Based

Tired of You

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Sitting in my room
There's nothing that I can do
Wasting away
So far away
From the good days

I'm always feeling like

Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
Nothing goes right
And I hate my life
Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
There used to be brighter days

Save me
I'm drowning
Arms reaching up but you still are doubting
Save me
From myself
I'm alone
And I've gone through hell

Everything's Wrong

There is No Hope Now

Mkultra Victim

and michael cera ruined a whole generation of white boys

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World Ruined a Whole Generation of Women

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix & master w/ CH!O 
art by SEPHA.
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Lyrics -

i took the blue pill and i felt bad an i 
took the red pill and i felt sad
and i took the black pill and it held me back
but there's no escape from this time lapse
x2
so broke i walked 4 miles
to contemplate my lifestyle
scaled a gate
to be alone with my strife
jus for a little while
or maybe forever

i thought high hopes would
tie a knot in time
oh
i thought a positive outlook
would create my peace of mind
but its all falling
x2

well those underachievers 
their good lads
tryna hold onto nature's collapse
in the daily chore and the daily stacks
in the daily dose of our anthrax
it started as a cut now its a full attack

my old pal rob he was a good lad
hid spliff in his ex's maxi pads
smelt his failures in her lows 
and never took him back
now he's a hentai voyeaur 
and a reddit hack
he's a real smart alec
when at the keypad
keying his nose and keying the facts
keying his nose and keying the facts -
"we'll establish 
peak civilisation...
from my bedroom...
for a nation"

i thought high hopes would
tie a knot in time
oh
i thought a positive outlook
would create my peace of mind
but its all falling
x2

its all falling
oh
its all fallen
x2

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blackpilled

Cops Beating Down On Hippie Scum At The 1968 Democratic National Convention

You Shouldn't Be Allowed to Listen to Music If You Watch the Needle Drop

Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

Life is an RPG and I Fucked Up My Build

Blackpilled Again

Beamer Boy

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

youre getting so mad now
i think u need to calm down
u take things so seriously
im living
rent free
youre so god damn stuck up
u call yourself bedroom punk
u dont like when we have fun
so eat shit and get fucked

oooo living rent free
ooo youre so mad at me

Crackers talking shit that's us
We hear all of your fuss
It's worse than a manson murder tape
This is bedroom punk's rape
Your carrer's in purgatory
If you leave MSG
So sit down be humble bitch
And take all of my hints

oooo living rent free
ooooo consumed by jealousy

Rent Free (feat. Cameron Phlodge)

Yelling At Inanimate Objects Instead of You

Fuck Bedroom Punk

It’s not over till I say it’s done
We’re not giving up cause thats no fun
We’re locked and loaded we’ve some guns
So get ready we’ll have you on the run

Ooooooo x4

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! Like never before
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! We’ll Give them a war
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! Like never before
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! We’ll Give them a war

Oooooooooo x4

It’s not over till I say it’s done
We’re not giving up cause thats no fun
We’re locked and loaded we’ve got some guns
So get ready we’ll have you on the run
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! Like never before
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! We’ll Give them a war
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! Like never before
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! We’ll Give them a war

Civil War 2

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Remains

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

you could be my girlfriend
if you wanted to
we can be happy together but it’s up to you

you could’ve been my lover
you could’ve been my wife
instead you stabbed in my the back of my heart with a knife

i still have your picture
it reminds me of you
i feel so hopeless and i really don’t know what to do

want to sleep forever
stick my head in the ground
because life’s not worth living without you around 

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i am still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

you could be my girlfriend 
if you wanted to
i think of what i’d change if i knew it meant losing you

all the memories had
over many years
then you said those final words that i always feared

when i see you with him
it makes me want to die
i’m still in love with you and i don’t know why 

so i guess i’ll be here
in my room all alone
hoping one day i see a message from you on my phone

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i’m still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

Based

Antoninus not so Pius