8485

always under the weather

dam my bad g

ne vzapravdu vse ya znayu 4to mir narisovan

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8.8.8.14

9.19.9.25

@emorave
@mkne

girl i'm so done w/ u
i see right, right thru to u
and i feel so screwed
it'll come back right to u

i fall down can't get up
i'm so done i give up
girl look me n the eyes when u talk 2 me
so done w/ ur lies do not talk 2 me
i'll make it come right round 2 u
i'm scared i don't know what to do
all these ppl talk to me like who r u
messed up, i lost a screw
my heart was breakn into 2

my heart was breakn into pieces
take the evil n release it
in my brain, i'm put for treason
built like slender why u reachn
this no game u will not regen
this my place get out my region
i can hear u steady breathing
said u up, but u sad tweeting

wanna go go go go awayy
lets go back back back to yesterday
wanna go to the day where i saw ur face
i can't even stay place
everything jus seems erased

clarity (emorave x maknae)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells
<3 <3 <3

breathe close to me
i wanna know it's not a dream
cause it feels so much better than anything
and u see what i am when u look at me

but i can't see u the way i mean to
ur pixelated
baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass and all i pray for and ask
gets just as close as it can then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting u more
i hope u feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish someone would say when
cause i would run to u then
i don't think i'd complain

all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to ur home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying
i see u waiting
and it's ok
it'll be ok
i'd give all i am
i'm a hologram but as long as you'll have me i'll stay

..i want u every day
somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end
i hope they let me know when
cause i will run to u then
i know i won't complain

seer

seer (blackwinterwells)

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

shout out brazil and singapore
prod me @17seven1 and @iw1

lyrics//
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
i promise i wont leave

and if i killed my self do you think that youll be okay?
with how hard i tried i dont think that i could ever change
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
run away from here my dear
close your eyes and i promise ill be here
i promise ill stay here
ill always so near
i could never be my self i cant act that way
im a burden to everyone whos in my way
and i love you this much no i wont be okay
baby please dont leave your the one who keeps me safe

leave (177p, iwi & sapphire )

Deathstare (BT)

8485 - ✞

Pincode Kween

8485 - itmakesmesosad +dolly +blackwinterwells [ddertbAg]

Seek Me Outtt (ginseng + 1seanbaby + dolly)

up bad w/ d1v (p. xmichaelwarren)

alone (mxsui)

Зая (bughuul)

@veezuh @prodnejji
first song of 2022 :] enjoy
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lyrics
chorus
feel like twice drunk in love
I can never get enough
i’d give a push but never shove
saint laurent that’s a must

I do a lot for you
I wanna do it for you
I guess I’m crazy bout you
let’s make it all about you
x2

veezuh
i been thinking bout u
hope u kno ill stay true
yeah u kno how i do
but they dont got a clue

yea theres no competition baby ur the best
and i luv when u smile its better than the rest
take a look at me
and ik you'll see
your true fantasy
not a nobody

and i hope i show
just how much i know
that u care about me

yeah the feelings mutual 
yea im not on my own
yeah you'll be there
we got matching clothes, twizzy moncler 
yea we in our glo
4evr fosho
yeah u already know, yeah u already know
i swear i cant lie to u
and i swear i could die 4 u
yeah u kno thats true
yeah u kno thats true
yea thats true

chorus
feel like twice drunk in love
I can never get enough
i’d give a push but never shove
saint laurent that’s a must

I do a lot for you
I wanna do it for you
I guess I’m crazy bout you
let’s make it all about you
x2

Spotify

all about you +veezuh (nejji)

rezlaine - uu look like3 an ##angel

am i still

hi hello sorry for nothing in april ill compensate by posting twice in a month i think june 
i am so sorry i literally ripped off dayglow and kale and jane (hey guys if you see this MY BAD) haahhahaahha but its whatevevr tho it sounds cool right? idk i hope auybgftaeiu0

thank you mental for letting me use FL and thank you luna for tha advice wowowowowowowow

btw i been thinking i want to make an EP this year i hope you can look forward to that???? :D

ok heres lryics

lyrics:

...

i cant breathe this air
its suffocating
conversation
stuck inside my mouth

i dont even know 
i dont really want to calm down
tell me what you want
tell me what you really want now

heart still pacin
what you mean? 
sounds cover me
i cant figure this out

i dont really know
do i ever make your heart race?
call me when im gone
do i ever make your heart ache?


