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Jordan Beats - Depression (Soulful Sad Deep Rap Beat Hip Hop Instrumental 2014)

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Jordan Beats - Depression (Soulful Sad Deep Rap Beat Hip Hop Instrumental 2014)

Lyrics:

I knew this guy who had the world in his palm, my brother in arms, the weight on his shoulder would carry him on. Along his past in his last state, stuck in the same mind state, to sell drugs, weapons, and his soul if that’s what it takes.

I remember the first time we met, you pulled me in your whip, lit bowl after bowl, the smoke it filled us whole. Soul exploration with white powder on the counter I preferred the psychedelics, you preferred prescription happy hours. Hard on the surface, but nothing’s deeper than family, and I don’t mean your blood that cause you psychologic- atrophy

The covenant is thicker than the womb, and though your fatal wounds, bleed out for the moon I guess I should’ve known that you assumed; you were doomed, -but I saw you laugh at death, in depth, I wonder how you felt with several holes up in your chest.

And as you drew your final breath, I wasn’t there to see you go, I wasn’t there to see your eyes permanently close, your blood soaked clothes, lying in a puddle all alone, I suppose it shows we always give back what we loaned. When we decompose for another thing to grow, we bestow the essence of our lives for those below. 

Although it’s been a couple years and all our tears are dry, I’ll pour another beer into the ground while getting high, precious life it passes all of us by, staring at the sky wishing I could’ve said goodbye.

Despite regression and an increase in aggression I would always sit and listen to life- lessons you’d stressed and, I was under the impression the way you held your expressions your mind was faded and jaded as your spilling out your life’s confessions. 

Over the second sessions wisdom for peace, I feel I could’ve help you steer into a better release, then the liquid that you melt down to set you mind at ease, and to repress the stress you felt when you realized you were empty. 

A lot of stories you told me sit in my memories, they just won’t let me be, I could’ve picked your brain infinitely. Mixed in with knowledge were all of the wrong decisions, it’s a given, but listen, the prison that I found you within was clouding your mind and vision, and singeing your circuits system, infringing upon your right at life through premature decomposition. What’d you envision while kicking beats up and down the street, you’d freestyle for a mile suffocated by your empty dreams. 

It seems, you dissipated in dope, it dissipated your hope, you fuckin dissipated straight to smoke. Though you awoke immortalized within my mind, it’s so far from your designs, of the future that you left behind. Although it’s been a couple years and all our tears are dry, I’ll pour another beer into the ground while getting high, knowing I won’t let life pass me by, staring at the sky wishing that I could’ve said goodbye.

And I remember articles written in papers, the way you were dragged to prison n jail, it was hardly fair, but they cleaned you up, fished out all the stuff within your veins, let you withdrawal bound in chains then passed us back your hollowed out remains. 

It’s easy for them just to say that you’ve changed, but your stained, from all pain, those toxic puddles, and the endless rain.   And several times you sent apologetic DM’s, but I was so up in my head I pretended not to see em. 

It wasn’t long, you found your friends back in the cycle, your selling out all your vitals just to sit and stare at empty tiles. Maybe it’s just reminiscent— from all those times you realized you were empty tryin to find some tar that fits n fills it. 

The veins are deeper and swallow, the hits are leaving you hollow, and even still you tried to scuba dive inside of bottles. Just for a novel feeling once in your life-, despite- your path being partially painted by your own design. 

Although it’s been a couple years and all our tears are dry, I’ll pour another beer into the ground while getting high, precious life it passes all of us by, staring at the sky wishing I could’ve said goodbye.

Exceptionally Gray (Prod. JustDan)

Took homies song and cranked it to 10.3 lmk what u think.
The original song is
Exceptionally Gray by Psylostasis
on soundcloud check it out <3

Exceptionally Gray - BMO

vocals by me
prod by @swll and I
tweet me twitter.com/verzachemane
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I want to give a huge thanks to Anh @yunganh , Jonathan @tregsmusic  , Sam @imgoldwater and Ezra @swll for helping me make this thing. This project has sucked the life out of me and I'm glad that I can finally release this now. I guess the whole point behind this project was to compile some songs that describe my musical tastes and ideas, but i think also to give the listener a grasp of some sentiments that I wouldn't really be able to explain to anyone face to face.  Hopefully this relatively big EP will please your earholes but also your heart, as cheesy as it sounds, haha peace yo i love you all. 

Also big shoutout to Rasha @rashaonsc and Motti @m_tti for helping me with the artwork!!

Waiting for u

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waiting for u w/ swell

Demo using part of the Thom instrumental, with the lyrics from one of my tracks, Danse Macabre (They happened to fit in an interesting way). With a little whistling in there for measure. 
I'd actually love to work with Joji, so decided to make this as a demo for how a mesh could sound (This stuff and style is really my ish, and my dream to do eventually). Hopefully he'll see this eventually. 
Also a cool way to tease some of the lyrics I'm sitting on (The song Danse Macabre itself is completely different to this style and hardly chilled, very keen to share that with you all eventually)

I havn't even used the best bits of the journey that is "Thom" by Joji, check it out here :  https://soundcloud.com/chloeburbank/thom

This was fun. I kept this private till now, But I've been bumping it so much myself that I thought I'd share it and share the vibe haha (And also, more eyes, might help it reach him :) )

Thom Sample x Danse Macabre (Joji Demo)

juvenescence : the state or period of being young.

all instruments, vocals and overall production by Zach Farache (verzache)

Thank you all so much :')

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juvenescence

We're taking this to LA with this one!
My bro @mitchgeist and I have a nice one for you.
Today is my brother's 21st birthday, so let's have a party!

Follow the camp

@foreverau
@dustera

#HappyBirthdayBankroll

space jam (got enough) [prod. mitch geist]

Lyrics

Fire got me burning down to ashes
I guess that's why they said don't play with matches

I can get so low down, I can get so freezing
You can pick me up now, you give me a reason
I been feeling thrown out, you just what I needed
You can pick me up now, you give me a reason

I'm on fire for you
Burning up like gasoline
Let the flames take half of me
I'll burn til nothing remains

Fire got me burning down to ashes
I guess that's why they said don't play with matches
But you worth, all the hurt, every scar, every burn
I felt lost on this earth, now I'm burning with some passion
Celebrated my missing pieces I know I never really said it right
Toss and turn in my memories I smoke myself into the bed at night
My head ain't right, I said I might
But you got other issues don't ya?
Dead inside, gon an let it fly
You don't know what your missing do ya?
I been soaked in gasoline, kerosene or whatever baby
I don't need no therapy light me up no they'll never save me
I been feeling better lately, I don't need your medication
Ebbs and flows I ride em both and we can ride together baby

I can get so low down, I can get so freezing
You can pick me up now, you give me a reason
I been feeling thrown out, you just what I needed
You can pick me up now, you give me a reason

I'm on fire for you
Burning up like gasoline
Let the flames take half of me
I'll burn til nothing remains

Fire got me burning down to ashes
I guess that's why they said don't play with matches

A Reason (Prod By Vessels)

Followed a tutorial on youtube. Mainly for practice, please feel free to use and link me <3

Thanks and enjoy

Exceptionally Gray - BMO

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