Sounds actually amazing and my girl loves it. It was awesome meeting you 

big rose garden

whiskey

red carpet fire (demo 2)

an ep that was never approved by management/was never made into a final draft.

breaking out

produced/mixed/mastered by me
i can't listen to you again
it makes me miss all of my friends
the ones who wish that i were dead
these memories won't leave my head
and the cotton candy cigarettes
the smoke detected killer threat
the knots too tight to break a sweat 
around my neck or better yet

tied around a willow tree
the blossoms cover everything
can you hear the song i sing
the ground gets closer to my feet
i crave a bittersweet release
something warmer something free
and then i hear the crackling
and so the earth my body meets

below the tree where i will rest 
im turning blue my eyes are red
the little ones are tucked in bed
and you still yell as if they're deaf
they're crying for you father dear
you said you'd always be right here
the heroin inside the drawer
the days go on you crave it more

one more shot
and you'll be fine
wish that you could read my mind
stars above they hear my cry
please don't let them die (die die)
mothers gone i watched her fly
away from us she lied lied lied
rub my head say it's alright
ill try my best to make things right

father sister brother cry
as they look in your lifeless eyes
without your love what will i do
The heaven song will play for you

heaven song

writing, production, mixing, and mastering by me
faketaiyo on drums (thanks)
lyrics:
see ur eyes inside the mirror
and blood inside the sink from fishing chunks of glass out of ur mouth and in between your teeth
the lsd was strong
and now you're feeling weak from losing blood but about it u must never ever think
cos then you'll start to spiral 
you'll be a husk for weeks and wake up in a bed that isn't yours wondering why u can't breathe
does it seem familiar
lookin back at me and thinkin that i wasn't real and that i wouldn’t ever ever be

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

flowers litter rearview
disastrous scenery created by false information but embraced by all of me
and you always knew what happened
but left me in the deep and made the ones i loved the most want nothing but to watch me bleed
and now im by myself
and i miss everything from having friends to leaving home without people looking at me
and i always knew i’d lose u
and that you’d turn them all around, to hear the sound my soul would start to scream and cry aloud

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

It’s the way that resurrection is portrayed
Knowing second chances only happen if u know what moves to play
There will always be some trouble waiting for the day
Where u trip over urself 
and u fall into the snakes, into the snakes

I know I’m getting older
But u can’t even see above the wall you built around my legs imprisoning my feet
But now I’ve broken out
And I’m a better me but ur still riding on the coattails of the lies that you could breathe

snake pit

lyrics

(pill0wtalk):
do u still think abt us
and how we usd to love
hearing from u is a must
so long to our trust

im sorry to mention i know its not fair
like why would you care
can you still feel my hands running through your hair
all these distant memories im starting to feel scared
need somewhere to hide but i dont know where

whered u go again
u were there but i lost you
i lost my heart like when
checked my phone and you were gone 2

i hate this and how i feel
the distance is what makes this real
i can try and try and try again
but nothing will make u my friend

whats the difference lovers and friends?
both r 2gether until the end
nothing changes well that depends
lost and alone thrown into the deep end

(medkit):

 i cant seem to fall asleep without you by my side
talkin bout the world, shadow puppets in the middle of the night
i know that you love me but to say it made you shy
it was pitch black in my room but i could see it in your eyes

you and i
were just a state of mind
but it still hurt like hell 
when you left my side 
the drugs wore off
im in a padded room 
they said i asked for you

lovers who try to be friends
the cycle goes and goes again
i block your phone and shut you out 
then wonder why you hate me now 

it's okay we dont have to fix this
we're not doctors, just some dumb kids
so leave me to bleed out 
i dont want your stitches

fix it (ft. pill0wtalk)

Cops

i exist i exist i exist

[fiending smiles collapsed under feet
my closed eyes swallow me

little child do you hear me
ive been smiling so lonely

and ive died
blurry eyed

with blurry eyes ill smile
take these lies and make them mine
ive been lost for so damn long
that i cant help but take
a good long pause
id went and id talked
and youd took all my love
now im lost

these blurry eyes still smile]

11-17-15

lyrics:
broke my neck while i was climbing up the fence
all we need a couple cents to pay for rent
we live in shit
injecting fucking heroin
the mescaline is kicking in 
his head is slowly getting squished and he is fucking loving it
tell my psyche just to quit
tell myself im not okay i wanna be inside my grave 
avoid the fray only to make sure all of my drugs r safe 
my pride and joy an evil ploy 
is hate just love am i a toy
drop on out and open wide
i always saw thru ur disguise

put the needle in the vein so there is never any pain
looking pale a little bit watching blood just let it drain
you'll b okay
in awhile and u can't help but just smile
serotonin says hello
hell is knocking on your door
don't let him in 
heart attack
turning black
wearing masks
all your favorite things to see 
like commercials on tv
like the dog who barks again
no i'm sorry we're not friends
sacrafice you to the styx just so i can get my fix

the bliss it never ends
thank you god im not too bent
contradict the things we said
overdosed but i won't quit
sinking deep into the ground
and i can't ever hear a sound
alll the cuts along my wrists signify an evil tick
i need to breathe
i need to speak
taking hold of my control and eyes are bleak
i know it's wrong i wanted help 
but im locked inside the shell
tar is nothing but a treat
silent killer yet so sweet

whiskey

mika

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