my sunshine in the rain

homesick. (OG)

prod. by me
co prod. by harper
in association with the magicians secrets club

sadistic — single

sadistic (feat. dracula)

hello frends! i hope that you are all well and healthy. i am very congested- but yes please enjoy <3 

Ill try to stop
making you buy veggies
when were at 99
Wasting all of our time

I only sleep under
Grey blankets now
Not pink no more
Sleeping with no door

But I sleep with you
and I know you don’t need to
Sleep with me

But I feel like I need to 
When I don’t really do

I can’t avoid conflict till I die
But how can I go out on my
Own when you can be by my side

Im not trying to make you 
Someone you don’t wanna be
So put that gun down and trust me

Trust me x2

Bubblegum skies remind
Me that we are Running
out of time
How long before I’m blind

Just four more hours 
Before we go to bed
Thats when ill throw up my heart
Cause I don’t wanna be apart

And I sleep with you
And I know you don’t need to 
Sleep with me

But I feel like I need to
When I don’t really do

I can’t avoid conflict till I die But 
how can I go out on my 
Own when you can be by my side

Im not trying to make you depend on me 
but
How can I rest my throat when
You’re just fine without me

Without me x2

bubblegum skies

build me up buttercup (cover)

Inside the ocean- pilar victoria

Kairkter's first of his 3 songs. Soft, but beautiful.

Gone Before You Came

12.10.20
lyrics:
you never liked the color blue
and yet you wear it, i'm confused
in the past i had to keep up my facades
but knowing you has somehow changed those odds

you never told me this would be easy
but i didn’t come prepared for a fight
asked me if i’d take your hand
i think i just might

no more regretting, we’ve left the past
we’re moving on, leaving the memories at last

here we are in the future no more yesterday
now its time to make the choice: do i leave or do i stay

cause now you like the color blue
and now i wear it, cause it reminds me of you

here we are in the future, no more yesterday
and i think i’ve made the choice, and i choose to stay

untitled_blue

uh real talk, I never wanted to share my actual personal feelings of me and this world but here it is.

edit*: wow 14k plays... beyond unbelievable. my first big milestone. thank you all who listened, liked, shared, or even found the song. thank you from the bottom of my heart. I appreciate every last one of my listeners. More to come

edit**: 20k plays............. that's so surreal. im speechless. thank you all 🖤

mood

Took a while to make this song but the support i’m getting from everybody makes me so happy thank you. hope you guys like this one 🖤🖤

please dont go (prod. dxmon)

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build me up buttercup (cover)

payton taylor