Remember when was just about nothin
Just bout the lovin
No goal seekin just living daily keepin up with it

No self awareness kept me feeling content with myself
Just a kid growin up with a side of mental hell

In the bubble
Far from struggle
Doin drugs but not to where I'm
Face down in a puddle
I'm still gettin by and theres some time to

Make a plan to follow
Know where I'm heading tommorow
So I'll rest I'll save the sorrow
Its okay the pain I swallow 



Issues come up nothing ever seems to stay
Everything I thought would stay there yeah it always fuckin breaks

Nobody thats close to me was before more than five years
Used to mourn those who I've lost but I'm running low on tears

Switch gears
Face my fears
Know they creep closer than near
Never I'll be in the clear
Haunted by the hate you sneer

Feel I'm going off the rails
Brain cells dropping like some hail
Know that in this life I'll fail
Pressure drops and now I'm pale frail



Know I miss ya
But forget ya
In my dreams I bet I'll kiss ya
But I wake up and I throw away that thought blunt to the kisser

Keeps me sane
Smooths the pain
Making sure I don't go text ya
In the rain
Sheddin tears while I regret ya

Like it was a vacation 
Tried to be patient
Let it go on and I'll stay here forever
And will be painless

But its all just another lie
Things don't last now true and tried
If you wanna be with me
Don't waste my time it's ride or die


Shut down fade to silence
Just so I don't feel violent
Block the memories that make me wanna whine and cry stay mindless

Just distraction
Ain't no caption
Just noise so don't hear whats happened
Images pop in my brain push them all away like I'm the captain

Shut down fade to silence
Just so I don't feel violent
Block the memories that make me wanna whine and cry stay mindless

Just distraction
Ain't no caption
Just noise so don't hear whats happened
Images pop in my brain push them all away like I'm the captain

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