Silent Screams.  (LJL& Layd )

Girl or guy…we all have that one or few that really messed us up with the constant mind games.

‘Bout You, Huh?

"Frost" is a soul-drenched blues track that delves into the raw, fractured inner world of someone living with BPD or NPD. The song centers around a solitary, haunting moment: staring into a mirror and not recognizing the person staring back.

Through smoky guitar lines and aching vocals, "Frost" paints a picture of emotional isolation - not the absence of feeling, but the presence of too much, frozen just beneath the surface. The mirror becomes a silent witness to an identity blurred by self-doubt, mood swings, and the relentless fear of abandonment. What’s reflected isn’t clarity, but distortion - a version of the self dulled by pain and defended by emotional frost.

Lyrically, the song walks the tightrope between numbness and desperation, confusion and longing. It captures that familiar blues theme of being lost, but with a psychological depth that adds layers of vulnerability and internal conflict. The frost, in this context, is not just cold - it's protective, it’s punishment, and it’s the barrier between the self and a world too intense to bear.

"Frost" is a slow-burning confession, a frozen cry from behind the glass, where the blues becomes not just a genre, but a diagnosis.


FROST

[Verse]
I wake up terrifying myself again
The mirror cracks when I look at me, I feel ashamed
Feels like caked in chaos and feeling slight
The frost is melting in the night

[Verse 2]
Who am I fooling? There are a few, a list long time before
A list of shadows I can’t ignore
I’m a ghost of fire without the flame
I lost my voice but I’m calling your name

[Chorus]
Abandon me like the frost lets go
A breaking world in the afterglow
I danced in circles to feel the burn
But the cold just laughed at my return

[Verse 3]
A masterpiece stitched by trembling hands
Falling apart in shifting sands
Everything reeks of broken trust
Ashes remain where hope combusts

[Bridge]
The nothingness greets me with familiar eyes
Sympathy tastes like bitter lies
I keep this list with a sigh too deep
Each name a promise I couldn’t keep

[Chorus]
Abandon me like the frost lets go
A breaking world in the afterglow
I danced in circles to feel the burn

Abandon me like the frost lets go
A breaking world in the afterglow
I danced in circles to feel the burn
But the cold just laughed at my return

Songwriter and Lyrics: BONDLEZZ (Torsten Ulrich Galts)

FROST

(verse 1)
i know....-i Shouldn't call...but i cant...
his hands...on my body -but it's you, i want to feel....
closing eyes...
i see you...
no matter how he fucks me...(he fucks me)
no, it's not enought....(no)

(chorus)
Look at me, it's always you
his Hands on me,but i want you
come back now, Make me feel
What was real, What I still need…
When he holds, me close...
I shut my eyes, and it’s still you.
Only you, im begging now
Come back now, make it rought

(verse 2)
He grabs my hips, pulls me in —
but it’s your name I'm screamin’ in sin.
Fuckin' me hard, but I ain't there,
'Cause I’m lost in the ghost of your fuckin’ stare.
His lips on my neck — I bite my tongue,
Wish it was you makin’ me come undone.
He don’t know, I fake that moan,
Every thrust feels cold — I feel alone.

(chorus 2)
Look at me, it's always you
his Hands on me,but i want you
come back now, Make me feel
What was real, What I still need…
When he holds, me close...
I shut my eyes, and it’s still you.
Only you, im begging now
Come back now, make it rought
(bridge) 
(come back to me)
(make me feel free)
(love rought and hild me tight)
(im yours not just for tonight)
(outro)
im yours
im all yours
im yours

It's you

Smooth Operator

Burbujas de Opinión

“Sometimes silence speaks louder than words.
Lost and Left Behind is a piece of my journey through heartbreak, loneliness, and the search for light. - 2night”

Lost and Left Behind

A haunting R&B ballad dipped in cinematic emotion and slow-burning atmosphere. “Whispers” tells the story of love lost, of what’s left unspoken when hearts break quietly

Whispers

La seule

🌌🕊️ This isn’t just a song. It’s a soul transmission.

"All at Once" is a spiritual anthem born from pain, rebirth, and radical self-awareness.

I speak as the sinner and the saved.
As the victim and the villain.
As every life I’ve ever lived — and every one you’ve lived too.

This track blends conscious hip-hop, spiritual trap soul, and spoken-word poetry, all wrapped in a dreamscape beat you can nod your head to — and rise to.

If you've ever felt like you’re more than this lifetime — if you’ve ever searched for light in the dark — this is for you.

Smooth Operator

ErKaN