Duct tape on the vessle
Nother leak and so I wrestle
This is all I have and it was defect coming from the get go

They don't understand 
Howw thick this mud is where I stand
Saying to get out but they don't know that this mud is quicksand

And without
Watch me shatter
Lose my mind inside the chatter
Feeling like I want to hurt someone myself or someone that is

In my way no time to move 
Cause the wheels off the groove
I was coming up but now I'm telling god I'm coming soon

Don't improve
Feeling like its been too long and so I shoot
Myself in the foot
Walking in circles is all they do

Know they're coming for me
So what is the reason to believe
That there is a point in trying when 
It will end in defeat

Maybe I will try to keep on moving down the street
Maybe these signs are correct and not deceiving me

Know that I've been wrong before when theres conspiracy
Misplace trust and I don't know whos really out for me



Will you stay by my side or atleast try
Know that things are different but don't leave me behind

Said forever
But eventually its never
Friends to lovers to friends to someone you mostly don't remember

Know I hurt ya so did you and I forgive ya
Just a part of loving lest you want to be friends with a chat bot

I can live without but I feel better in a huddle
And to find another real one is so much of a struggle


Everyone I like is someone I can't have
May have fumbled from decisions in the past

They say wait but luck runs out it doesn't last
I'm too picky now I used to take whatever I could have

Still I stay and I regret during the act
Ambivalence of everything not even sure of facts 

Can I make a new path
I've seen it done but most they can't
And I ain't like the rest but my will is pushing grass

CAN'T LIVE WITH MYSELF

BRACK THE MACK