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Twenty Four EP

This past year of my life has been an incredible journey containing some of my best memories but also some of the worst pain. I lost family, I lost friends and I nearly lost myself while constantly trying to prove my worth to strangers. I started to second guess myself more and more each day and felt like no matter what I did it was never good enough. So I decided to take a step outside of my comfort zone and fearlessly make what I believe is my best music. The best music that describes me and the way I was feeling at that time it was created, through all of my depression, heart ache and success. It took me twenty four years of life to truly understand what it means to “believe in yourself”, it’s impossible to please everyone so stop trying. Do what makes you happy because at the end of the day I rather fail attempting something I believe will work than never try at all. These are some of my favourite tracks that didn’t make the album, thank you for believing in me and inspiring me everyday. This ones for YOU!! The “twenty four” EP will be available on all platforms January 31, 2020! 💕🍂 #MoreThanMusic

Spotify!

Ollie - Anxious

produced by: aenima
feat. Gxrcia
in a world of my own... </3

What's Left to Say? (feat. Gxrcia)

Crazy - David Alexander (f.k.a)

Lyrics:

I'm breaking, this silence drives me mad
Erase me, these memories never last
I'm trying to push through 
But some day you'll fade too

Ice cold fingertips 
Time raised fiction 
Heartache memory's been my best friend 

And this is all that I'll ever be 
I'm stuck with old memories but they'll never love me 
And who are you? How'd you find me? 
I left for good that day

I'm trying to push through 
But some day you'll fade too 

You'll fade too
You'll fade too
And this is goodbye but I won't forget you...

this is goodbye :(

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spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/6XAh1xWFm4u7FxYmpFzY1H
applemusic https://music.apple.com/at/album/broken-audios-single/1495352514
soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/user-983034856/broken-audios
 
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broken audios

[produced by farber]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

crumbling/suicide note

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94EOD2chO2c

Artists / Producer:
@rxseboy
@eric-godlow

Lyrics:
I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

We should go back to that place again.
To see that smile on your face again.
And if it’s real, we shouldn’t play pretend.
you want a song, I’ll give you eighty then.

I got the time to write.
I see a brighter light.
I feel alive to tonight.
Get it popping like dynamite.
nah I’m kidding gotta hide the hype.
if someone messing with you there’s gon be a lotta fight or flight.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
I kinda really wanna know how you feel girl.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
Can you tell me how you feel girl?

I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

@rxseboy - new girl (prod. eric godlow)

16 - Lil Wiz x ElliotJamesReay

I've Been Smoking Ciggs In The Dark
So Tell Me What We're Living For 
Take What I Can When I Want
I Was Never One To Pay Upfront No

So Tell Me What To Do In My Sparetime
Cause I Got Nothing To Do Now
No I Got Nothing At All
Time Is Ticking I Got Nothing At All

She Broke My Heart So I Stay Indoors
Drinking And Smoking I Ain't Showing Remorse To You, Or Myself
I See A Shooting Star But Nothing Really Helps

So Tell Me What We're Living For
When All I Do Is Stay Behind Closed Doors
Time Is Ticking But I'm Stuck In Reverse
My Head Is Crowded Yeah I Think I've Been Cursed

Nothing Fucking Helps Please Give Me Some Help
I'm Crying Out Loud While I'm Drowing By Myself

Nothing Fucking Helps Please Give Me Some Help
I'm Crying Out Loud While I'm Drowing By Myself

So Tell Me What We're Living For
When All I Do Is Stay Behind Closed Doors
Time Is Ticking But I'm Stuck In Reverse
My Head Is Crowded Yeah I Think I've Been Cursed

So Tell Me What To Do In My Sparetime
Cause I Got Nothing To Do Now
No I Got Nothing At All
Time Is Ticking I Got Nothing At All

She Broke My Heart So I Stay Indoors
Drinking And Smoking I Ain't Showing Remorse To You, Or Myself
I See A Shooting Star But Nothing Really Helps

So Tell Me What We're Living For
When All I Do Is Stay Behind Closed Doors
Time Is Ticking But I'm Stuck In Reverse
My Head Is Crowded Yeah I Think I've Been Cursed

Nothing At All (Prod.Youngkxge & Misan)

Produced by @taxpurposes

Lyrics:

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks
I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks


Think her head does flip tricks
We been going through it now I'm caught up in the mix with
All of her bad intentions and all of her other mentions
Okay, no way treat me like a head space 
That you only get in when you go and think of my face
Latest, greatest doesn't know your playlist 
Can I hit shuffle or turn back all our pages
Can I turn back all our pages
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks 

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks

Please don't bring us up oh no
Hourglass body look like she from Soho
I can't replace you with no one
Guess I'll just wait till the day comes
Wish I could just remove this news inside my head of you now
Front page can't say you're not it
When it comes to what I wanted
Wish I could just remove this news inside my head of you now
Front page can't say you're not it
When it comes to what I wanted

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks
Can I turn back all our pages?

