Sometimes I wish I was myself 
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t anyone else
I tried

Sometimes I wish I had more luck
Sometimes I wish you were in love with me
I tried

And I hope one day you will be mine
When you take a piece of my heart

Sometimes I would talk more
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t easily ignored 
I tried

Sometimes I wish I had more luck 
Sometimes I wish I was in love with you
I tried

And I hope your mine I really hope 
And I hope when you try you’ll be mine.

I Tried

no answer

Avsha the Awesome does an Awesome cover of Elizabeth Cotten's Freight Train!! I hope you guys enjoy

Freight Train - Avsha the Awesome Cover

oveido

If I Say

hi angel i'm fragile and uhhh this sucks a lot don't make fun of me
ummm um there were a lot of mistakes in this song because i just recorded it super quick on my phone. but anyways, as always, i hope this finds you safely and softly! 
please please hold on to the people who make you feel like you're sitting in the stars whenever you're around them. they do not come very often. and to the people who so blatantly destroy you, i wish with everything in me that you learn to let them slip away. they are not worth the madness. it feels scary for a while but eventually your sun will shine inevitably. (or if you're like me and you adore the rain, then your clouds will shade forever.) know that one day the dark days will pass. you learn to do things on your own and to mend your own heart, and that's the beauty of it all. 
xox<3

2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC
p.s. you have real pretty eyes

ibelieveiexist(sometimes)

blame me out of spite
blame it on the way i overlooked
all the signs that told me it was wrong
like they never bothered me at all

you will be alright
just another loss you can't revive
quick to disappear out of my life
i know

that i have waited too long to confess
that i don't want to see you anymore
no it isn't you im looking for

and i can't put this feeling to rest
but you don't have to say 
anything at all
i'll be on my way

ghost

using a fuzz vocal in this one, song is an anthem for being 16

the dogs in the yard
are barkin loudly
i can hear it fine
my ears 
are hurting

noises 
all around me
are so big
they bounce in my head

all this food is making me sick
nothing in my bed
nothing in my fridge
nothing in my chest

i’m dulling out
i will not stop i will not stop it
i’m dulling out 
i will not i will not
i feel it still
the claws in my brain trying to remember 
but i’m too dull 
to recall what it was i wanted to not forget

i’m dulling out
overstimulated 
unprepared for the consequences of my actions 

i feel myself
dulling out 
my senses are getting weaker 
my sense of self is growing smaller 
 
the moths that used to crowd me
are no longer attracted to my glow
they’ve found something brighter
than what they used to know

i can feel my brain as it gets older
sense my hair turning grey 
at roots
i will not cover them
i will not cover

i’m dulling out
i will not stop i will not stop it
i’m dulling out 
i will not i will not
i feel it still
the claws in my brain trying to remember 
but i’m too dull 
to recall what it was i wanted to not forget

the crows have come
they’re singing softly
they can see i’ll be there soon
they can smell it on my breath

Im dulling out.
Im dulling out

Dull

sorry if the lyrics r screwy, I jus listened to it and wrote them down from what I could hear.
listen to the original here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYV0akXYNgk

john cage- the loner(s) cover

Hi it didn't feel right to text you but I haven't seen you in 3 months and I've been writing you about you a lot lately, so here's a song instead of a text. Vancouver is fucking weird and so is everyone in it, I hope you're doing okay these days

This is for you and you only

instagram: vot4044
New electronic music under: "Vot" streaming everywhere now <3

This is for you and you only

Venus Vendetta