Я говноед

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

Silencieux / Amoureux (feat. Brennan Savage)

King Drew x Brennan Savage - Let Me Be. (Prod. Invaluable )

HOW I FEEL

Sleepless

Я Не Хочу Никуда Идти С Тобой

bury me alive

Last Night Was A Blur (Prod. By yng abrey)

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNXxIl5Za_cIxYtITwFEbqYuiyqZiNVhz

No More Sorrow

Fuck. Another panic attack

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqRp4xaZO4w
prod. shrimp

laying in the dirt [video in description]

У Меня Нет Друзей

Моя Сестра - Это Грусть

prod. by @strangerofthepast

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Why you holdin a grudge,
While you holdin a gun,
Why you smokin on somehthing and yal don't know what the fuck it is,
I been focused for what,
Cuz the high hopes I'm running with,
You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling,
Fuck if that's your mentality,
Sadly that ain't reality,
So you battling with the fact that shit never gone change,
That's why these locals they fuckin with what I'm doing in public tryna kick it go suck a dick yal just hope for the fame,
And watch your tone when you talk,
I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough shit why you posing a front,
I'm slightly hopeful but fuck am I bi polar or somethin,
With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up

(Bridge)
I just wanna be myself,
In a world full of hate and I don't need no help,
You don't know me of well,
Keep thinking you do when you don't,
We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know

(Verse)
More than just an organism,
In a foreign prison,
When this shits in orbit spinnin,
Thinkin that I'm sorta gifted,
Gotta different sorta vision,
Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it,
Through the forest splittin anybody go to war against him,
Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em,
Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens,
Fuck conforming bitch your life is boring to me so I built my own fuckin lane and you can't break outta the norm of shit

(Chorus 2x)
Why,
Why they try to use me like I owe  em something all your fucking lies,
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight,
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like,
But fuck it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night

middle of the night (prod. stranger)

Prod. KAMAARA

(Chorus)
I don't seem to feel alright no more I'm not sure if I'll be living or dying,
I used to think suicide could fix all my troubles now I'm torn between the gun and who I'm with,
Baby please just sleep don't worry bout me if I don't dip I'll call you when the sun rises,
But sometimes I feel afraid to say what I think maybe I'm crazy well I hope you don't mind it

(Verse)
Bad thoughts running up a race in my mind,
While I'm screaming only so much I can take say I'm fine,
But i lied don't want you worried I'ma take some my time,
Try and pull myself outta this place,
Motha fuck friends you is a punk bitch,
Something that I learned is no one gives a fuck about you less there's money to be earned,
Why is everyone the same,
Why is everyone so fake,
Why you wonder why I feel it's best to go our separate ways

(Bridge)
Anxiety depression from the outside hidden never found right away unless you ask I ain't tellin,
Pills I ain't with because the pills tell me take my fuckin life and leave me shaking in the night time really,
Don't know who to trust and people smile wide thinking that we homies but I know it ain't in my best interest,
Tell lies people always tell lies just to get on my side I'll run away don't ask why I'm dipping

(Chorus)
I don't seem to feel alright no more I'm not sure if I'll be living or dying,
I used to think suicide could fix all my troubles now I'm torn between the gun and who I'm with,
Baby please just sleep don't worry bout me if I don't dip I'll call you when the sun rises,
But sometimes I feel afraid to say what I think maybe I'm crazy well I hope you don't mind it

dont mind me (prod. KAMAARA)

Prod. stanger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
All of the time I wasted made myself this way but was I better before,
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain when am I letting it go,
All of her scars remain remind her daily that pain is what she never ignored,
Shit ain't been right though lately I might leave it all behind and run away from it all,
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left,
I wonder if it helped me more than I know,
Always feeling anxious for you is it worth it,
I could feel the same when on my own,
When the fuck will you ever change we ain't perfect,
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong,
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit,
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way my love

her (prod. stranger)

ＨＯＷ　ＤＩＤ　ＷＥ　
ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
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whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

follow jay vee

all alone (prod. jay vee)

Dark Matter

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

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