Spotify

She Only Wears Vans (prod. taxpurposes)

all those nights
we fell 
asleep
feels so right
when you’re 
here with me

i don’t wanna wait 
for you anymore
this could be our secret
baby you’re my weakness
you don’t gotta think 
about the past anymore
i can be your present 
girl it ain’t no question

and i can take you 
anywhere you want
it doesn’t matter 
if it’s right or wrong
yeah i can give you 
anything you want
i’m the one you been 
waiting for all along

cozyboy
and i can take you anyway you want
help you fall asleep baby anyway you want
hop all on a plane fly you anywhere you want
fly you out to see me baby wont you come and see me

oh
you can take me anyway you want
hold me to your chest
until i fall apart
feel a way and kiss me in the motherfuckin dark
tell me that you need me baby
 tell me that you need me

i dont care what your friends do yea
cuz they aint nothing like you
aint nobody like you yea
and i know what you been through

you been stalling on the phone
girl i know
you're so indecisive
hurt a lot before feeling sore
sore

i'm the one you've been waiting for w/ cøzybøy

Happy birthday @metlast ! Love you forever <3 

Lyrics:
[chorus]
Every time you're in my mind like every day
Every time that I cry like every day
Every time that I feel like I'm shit 
Every time that you said you didn't want me 
Every time we're not more than friends 
Every second, all the time that  we have spent 
Every time you used to kill me with those texts
Every song that will bring me to the success

[Verse]
Every day waking up knowing nobody loves you
Nothing that I can everything that I try to 
Do I really wanna die?
Am I just tired to fight?
With these memories I have inside my mind
With the feelings in myself that I'm trying to hide
Everybody seems to be there but then disappear
I'm dying alone that's my biggest fear
Let me down kill me slowly
'Cause I'm still down to stay with you 

[Chorus]
Every time you're in my mind like every day
Every time that I cry like every day
Every time that I feel like I'm shit 
Every time that you said you didn't want me 
Every time we're not more than friends 
Every second, all the time that  we have spent 
Every time you used to kill me with those texts
Every song that will bring me to the success

STREAM

Every Time [prod. metlast]

Like a Rockstar feat. Jared Anthony
Mix & Master: PRAYER
Living like a rockstar💔
@jaimizzy-1
Prod. NINETY8

LYRICS - 

Yea my life is like a fast car
I hit the pedal then we go hard
Yea I live just like a rockstar
I been the same since from the damn start
oh yea, oh yea
Pop a perc 
Yea we lit 
Now we going in 
Take it slow
Bring the hoes 
I brought 40 bands
Yea I been living life like a rockstar
Hit the pedal then we fucking go hard

Ive been taking all these pills 
I dont give a fuck i don't know if this is real 
How can I change when you know how I feel 
Taking these drugs, when im trying heal 
She hit me up, i dont know whats the deal
whats the deal "ohh yea"
I gotta work yea I gotta change my life around 
All of these problems that I’m facing makes my life go down
I gotta hold on to this feeling, when I got your heart
I gotta chase all of my dreams before my life is done 

Yea my life is like a fast car
I hit the pedal then we go hard
Yea I live just like a rockstar
I been the same since from the damn start
oh yea, oh yea
Pop a perc 
Yea we lit 
Now we going in 
Take it slow
Bring the hoes 
I brought 40 bands
Yea I been living life like a rockstar
Hit the pedal then we fucking go hard

Im living like a rockstar aye
Percocets molly they gonna take away the pain
She said that im getting to on 
Cause Ive been high for too damn long 
Been on my grind for too damn long
Been on my mind for too damn long
Wait 
I might crash the whip
Cause I've been swerwin on and off the road
How can I commit and put my writing in stone
So If I take a sip, tell me baby will you float
and if I gotta dip just know I gotta go
Cause shorty my moshpit
I cannot stop it
And I cannot run from your love unspotted
And I cannot run for the devil yea he got me
Im praying to the lord tell him baby that he got me
tell him im a rockstar, put the car start 
Driving far far
aye

Yea my life is like a fast car
I hit the pedal then we go hard
Yea I live just like a rockstar
I been the same since from  the damn start
oh yea, oh yea
Pop a perc 
Yea we lit 
Now we going in 
Take it slow
Bring the hoes 
I brought 40 bands
Yea I been living life like a rockstar
Hit the pedal then we fucking go hard

STREAM SPOTIFY

Like a Rockstar (feat. Jared Anthony)

Lyrics:
longdark comin feel that breeze feel the snow blow
all white ice on my wrist when im down low
blood stained hoodie ima book it asking whered you go
hiding in the bathroom cuz im scared, dont want you to know

life been filled with the naysay
i give up on a wednesday
school been tough cuz all they say
go get lost dont want you to stay

every photograph i fake a friendship and a smile
cant remember when i really laughed i know its been a while
cuz im stuck in bed im in my head just searching for the shine
hoping that theres really light outside my cold forsaken mind

well maybe we
should sit and read
all the the things i said but cant take back now

longdark

would it matter [prod. lil biscuit]

[+] better watch your mouth.
* produced by @jodybeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook:]
got my nikes dirty had to clean em' up
i don't like it when they red from the blood
wit my gang shawty we be rollin up
on my gang shawty we don't give a fuck

[bridge:]
black hair, black dress
you know it suits you well
with the blunt lit up
hope you burn in hell
you god damn bitch
i should've known oh well
i should've known oh well

[verse:]
diamonds they flossin ya
i just been bossin up
i dont wanna talk to you
i know that shit just be bothering you

got a new click'clack
and my bitch bad
fuckin' with me now
i kinda get that
i just want this bitch back

baby i know that you want it i dont know
got on fendi, prada pull up to my show
see you there i think it's time for me to go
baby i'ma have to pour another four

[pre-hook:]
you prolly hate me
i know that you hate me
baby please
i'm begging on my knees
i don't wanna bleed

[hook:]
got my nikes dirty had to clean em' up
i don't like it when they red from the blood
wit my gang shawty we be rollin up
on my gang shawty we don't give a fuck

[outro:]
i could see the blood drippin' down your nose (down your nose)
i guess i finally know that your heart is froze (truly froze)

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