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looking out for you by joy again :) (slowed)

~ lyrics~
 everyday i live
 and think i'm doing wrong
 and i can’t control
 what is going on
 you can blame me if
 i can let things go
 and sit all alone
 with my mind and thoughts
 i’m lying on the floor
 tearing up inside
 but my eyes are dry
 i don’t see the sky
 im flying to the space
 where all we belong
 planets stars black holes
 it is in my soul
 i've took too many pills
 and i’m almost dead
 and that love i felt
 was just a fucking fake
i’m so high and sad
running to the sun
only drugs love u
i burned down my heart

oh i love you most
don’t come to me close 
oh i love you most
don’t come to me close
oh i love you most
don’t come to me close 
oh i love you most

*suffocating* 

too much ask of me 
i don’t care about 
i am not okay
so just help me out
they just rule my mind 
i’m like marionette 
cut the ropes on hands
better if i’m dead
running out of time
losing friends of mine
how they’re all gone blind
i am not surprised
i can bear the pain 
but it hurts so much
i keep fucking try
i’m so fucking tired
i took another pill
just to low the stress
but it cannot help
i’m already dead
i’m driving through the night 
on the highway road
i don’t know the speed
don’t care if i’m gone

nice to be in orbit

songs: advice by alex g, no more sorry by my bloody valentine, inside out by duster, anniversary of an uninteresting event by deftones, limerence by yves tumor, call me by gigi masin, melon yellow by slowdive, see you when i die by boyo, poison tree by grouper, and towards dawn by rolo tomassi

every day is the same・。・mix

The last song of my EP "Distanz".
Get the full EP here: https://germanbot.bandcamp.com/

Lyrics:
Wir stehen am Ende der Zeit
Dort wo sich alles zu Einem vereint
Da wo einst nichts als dichter Nebel war
Sehen wir heute alles nur zu klar

Wir stehen am Abgrund des Selbst
Dort wo sich keiner für etwas mehr schämt
Was auch mal war, hier ist jeder doch gleich verloren
Und doch fühlen alle sich hier so geborgen

Am Ende Der Zeit

This is my dommer wave for the song Russian underground band Death Certificate(Свидетельство о смерти)

Это мой думмер вейв на песню Русский андерграундной группы Свидетельство о смерти
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BD2IshXvrxM&t=1s

Ｄｏｏｍｅｒ Ｗａｖｅ Свидетельство О Смерти - У Меня Есть Голова

Sped-Up version of "Dark Red" by Steve Lacy, pitched by yours truly.

Cover picture is of me - used the “LICHTENSTYLER” picrew by sparemoon, with some details edited by me as well

𝕯𝖆𝖗𝖐 𝕽𝖊𝖉 ("𝕯𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕲𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝕸𝖊 𝖀𝖕") (𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖉 𝖚𝖕)

dreams bout' u

Forevermore-@Chris Petra

Alicks - five

Ночь

Learning to Warm Cold Hands - Flatsound.m4a

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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Not Allowed

love. (Now available on Spotify, Bandcamp and iTunes )

june gloom.

Track taken from the album "Pablo Honey" by Radiohead (1993)

Learning to Warm Cold Hands - Flatsound.m4a

well.