IDM demo made with a randomized drum effect rack, a chopped and screwed cello sample I recorded, some VST synths and some of my vocals I sampled

buggingg_v1

Millions

5 FEET ABOVE THE GROUND

dendera

x2t2r1a

s0unds of the unseen

Not everything that enters should remain.

Much of what we perceive as inner fluctuation is simply the body registering conditions that language has not yet caught up with. These signals often appear private, but they come from systems that operate underneath individual intention—inheritance, environment, and the subtle negotiations of relation. What is often called “sensitivity” is in fact a form of recognition: the ability to sense shifts in these underlying structures before they manifest socially. Stability, then, is not the absence of disturbance, but the capacity to discern which movements belong to us and which belong to the larger arrangements we move through.

In a world that encourages constant permeability, preserving one’s internal coherence becomes an act of intelligence rather than withdrawal. Not every force that reaches us deserves continuation; not every demand should enter the interior space from which we navigate life. The quiet task is to maintain a shape—one that can adjust without dissolving, absorb without collapsing, and remain aware of how external patterns attempt to reproduce themselves within us. To stay whole is not a matter of resistance or softness, but of understanding how influence travels, and deciding, quietly, what we allow to take root.

我们感受到的许多“内在波动”，往往是身体在记录那些语言尚未能表达的条件。这些信号看似私密，实际来自个人意图之下更深的运作层面——继承的倾向、环境的压力，以及人际关系之间细微的协商。所谓“敏感”并非脆弱，而是一种识别力：在结构变化真正显现之前，先一步察觉它们的运动。因此，稳定并不是没有扰动，而是能够分辨哪些力量属于自身，哪些来自我们所处的更大秩序。

在一个不断要求开放与渗透的世界中，保持内部的清晰不是退缩，而是一种智慧。并非所有到达我们身边的力量都值得延续，也并非所有要求都应该进入支撑我们生活的核心空间。更隐秘而重要的任务，是维持一种形态——能够调整但不溶解，能够吸收却不坍塌，并始终意识到外界的模式如何试图在我们体内复制自己。保持完整与其说是抵抗或柔软，不如说是理解影响如何流动，并且安静地决定让什么继续在体内生根。

Shadow Pulse

DI WEI

Related tracks