My Playlist #56

My life is a movie but I bought the tickets too late
Missing the show, refund me they won't
So now I make pay selling it as single frames
Telling myself that it's bank
But deep down I know it's just change
One day the seats will be empty
And one day the screen will be blank
Until that day, please don't tempt me
'Cause I'm gonna try and stay straight
Vacant apologies hollow the blame
My sorrow is comforting and I'm in pain
I'll follow what's numbing, but there I'll remain
But there I'll remain
Call it what you want but don't call it what it ain't

Don't wanna talk about my drug use, suffered through so much abuse
Lost my way back home, left my family all alone
Did what I would never do and can't forgive myself
What I put my father through, left him to burn in hell, yeah
My brother hugged me with tears in his eyes, pointed to his veins
Tryna indicate that the blood we share is both the same
Man, I swear I died that day, amends that I try to make
Wrote this for the words I could not find to say

$uicideboy$ - life is but a stream~ (slowed + reverb)

$UICIDEBOYS ~ Degeneration In The Key Of A Minor (slowed ~ Reverb)

[VERSE I: Ruby da Archangel]

sold my soul to the GREY
became a household name
i claimed my grave and chained my name
i'm out the game
i don't play to win
i don't play at all and win by default
i climbed to the top just to see how far down i would fall
looked up at the heavens and thought it looked small
below me a valley a demons constantly scheming
i looked back down thinking "fuck all of yall"
i came into this world as an accident
blazing trails just to get a whiff of that blackened scent
pull up in the porsche if the benz got in an accident
fuck
ima have to get my car wrapped again
i'm back again 
back against the wall
tryna live it up before the curtain falls
white knuckle grip holding up my GREY cabal
any questions?
give one of my managers a call

[VERSE II: Lil Apache]
used to hide from the pigs now it's the IRS
wetto stil white trash 
fuck all the alphabets
ain't a damn thing changed but the change i got
all these chains came from pain and the blame i rock
just gimme the drop
gimme the spot
gimme the time
gimme the place
ringing the 9
bringing the mob
keeping the iron by my waist
off of the lines like a race
my decline gave me space to get my ind to redefine what the fuck i'm looking for today
so it's fuck an intro
fuck what you think you know
"scrim was better on dope"
fuck i heard that before
pulling crowds like the pope
heard your broke and it shows
i won't say no names though but he got a cameo
$UICIDE til the murder show
been getting head all around the globe
backstage hoes tell em tally-ho
maybe oddy though

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Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation

Genesis

GENESIS

[VERSE I: Anthony Mars]
yo light that cigarette
i'm tripping
ash it on my bitches
taking my dose
i never skip it
still in my hood up pistol gripping
still got 100 blunts
got that bape up in my cup
stay with a bitch in the cut who stay with my dick in her guts
wetto the king of the GREY
self park i don't fuck with valet
sheesh
private jet fuck a delay
went to paris and back in a day
okay
no i'm never okay
bitch stop asking
came up and supported my family
just for that they should give me a grammy
running and ducking the slammer
thinking bot cocking the hammer
the lights the glitter the glamour
none of this shit even matters
none of this shit made me happy
wound up in rehab instead of a casket
locking me up and they had the rooms padded
made a straight jacket my fashion

[VERSE II: Norman Atomic]
ruby that motherfucker
grim reaping
i'm undercover
soul seeking
i found another bitch who's thinking that i'm her lover
no
reason i keep on shrugging
blunt is cashed let's keep 'em coming
only weed keeps me from bugging and from seeking out more destruction
i'm a pro at self doubt but i doubt i'll ever know 
that these bitches want me to fly 'em out all because i upped the glow
all these fuckbois wanna be me but they keep it on the low
and talk shit about me and my cousin while we're thumbing through our dough
all this fame is such a curse sometimes i wish i was a ghost
watch me raise the fucking dead next time i'm on stage at a show

[OUTRO: Anthony Mars & Norman Atomic]
haunted, haunted
i can't escape my mind
it's like i'm doing time all the time
exhausted, lost it
just one little line
have this talk with god all the time

1000 Blunts

1000 BLUNTS

3 A.M Stories

Chewin

$uicideboy$ - O Pana! (Part II) (prod. ByMe Beats)

Lyric video - https://youtu.be/0W7Nu1R_zu0

This song was created with AI, the lyrics were taken from Chetta and processed by AI, the instrumental was produced by me.

Special thanks to https://www.youtube.com/@paperbagmask for the sample

$uicideboy$ - O Pana! (Part II) (prod. ByMe Beats)

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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

CHERISH THE DEAD

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[Verse 1: Oddy Nuff da $now Leopard]

i got a chopper
i got a chopper
ain't helicopter
i got some problems
i got some problems
drugs are my solvent now i'm gonna solve em
all of these bitches
all of these bitches gonna end up in ditches
fuck with my emotions
legs are spreadin open
keep your pussy hoe and keep your attitude
ima keep countin this cash
money so long ima change up my latitude
all of these drugs know my gratitude
all of these drugs know my gratitude
face a whole blunt bitch that's how i go ghost
turn into smoke
perfect for hoes
burnin gas all alone i'm never leavin home
burnin gas all alone i'm never leavin home

[Verse 2: $lick $loth]

sleep on a couch
cigarette in my mouth
drugs in my house
i'm lookin for peace but i'm scattered beneath what's under my sheets
got them bottles on the table
codeine on the label
my life is far from stable
take the gun then i disable
that's one in my temple with no hesitation
don't fuck them bitches with love situations
fixated on dope narcotics my salvation
i'm tryna get higher and higher and higher so high that i rise up and reach levitation

Now the Moon's Rising

CAN OF WORMS

$UICIDEBOY$ - ECLIPSE [Slowed Down]

$UICIDEBOY$ - THE NAIL TO THE CROSS (slowed)

$UICIDEBOY$ - HANDZUM $UICIDE (FEAT. ROZZ DYLIAMS) -.m4a

$UICIDEBOY$ WHOA, IM WOEFUL [$$] 4$AKEN

$UICIDEBOY$ - EITHER HATED OR IGNORED (SLOWED & BASS BOOSTED)

SUICIDEBOYS I No Longer Fear The Razor Guarding My Heel (IV) Slowed

$UICIDEBOY$ - BEHOLD A PALE HORSE (Slowed+Reverb)

✞ 4$AKEN ✞ 
+++++++JUST DOIN THIS SHIT FOR THE LOVE OF IT +++++++
$$. MPLS
R.I.P DJ SCREW

$UICIDEBOY$ WHOA, IM WOEFUL [$$] 4$AKEN

✞ 4$AKEN ✞

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