hey everyone I am new on soundcloud but planning on making a lot of new music and I write and record the lyrics myself please check me out as I put my heart and sole into music. My music style is sad and depressing but it is an outlet to how I feel

I don't wanna be here anymore but I'm scared I'll hurt someone close to me if I go 

🖤🔥.hits my feels everytime 😤😪

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Nightcore - Six Pills

BITE ME Nightcore murder drones

Diamond In Disguise

@supachefm
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@notmorgn
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supachefm - kms (prod. notmorgn)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

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let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

Art by: @neversince

Lyrics:

ye i love you, and i want u to smile
get the drugs boo, ye lets smoke and get high
drippin blood tho, i got death on my mind
got this urge hoe, wanna cut till die

and i dont want to, but i fuck it all up
i feel so damn low, cant control it at times
and it hurts you, i dont want u to cry
cause i love u, and i want u to smile

lil happy lil sad - smile (prod. nciku)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

lyrics:

I've lost myself to anxiety
cause I cant find my way out of this hole
I cant believe what you've done to me
you don't wanna see the dark inside my soul 

I'm always dying so quietly 
I know that it's too much for you to handle
my blade takes away my anxiety 
I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample 

u really fucked me up, I really wish u knew how much 
you're the reason why my blade has always been crutch
you're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much 
you're the reason why I cant even fkn trust 

I know you see me slowly falling apart 
there are so many fkn wounds in my heart 
I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches 
but the only way to heal me is if you could fix it 

save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying 
I cant deal with my emotions so I'm hiding 

damn I loved you so much and I admired you
until I realized what you've put me through 
I can't believe those stupid words you used to say 
nowadays I think about em everyday 

I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying 
I'll always be this broken so I started lying 
I'll never recover even tho I'm fucking trying 
no matter what I do I'll just end up dying

I don't understand how you can fkn live with yourself 
I ain't done shit like you and I cant even live with myself 
I know you lay awake with anxiety every night 
I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives 

I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up 
I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
there's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up 
you should blame yourself cause I never felt loved

Save My Love (prod. lil happy lil sad)

SHYLER - Screaming Inside (prod. Greaf)

fats'e - apathy (ft. guccihighwaters)

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Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

sometimes I feel like im dying
sometimes I feel already dead

I got an obsession
perceptions kinda messing
with my head

I wake up in a daze
don't even keep track of days
I got a problem with myself
but I know I'll be ok

I got a lot of pressure built
hope I don't crack the foundation

I think its maybe time for me
to change the location

I don't know what I'm doing
usually I'm just pacing

and wondering if 
everything I want is worth chasing

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

I'm hanging by a thread
Pulled it from my pocket

I know I say it all the time
but I don't ever plan on stopping

No matter the circumstance
I'm battered it's worth a chance

I bet I'll be better tomorrow
I'm done with the sorrows
Damn

Wasting all this time stressed
about whats out of my control

life is a journey the best thing
you can do it ride it slow

the highs and lows will
come and go you better 
buckle up

been a minute in the slumber
i finally toughened up but

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

Jake Hill - Stay (Prod. Cxdy)

Lil Happy Lil Sad- Lil Numb

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

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Alone

Dont Walk Lil happy lil sad

[Intro: lil happy lil sad]
Right now
About to drown
I wanna die

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

[Verse 1: lil happy lil sad]
I can't get my thoughts off of you
You're the only thing that matters to me when I'm low
When I'm crying and I'm smoking dope
You're the only thing I want girl i feel so alone
I wanna start my life with you
So I'm working really hard for independence to provide for you
I wanna live my life with you
So let's work until we make it and we rich for good

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

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