Can't sleep so I put lyrics on a beat
Unlike these tiktok rappers really ain't about it see
No role in how its made
No they really just a face
For the work of many others that they generously paid

Its just an event attempt to try to stay relevant
Squeeze a couple more bucks out the fifteen minute elephant
Me I've been about it since I was a lil kid
Making beats on the computer shortly after I was ten

Fuck a promo
I'ma stay low
Listen if you wanna hoe
Don't expect perfection when I'm fucked up in the studio

I'll still bring the heat cause I got it so deep within
Getting better every track I make is closer to a hit


I wanna rush I wanna take a big hit
I wanna feel good plus I like to write when I'm lit

Take a chance dancing with devils again will it end
On way too many factors does the answer depend

I'm tryna break out of the patterns I'm still stuck in
Can I force myself to change or will it always be this

I'm tryna grow up tired of feeling like a big kid
Couldn't show up cause it happened when withdrawals hit

I won't beat yo ass but I'll kill you spittin facts 
Like a nerd I stay cool but my words will drive you mad

Its like your personality a mirror of the fads
Why yo ass ain't doin shit you too scared to change the plans



Yeah I'm really really bout it
I ain't fakin you know how I roll
Too real for my own good
That's just how it goes

And I'm a little strange 
But my eyes still on the page
Goin off the script again
Playing my own notes




Its that big back greedy mack
Smokin on another sack
Lightweights couldn't even handle lesser than a half of that

Still isolated since I was a little lad
Misunderstood since I remember no one listened to me man 

In your 20s and you still geeked off the DPH
You sposed to do it once at fifteen and never be the same 

Like in middle school I was popping any and everything
Told the other kids about it now they all on the robo drink 


That was then this is now
But my head is in the clouds
Think the way I grew up fucked me up like something profound

Never had friends cause they would judge just avoided the crowd
And they liked me on the net so what I get makes me proud

Gassed up all around left a big head in my crown
Now I'm older and they're moving on to more mature ground

High school sexting bitches want me to fly them out
Now they moved on locked in with someone that's from their own town

I'm tryna make it in this life but what is even the plan
When I'm alone I just give up cause it seems bleak how it pans

And I ain't tryna point the finger I'm just saying the facts
Its no wonder you ain't confident I'll change up like that


Yeah I'm really really bout it
I ain't fakin you know how I roll
Too real for my own good
That's just how it goes

And I'm a little strange 
But my eyes still on the page
Goin off the script again
Playing my own notes

BRACK THE MACK - 2 REAL 4 MY OWN GOOD

BRACK THE MACK