...when im outsiiide
and i see you smiiile
its worth it to fiiind
what makes you aliiive

and when you got the flooor
sappiamo dell'amor
id like to feel restooored
you make me want you mooore

...
(healing)
...

& id do anything to be a fuckin hotshot
why do i even try?
could i ever mean as much as her 
and what you want from me?
if it doesnt happen; guess ill ---

(everythings different now...)

COVETER (MOUTH)

on all plats
lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNnzZ_0scys

we smokin ciggies out the window
and she think she fire like sum beat inside my headphones
she said that she fuck with me i told her shes a handful
dont switch up the tempo
she all up in my head bro

no i aint grateful
they jus wanna call me sinful
bitches wanna fuck w my mental
this shits gonna be eventful 
getting tired of u playing hard to get
its like ur always tryna make me upset
its like u know just how to make me obsessed 
maybe i just wont invest
sorry that i left…
sorry that i did this shit and i wish u the best
pickin up the pieces but i wish we never met
know youll never trus me and u wish that i was ded
bitches say they want me so i talk a lot
she said she gon cuff me now ive had enough
only say she want me when she on the drugs
know that u arent sorry but u fucked it up

ciggies (shinju)

close me up
oh you veronica i love 
keep me close 
until you overgrow 
i overdose 
on the smell of all your clothes
you quick-escape into the burning sun
you lose your head when you deside to much
i wouldnt rather be with anyone 
why cant it only be the both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up
lets stay making angels in the snow
you stay in the middle where it grows
you want everything i ever known
you dont really even know
swirling round the purple angel dust
then we wait until the sun could gleam enough
you really wanted me to just shut up 
you know the pain inside you lives in both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up

veronica's shield

siLLy tEE _ evil mode

основы дрейна пособие для начинающих

feat @zixdown prod @1ello5k mastered by @chriad #00


Lyrics:

@whyhaze
ya i luv u somuch lik a cigarette
iv been in the shadows i been hiding like a silhouette
lay me down i wna be put 2 rest
dnt ask me how iv been i wish i was ded

i wish i was the 1 4u
im so into u but ur into him
u make me feel so used u leav me paper thin
i'd do it all4 u  jst want u 2 hold my hand (2x)

ik tht u want it 
voices in my head bish im haunted
iv been poppin pillz i feel disgusting
she said tht she lov me cuz im garbagee

@zixdown
baby do u want me jst tell me the truth
you’ve been stuck on me
i’ve been stuck on u <33 
i find it kinda disgusting how he treats u
then u treat me like i’m nothing
guess i’ll see thru..
go ahead & close the door
u dnt need me anymore, goin back n forth
& dnt say it was a joke cus i’m moving forward
i been goin rlly hard, feeln tired & sore
can’t take it anymore 
anything 4u, tell me what to do
been losing my headd, gettin thru2youu
is it me or him? tell me wht u choose
i walk miles 4you, fuckin up my shoes

into u w/ zixdown (ello)

halo3 +8485

produced, mixed and mastered by blackwinterwells
art photographed by phillip ly
thank you for everything, everyone

i/o +blackwinterwells

EVA NATAS

SummerLOVE (scalevillain prod.)

