I threw my phone in the garbage the other day
I said fuck it to everything on my page
But then I picked it out of the dirt and empty bottles of brew
I never meant to hurt you
My mom said if she had another kid she’d still hit em
I said that’s kinda hard can I put that in a song I’ve written 
She said no but I did it anyway just to please me
Then she beat me

man i dont believe in summertime
all i ever really do is work
and i be on my phone just wasting time
but it never really seems to work
ive waited all this time and all these tables
just to get a dime to buy some cables and 
play my songs for no one

My momma don’t really hit me
Man I was just kiddin mute that
She wouldn’t hurt a kitten let alone my stupid cute ass
I’ve been sleeping in and wakin up at noon to get some good rest
My phone been really slow i need a new jack
I’ve never really been the type to watch a whole movie
I’d rather see whats goin on what else is on tv
Eatin strips of seaweed you wish that you could be me
I wish I could be you I hate my life it’s so true 

man i dont believe in summertime
all i ever really do is work
and i be on my phone just wasting time
but it never really seems to work
ive waited all this time and all these tables
just to get a dime to buy some cables and 
play my songs for no one

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Matasu0909