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New single with Lullabyboy !

(lyrics)
Time doesn’t heal a broken heart
We only forget where the pain starts
Thats how we made it this far

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

This is the reality we chose
I remember nights where I was alone
I can't see the light
I'm glued to my phone
I do this every time
Nowhere to call home
I need to
I just need to call you
I need you
I don't mind what I lose
I want to
Tell you all I been through
Like you do
Girl just please don't love someone else

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Codependency always gets the best of me
Cause when you said forever I really did believe
Like why would someone I love lie 
Don’t you know how hard I try 
I’ve been working
I’ve been learning
I’ve been hurting 
But in this life it’s so hard to find my purpose 
I, I just wanna find my good ending 
Reality is setting in 
It’s hard to tell where these feelings begin 
And where they end 

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Mix by Yago X lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod by voyce

Stream on Spotify!

Reality (feat. lullabyboy)

produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

Beat prod by ross gossage x polar beats
written and preformed by Nkno, popularreject, lostcause
mixed and mastered by nkno x bdtz
artwork edited by nkno

im not coming up when im feeling low (ft. popularreject, løstcause)[ross gossage x polar beats]

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

sentimental feat epitomeoffailure & Heylee Manzeron

produced by elijah crabb, found on yt

city lights // shining bright

dream tales:
it doesnt have to be like this
you know thats true, right?
i dont see the need of trying to act cool
aight
i know im wrong most of the times
but im not a fool
i saw u hugging someone else
now i feel like a fool
bus home, its kinda late
see u some other time
city lights, shining bright
feel alone, thats fine
no texts, no friends
fuck it thats alright
baby ill be waiting for u
on the otherside

i hope ur doing fine
life is kinda tough
when ur alone
and ur not feeling fine
its crazy how they lie
all the fucking time
then come back
and act like its alright
and thats my last line
dont expect to see me this soon
i wont be back girl
i hope u be alright
life can be tough when ur an asshole
to those by your side

noizeyy:
yeah yeah
its getting dark at night
i know it gets hard to find a way outta ur broken mind
i know it aint easy tryna find a path to walk and i
think it might be better if we go our separate ways tonight
yeah yeah

focus on myself
u know i aint got the time for nobody else
specially a bitch that tryna fuck up my health
isolated i feel stuck inside im suffering help
i cant get outta this hell
i cant keep my focus on the things that really matter
i take drugs to calm my mind but they reduce it down to atoms
recently my life feel like a losing uphill battle
like a losing uphill battle

be alright w/ dxnny (prod. Elijah Crabb)

🖤


original song credits towards @sewerperson

sewerperson - i love you.. (cover)

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

Hope y’all enjoy I’ll have something better next time

Wasteland (Prod.TheSoundClown)

wifed you (i lied)

autumn_leaves w/ getbetter (clou6y & splashgvng)

Artist/slimmy, HeyLee Manzeron

Mixing/slimmy, HeyLee Manzeron

Mastering/slimmy 

Cover/slimmy

we’re done.. [feat. HeyLee Manzeron] // Prod. @bapsxx x @Beats4Love

(prod by @wisssery)
2/22/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

[HOOK]
Yeah, I'll break some vases
Even with fame I'm faceless
Got a name for changing
Going- "Ah ha ha"
Swear to god I'm faded
Erottify my relations
"Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa"

[VERSE]
Yeh, lets try it again

Baby, save me
Watch and find sum safety 
Cuz lately, I feel cold, I'll swim in hades
Chain me up inside of my dark cell

You can blame me, hate me
Guess you shouldn't date me
I drink to much, my drugs are so crazy
But lately, Baby I need a new pill

[CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

[HOOK]
Yeah, I'll break some vases
Even with fame I'm faceless
Got a name for changing
Going- "Ah ha ha"
Swear to god I'm faded
Erottify my relations
"Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa"

[VERSE]
Yeh, lets try it again

Baby, save me
Watch and find sum safety 
Cuz lately, I feel cold, I'll swim in hades
Chain me up inside of my dark c-

[OUTRO-CHORUS]
It's the pills that I swallow
Got me feeling hollow
Cotton mouth got me coughing up all this blood shit 
 
