Mook Boy - JUVY Fast

Yokai - Anything4u Prod. C4pri

U Gotta Stay Ready

Optimistic_165bpm

It’s like
We come from opposite sides
Our polarity makes us closer
But we both fear of losing 
And that’s what pulls us apart

Girl when I’m with you
my mask it melts away
Even just for a moment I wish that
I wish that we could stay
In this fleeting moment
Take everything and just throw it
You’ve become my serotonin
All the drugs u like to misuse
Not one to talk I got issues
When u cry I’ll give u tissues
Just for your fucking smile
I’ll break me apart in half
Give u everything I have
U don’t even know the half

Take every single chance

(Huh)

Crush my bones like a band
Never wish to become strangers
I just need some hella bands
Be there for ur remainder
(There’s nothing that I can’t)

Need some time to figure it out
The fear inside, I could do without
Traumatized from beneath the ground
U need more space and I need less doubt
If I blindly trust in u would u trust in me?
Could u let me close even if it starts to feel
Harder to breathe
Though I know I can’t have you
I just wish we could be
Wish we could be

(I wish we could heal)

I feel like I could lose u in an instant
I feel like we could fix it 
I feel like we could fix this
I gotta restrain myself
I gotta stop doing too much
Why can’t I just be myself?
I feel like nonexistent 
I feel ur tongue on my tongue 
Then I just can’t resist it
Girl there is nothing missing
I feel my heart on ur heart
Heartbeats are not consistent 
Maybe that’s why it’s so hard
To be so coexistent
So I get why u get distant
It’s not that u don’t care
But please just not too distant
But please just not too distant
When things get hard
hard to live
I’ll be there to listen

attachment style

(Hey)
I get it it’s stressful to you
It’s about the mess that I do
I’m much more anxious than you
Is that a hassle to you 
To have to care more than you
I know that that’s not quite true 
But I guess that’s just how it feels
I thought I had nothing to prove 
But I guess I’m still scared to lose

It’s ur birthright to choose
I gotta respect what you choose
U say I’m too close to you
But fuck I still care bout you
I must have a couple screws loose
I never want to leave you alone
I never want to find out your gone
Never want to find ur body from a noose
Never want to find a knife in your chest
Held together by a thread
It was so special but so frail 
Tried to keep it together 
But once again I have failed
Is it truth or excuse
Bby pls don’t confuse
I’m no different than you
I’m so numb to the core
Want to feel what they feel
What I’m expected to feel
I just wish I could heal
I just wish we could heal 
Sometimes I don’t even feel real
(Sometimes I don’t even feel real)
If u don’t feel the same anymore just say it 
Don’t sugarcoat it 
Cuz I hate it 
Don’t fucking act like I can’t take it
What’s the point if it ain’t 
Honest 
To be honest 
I am fading
Always falling
Like I’m fated to
Not yours but fuck I wanted to
Tell me what I ever meant to you
I tried my best to step in your shoes
What did I expect I always knew
Almost as if I was born to lose
Back to the old way huh nothing new
I shoulda knew
I always lose
I always lose

I’m trying to keep my composure 
It’s the way that I can’t keep control of it
It’s the way that I can’t kick my old habits
Quit telling me that it’s all over
Ignoring your disclosure 
You think it would be better to keep some distance
Keep some distance
I think my issue is with something different 
With something different
Baby just listen 
Just listen 
Just listen

Optimistic_165bpm

Shanks