This song is about heartbreak, feeling anxious, overthinking, and everything else in between. Sometimes, writing songs is the only way for me to break free, but my fear of judgement holds me back. 

Lyrics 
[Intro] 
You got me lying on the floor 
Now I’m reaching for the door wondering why you’re leavin
It's been a long time but I'm still healing 

[Verse 1]
I try to do my best, am I doing enough? 
I get too stressed, Am I doing too much? 
I get some rest, feels like I’m fallin behind 
All these thoughts running through my mind 

Every move I make, every step I take 
Play it safe, don’t wanna make a mistake 
All eyes on me and I can’t escape 
Don’t wanna make enemies, don’t wanna be erased 

Rap about my life, you say you can’t relate 
Write some diss tracks, you say I’m being fake 
Now I’m thinkin I should quit 
cuz it will never make 

Everybody happy, there’s always something to say 
I’m always afraid , Try to get it together but I’m going insane 

Thought I had control to change the ending  
Been overthinking ever since I was eighteen 
My real smile has been fading, now 
it’s the one that I’ve been faking now

[Hook] 
Just wanna smile again
One that’s real and comes from within 
 
[Ending] 
Get up, get up, it's brand new day 
Time really heals, it helps take away the pain 
I think I'm ready, to take another leap of faith 
Nah, I don’t care what they think what they say, 
Just being myself, not afraid 
Waiting for the day, when I don't have to play pretend 
Flowers don’t grow without the rain, 
When the flowers start bloomin, I'll smile again 

You got me lying on the floor daydreaming

Smile Again

$oFi