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Crunkin ts

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

eighteen w/ brecken

venus (part II) [+ THERSX]

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: @sadtxnshi x @slaughter-tone-records
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 1: sadtxnshi]
i do the same drugs
that i did back then
i keep on losing friends
im still a failure
falling down again
i want my life to end
i need a helping hand

drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow
watch my body losing color 
i’ll be gone before the summer
i’ll be gone before the summer 
i’m so sorry for my mother
when i’m gone tell her i love her

fuck, it’s so hard to stay alive with all this pain
dont try to save me, baby it’s too late

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 2: IBleedIcare]
Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel the pain
Oh Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel your pain

Oh babe
I don't wanna die under sunlight
Wish we could go back under the moonlight

Babe, Tell me goodbye
when I wish you a good night
Tell me goodbye
I need one more lie

Can we be okay ?
I waste another day
Babe, You're on my mind wish I could be okay


December (w/ sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare)

=lyrics=

put ur lies in the blindside of my eye
voices in my head
keeping me up at night
im just so fucked up
i cant tell if this is not alright

u were always the type to crave attention
never stopped complaining 24/7
i just want something to change
maybe i say fuck it and run away

wishing u would change but ur to chaotic
starting to think that ur just psychotic
only hearing lies i don't believe shit

(like Beauty and the Beast isn't a love story)

aye
actin like a kid talking shit when ur bored
leaving me on seen ya I'm always ignored
not like I want the attention
but just know I know ur intentions

u aint slick
yeah ur bad at hiding shit
or maybe its on purpose
u aint a clown
ur the whole damn circus
now baby girl tell me
was it worth it?
ur demonic but ur like a serpent
snake in the grass
i foreshadowed that
why do u think i dont give a fuck?

the limitless time is still not enough

closing my eyes i seen a new life
revealing the truth
now nothing sits right
lot in my mind yet its still hard to write
maybe its cuz i lack the motivation

put ur lies in the blindside of my eye
voices in my head
keeping me up at night
im just so fucked up
i cant tell if this is not alright

u were always the type to crave attention
never stopped complaining 24/7
i just want something to change
maybe i say fuck it and run away

wishing u would change but ur to chaotic
starting to think that ur just psychotic
only hearing lies i don't believe shit

(like Beauty and the Beast isn't a love story)

aye
actin like a kid talking shit when ur bored
leaving me on seen ya I'm always ignored
not like I want the attention
but just know I know ur intentions

ur a witch and ur full of shit
when i say goodbye i wont forget it
see im not usually cocky
but i know im the best that u had
ur gonna want me back

Chaotic

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

=Lyrics=

i tried talkin to god but it didnt work out
mortal to our enemeies
we're broken and lost
no trust in the word peace

we resurrect
down at the old cemetery
where i met bloody mary
lookin in her eyes is deadly
lose ur soul but its story telling
she makes it so compelling
u cant share what u learn
for there is no return

hell is where u will burn
cuz pain is what u earned
shouldn't have listened to her
now u forever burn

(should of stayed where u were in the dark)

darkness
got vertical lines down my wrist
beat me down till i feel numb
nothing at all till it all goes painless
blood everywhere but my white shirt is stainless
beaten and battered ya i never mattered
still taking my life and u are so shameless


i tried talkin to god but it didnt work out
mortal to our enemeies
we're broken and lost
no trust in the word peace

we resurrect
down at the old cemetery
where i met bloody mary
lookin in her eyes is deadly
lose ur soul but its story telling
she makes it so compelling
u cant share what u learn
for there is no return

turn the other way (p. Capsctrl)

=Lyrics=

im dying in my bed lot of shit in my head
so high in my lows my eyes are turning red
blood shot eyes, hold me tight

hold me tight before u go
i cannot deal with this pain
even numb in the snow

when i held u tight u tight
u let me go
i cannot deal with this pain
when im all alone

all alone
sinkin at the bottom of the lake
always gotta act like im a ok
im drowning in my sorrow
wont wake up tomorrow
od on this hatred
cuz i dont got the patience
dont got the time to be wasted
stuck in isolation
i dont got no friends lets just face it
nor do i have dreams
only one god that really knows me
i just want someone to hold me tight

cannot deal with this pain 
even numb in the snow
hold me tight before i fade
i dont wanna die i wont get past that gate
hold me tight i dont feel okay
but when im in ur arms i feel so damn safe

hold me tight before u go
i cannot deal with this pain
even numb in the snow

when i held u tight u tight
u let me go
i cannot deal with this pain
when im all alone

Hold Me Close (p. Dercept)

Gamma Ray - HeyLee Manzeron (Prod. Clav) PHEONIX COMPETITION

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

prod. its max beat. one of my first songs on bandlab. not a finished product. 

past that

Stuck

🎵 “SHE’S A VIBE (Left Right Center)

Idk ima Lucki fan what all is there to say


P.S I love beats, Rhythms, riffs, melodies and lyrics and if they flow well together I’ll love it. So you may see it as a emotional song I see it as it as how it’s made

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