SELF SABOTAGE ft. LSC X (prod. anticøn)

EYES

cut Ur eyes out (p. x10derrick)

prod grayskies


lyrics - 

I’m smoking cigarettes like it’s my time to go
the cold is closing 
their following your scent
I’m better then the men u texting so u best hit my phone 
This stress don’t do me good 
(I think I found me the one 
nothings better x2)

u don’t wanna be inside your home
alone 
u wear your sweater 

your weeks turn scenes that i won’t know 
your star burns skin to leather

200 degree’s on fire that’s fine 
by nighttime I’ll prolly wanna pick u up 
well breath in the leaves outside in style while the fog creeps and darling I’ve been saving up
(don’t u stay away 
cause I’ve been loving u 
I’m in love w u 
till the grave x2)
(slow down 
so drunk in the streetlights x2)

nothings better

Pulled Pins (+ihopedannydied)

OCTOBER X FALLACY ADD - NOVACANE

I don’t kiss n tell no i know better 
wish she knew the same why did i let her in ?
feeling like i’m lost again 
too much confusion didn’t let me in 
pushed me away just to be wit him 
never said a thing you just played pretend 
all the things that you told me 
all for nothing cuz i’m still lonely 

Waste my time oh it’s fine 
no longer one of a kind 
guess you were right blinded by the love you gave at night 

I can’t forget you 
even if i tried 
Wish i could of saved us when i had you right in front of my eyes  
i don’t regret you but you’re not here to realize 
we had so much room for growth now i’m just in my room alone, fuck!

2 GLOW ft. Blooodyplauge prod.Grayskies

wish you were just here, my mind is not clear
wipe away my fears, baby wipe away my tears
went thru all that pain, to be sitting here today 
I know I fucked up, but I made it out okay
I know I was stuck baby, stuck down in my ways
now I feel enough baby, now I feel okay
laying on the floor, I got throw up on my face
heart beating no more, watch my soul drift far away
she called them on the phone, before it was too late
now I’m on my own, I got iv’s in my veins
doctors telling me I’m alive because of fate…

Stuck (prod. fkwt)

[LYRICS]

[Me]
Maddie's gotta gun she's gonna kill herself
And daddy's not there It's only me to help her
And she tells me
Day and night
Hells deep
Heaven's bright
The bells ringing louder
Guess it's just for you 
Love

Tori's gotta gun and I'm the first to go
And life's not long unless you're burning slowly
Tell me
Love me not
Lead jacket, leather on her 
Pretty little face
Whats a place on this Earth, huh?

[Probation-Maso]
Doing drugs too long to miss it
She inherits Mom's addictions
Told her "STOP JUST FUCKING LISTEN,
KILLING YOURSELF WONT FUCKING FIX IT"

Way too many drugs up in my life,
But I be thinking all the time
It weighs too much up on my mind
I'm from the gutter, I'll be fine
I told my cutter "that's that 9"
I told my mother "I'm alright"
I told my brother "pass that wine"
I'm too fucked up then we gon' fight
223's, it gon' be on sight
Shoot at me that's gon be your life
Like my jeans with the dirty ass 3's
You can Bleeed
You can Bleeed
You can Bleeed all night

[Me]
Maddie's gotta gun she's gonna kill herself
And daddy's not there It's only me to help her
And she tells me
Day and night
Hells deep
Heaven's bright
The bells ringing louder
Guess it's just for you 
Love

Tori's gotta gun and I'm the first to go
And life's not long unless you're burning slowly
Tell me
Love me not
Lead jacket, leather on her 
Pretty little face
Whats a place on this Earth, huh?


[EX-LOST FILE]
Maso wanted me to record on this beat and he recorded his part in his room but never did anything with it, I found it later on and asked if i could mix and post it.

Stuck (prod. fkwt)

ilymidnite