Hope I'll see tomorrow
Down another bottle
Punch my wall and I'll break some vases

I feel like Rigby sometimes. (prod. wisssery)

=lyrics=

put ur lies in the blindside of my eye
voices in my head
keeping me up at night
im just so fucked up
i cant tell if this is not alright

u were always the type to crave attention
never stopped complaining 24/7
i just want something to change
maybe i say fuck it and run away

wishing u would change but ur to chaotic
starting to think that ur just psychotic
only hearing lies i don't believe shit

(like Beauty and the Beast isn't a love story)

aye
actin like a kid talking shit when ur bored
leaving me on seen ya I'm always ignored
not like I want the attention
but just know I know ur intentions

u aint slick
yeah ur bad at hiding shit
or maybe its on purpose
u aint a clown
ur the whole damn circus
now baby girl tell me
was it worth it?
ur demonic but ur like a serpent
snake in the grass
i foreshadowed that
why do u think i dont give a fuck?

the limitless time is still not enough

closing my eyes i seen a new life
revealing the truth
now nothing sits right
lot in my mind yet its still hard to write
maybe its cuz i lack the motivation

put ur lies in the blindside of my eye
voices in my head
keeping me up at night
im just so fucked up
i cant tell if this is not alright

u were always the type to crave attention
never stopped complaining 24/7
i just want something to change
maybe i say fuck it and run away

wishing u would change but ur to chaotic
starting to think that ur just psychotic
only hearing lies i don't believe shit

(like Beauty and the Beast isn't a love story)

aye
actin like a kid talking shit when ur bored
leaving me on seen ya I'm always ignored
not like I want the attention
but just know I know ur intentions

ur a witch and ur full of shit
when i say goodbye i wont forget it
see im not usually cocky
but i know im the best that u had
ur gonna want me back

Chaotic

=Lyrics=

i tried talkin to god but it didnt work out
mortal to our enemeies
we're broken and lost
no trust in the word peace

we resurrect
down at the old cemetery
where i met bloody mary
lookin in her eyes is deadly
lose ur soul but its story telling
she makes it so compelling
u cant share what u learn
for there is no return

hell is where u will burn
cuz pain is what u earned
shouldn't have listened to her
now u forever burn

(should of stayed where u were in the dark)

darkness
got vertical lines down my wrist
beat me down till i feel numb
nothing at all till it all goes painless
blood everywhere but my white shirt is stainless
beaten and battered ya i never mattered
still taking my life and u are so shameless


i tried talkin to god but it didnt work out
mortal to our enemeies
we're broken and lost
no trust in the word peace

we resurrect
down at the old cemetery
where i met bloody mary
lookin in her eyes is deadly
lose ur soul but its story telling
she makes it so compelling
u cant share what u learn
for there is no return

turn the other way (p. Capsctrl)

fantasy or a dream? w/ casperrr, The North Shore, soulfade & kill breanna [+ cl9udy x 5head]

=Lyrics=

im dying in my bed lot of shit in my head
so high in my lows my eyes are turning red
blood shot eyes, hold me tight

hold me tight before u go
i cannot deal with this pain
even numb in the snow

when i held u tight u tight
u let me go
i cannot deal with this pain
when im all alone

all alone
sinkin at the bottom of the lake
always gotta act like im a ok
im drowning in my sorrow
wont wake up tomorrow
od on this hatred
cuz i dont got the patience
dont got the time to be wasted
stuck in isolation
i dont got no friends lets just face it
nor do i have dreams
only one god that really knows me
i just want someone to hold me tight

cannot deal with this pain 
even numb in the snow
hold me tight before i fade
i dont wanna die i wont get past that gate
hold me tight i dont feel okay
but when im in ur arms i feel so damn safe

hold me tight before u go
i cannot deal with this pain
even numb in the snow

when i held u tight u tight
u let me go
i cannot deal with this pain
when im all alone

Hold Me Close (p. Dercept)

3/8/23
complete reprod by me
original song creds towards @guardinmusic △

guardin - anxious (one take cover)

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

Idk ima Lucki fan what all is there to say


P.S I love beats, Rhythms, riffs, melodies and lyrics and if they flow well together I’ll love it. So you may see it as a emotional song I see it as it as how it’s made

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