CODE10 - SummerLove

s/o @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih !!! ur amazn

[glostarr]
imma run it wut u want rn,, ooo 
i got monee in my jeans rn,, truues
stik around jus seee how it goes,, gluuu
u a clone swear i jus saw u,, whoos who 
// 
whos who,, i got wut i got,, i do wut i do
yo girls a virus n i got da flu,,
my shot is sharp like i got it to mew,,
bitch im fueled up i could go 2 the moon ,,
u are my minions n bitch i am gru,, [buh buh buh]
movin so smooth bitch im movin on que
boy yous a baby,, goo goo,, gah gah,, goo 
//
i dont wanna start slow,, nitecorin my car bro
movin heavy cargo,,  bitch im clean lik barsoapxx
u gon have2rob me,, leav u out2starvy
u cnt even charge me,, make u still like parkeeng
bitch im up there harvey,, bitch u trippin rv
im the boy lik sharky,, stick around like sharpiee
///
doin so much i cant focus i need adderall
u seem fishy,, i cant trust u,, u a mackerel 
i wont listen wut u sayin,, i wont play role
u luk different thru my custom design reticle
u gon have to get assisstance maybe medical 
boy u is so hella fake u is not credible 
//
u freezin up like u mochi
monee got me cozy
i feel emoji 
in a suite like cody 
chilln wit my whoadee
got green like guacamole
u dont really kno me
i b movin lowkey,,
2much like im op,,
drippn jus lik moby 
yo girl trynna2talk2me
annee r u okee,,,,,,

globabee,, glo glo [prod. boka]

ty https://soundcloud.com/wido123456789
https://soundcloud.com/crusifye
prod. spyder & 6houl
all platforms

business ft wido, crusifye (p. spyder & 6houl)

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

sk8:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most

displaced +kaedefall (yugen + lb66)

s/o @mkne

lyrics:
help me
i dont want this anymore
got these thoughts in my head
that i never will ignore

and i cant sleep
and i cant think
i cant do this
wont get thru this

i dont
wanna fight it anymore
and i still have
every picture
stapled to my door

and i still feel
ur warm hand
wrapped around mine
yeah ill be fine

yeah ill be fine
when ur all mine
and im so sick
of wasting my damn time

but ur worth it
ur so perfect
i keep asking myself
do i deserve you?

didnt mean to hurt you
but every word that i said
could not be more true

you think i want this?
i feel so haunted
got a knife in my back
that im used to

i didnt use you
you used me
take a look in the mirror
what do you see?

your reflection?
or a stranger?
i cant help myself
im feeling anger

help me
i dont want this anymore
got these thoughts in my head
that i never will ignore

and i cant sleep
and i cant think
i cant do this
wont get thru this

i dont
wanna fight it anymore
and i still have
every picture
stapled to my door

and i still feel
ur warm hand
wrapped around mine
yeah ill be fine

i don't want this anymore :/ (prod. maknae)

1000-7

myy nose stufee ##ladybuhg

[buhg] 

buhbae iv bn tryn mk it out4me buhbae nt u ;//
cuz everytime we go thru tht idk wht2do
u pt in my face,, i try2tell u its nt ##truu v_v
tha onlee persn u lissn2is2urself,, who knw 

iv bn tryn js2mk it outt
u bn tryna js2mk me shoutt ;OO
ima gt it done,, once lost is foundd
pt me ontha mapp js2pt me intha groundd ##seedling 
buh im starvn,, im hurtn ukno 
do nt wna tlk anymor ;XX
i do dis in search of my hom
i do dis sinc im onmy ownn

[onc u let tha smallest things mk u hpy,, it brings u mor than anythn intha world cn offer u,, let go <<##33]

i cnt gt2u,, so y dnt u js run along
nw i cnt do it2,, its bn goin on2longg 
whts wit tht attitud,, nt my fault its goin wrong
n yh its ovrdue,, barely goin goin strongg (⌒‿⌒)

pt it2my chestt,, buhbae i nd rest
go on b my guess,, pt me2tha test 
2my heart let it wrench,, im a ##buhg u a pest o(￣ε￣*)
cnt c thru tha lens,, whts nxt tht depndss

so stucc in ur ways,, i cnt repay u4tht dayy
is it al wastd,, cuz i cnt face it,, its goin2my hedd

;;* me onmy <<##33
dntkno y i let it restartt
let u out my arms
dnt wnt it anyothr wyy
evry singl nite
n evry singl day

cn come out n js say it4u
##40days40nites its ##truu
darkwatr bt i still c it thru 
thru thru thru2u #0.o#
im sry tht it cnt b
tha way tht we sought tht we c
nw its overdon were free ?
bt i cnt move frum undr dis tree ##stucc

a buhgs ##lyf [kiryano ++ avast]

logged out - find me elsewhere
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8485 - itmakesmesosad +dolly +blackwinterwells [ddertbAg]

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