Very very interesting track. Came from reddit. Will check out couple more.

Maladaptive

Photo Artwork by Zach Peters soundcloud.com/zpeters
Music by James Toburen soundcloud.com/jamestoburen

Black is the Colour

spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/6pzITOtL0AUacnGV7NnHzx?si=u2VOrYDeSvqLdauGZTmoww

youtube : https://youtu.be/tsIGRIDMUP4

Adalloway

Voodoo

Meaning of the song:
Everyone does things to get love, attention and appreciation from "others", but no one knows if this echo is real. 
This is the pathological mainspring of a perpetual cycle in which one is trained to do things to please "others" and to disregard one's self.
No human being has an innate self, which would come to unfold by its own strength. (Goethe's, Entelechy) 
At some point, however, it inevitably comes to a life balance in which one asks oneself;
Who are you (I) actually? Especially when the pride, the recognition and the appreciation of "the others" is missing. Everybody places at this point of his life, before a self-reflection, at which the own being understood or being allowed to be oneself, break out inexorably. 
This can be a "liberation" or end in mental illness.
The clown, who makes himself a clown in front of "the others", is in my song a "shrill form of expression", the make-up is real but not the "laughter" underneath.

Tanz Clown

new clown is born

blood on my knees as i am picking assumptions
and i am looking at the sky while i am feeling aligment and i dont know this place i am just 
keepin the climate and i feel all the pain but i dont wanna hide it  yeah

water flows in my mind
water goes in the sky

let me know where are you going 
cuz i dont wanna hide again
 

blow up the candlee
see in diffrent angle
living in the rambooo
i dont wanna tremblee

woke up in the last year
didnt change anything way
I DONT CARE ABOUT NOTHING
pull out everthing thats shining
thought it was mine,i am blidning

BTGXXDE-Assumptions-[Prod. M4jl0]

Original score inspired by the Andrew Michael Hurley novel Starve Acre

Did you ever blow a dandelion clock

trommel faining

Copyright Erin Wolf 2024

Photo details: Sunset over Beckwith Camp in Fairhope, AL, January 2024. Photo from Erin Wolf at the end of the pier looking back at the camp.

Note: Bit of a random tune with dreamy elements which also contains a few previous and future prompts from Song A Week (dot org):

-In a million years (week 2)
- All of a sudden (week 4)
- Dream world (week 5)
- Pistols & petals (week 8)

--

there is an ache
inside these bones
like i'm searching for something
God only knows

i am told
time will tell
it's just as well to wait
another night

as i fall asleep 
in this dream world
pistols and petals 
around me fall

all of a sudden
i'm awake
covered in sweat and tears
the ache is back again

and never in a million years
did i think i'd fall
so low
but i never thought i'd
spend so long
solo

la da di dah
la da di dah dah
la da di dah, da da
di dium

one day i may
find someone new
ease this ache
let hope shine through

Let Hope Shine Through

My friends with the "Muse and Method" creative challenge have issued another prompt. This time the topic is "March".

This track was built with two samples from my personal collection of field recordings. The 4-beat rhythm loop is the percussion section of the Shawnee Mission North High School marching band, recorded at the Overland Park Fall Festival in 2011. The horn sound is an air horn on an antique steam tractor, recorded at the Northwest Michigan Engine and Thresher Show, Buckley, Michigan way back in 1989 and played back through a keyboard sampler.

The Marty Street Hi-Steppin' Boogie

"Artist channeling confusion and fear into a sickly limp. repetitive  craft?"
Headphones are highly recommended. 

L.S - Guitars and Laptop

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