somebody's fiending around the corner
dopamine.
i looked for too long and i
fell in love.
accidents happen again, the same mistakes
i'm losing my friends.

i know i'm worthless
i know to give up
you don't care
don't pretend
i hate myself
this is the end
lay down in a grave
i'm nothing
end my suffering.

diary

picking poisons

press against my skin
u hold a sharp life closely
and i don't wanna say i love you

all the way in hell
satan is my master now
and i don't wanna love you anymore

honestly i know your gone
did u know it kills me?
hold me close till the end of life
i wanna know for sure sure

soon
x3

coming back
x3
coming back to heaven

thaibodydump Coming Back To Heaven

thaibodydump The Fall

Coming Back To Heaven

im so faithful
dirty flowers
on the table
looks like u 
a kiss suspenseful 
yr like an angel
i saw u dying 
in my dreams
x2

turning into all the things i hate
and i cant feel the rest of my body 
its rotting away
its rotting away

dirty_flowers

cabingory - I Cant See You Anymore

just some early thaibodydump tracks i like that were deleted or not included in an album

if u want it deleted lmk

tracks:

demo 3
demo 2
manic
clozapine
coming back to heaven 
crimson and clover (cover)
demo7
romeo’s distress (COVER)
The nekromantic divination ritual backfired on us and now all that’s left is a pile of ash
kiss

thai body dump - coming back to heaven (EARLY TRACKS BOOTLEG)

thai body dump - demo 3

3x!13 - Today i go for the gusto

“555” is a hazy, noisy, bittersweet collection of shoegaze-driven stories — a chaotic blend of distortion, humor, exhaustion and dreamy melancholy.
It’s the soundtrack for anyone who’s tired of people, tired of work, tired of pretending… yet still finds a way to laugh.

Across fuzzy guitars, washed-out walls of sound, lazy garage drums and nostalgically broken textures, the album jumps between sarcasm, emotional truth and soft existential collapse.
Every track is its own little universe of noise, honesty and tiny rebellions.

This collection includes:

🌫️ “Petty Little Curses”

A playful shoegaze hex of harmless inconveniences. Fuzzy, sarcastic, and quietly wicked.

🌫️ “Fifteen Hours a Day”

A loud anti-work scream disguised as a dreamy shoegaze anthem. Burnout meets distortion.

🌫️ “People Make Me Tired”

The introvert anthem — hypnotic, looping, soft chaos for those who love their peace more than social energy.

⭐ “Welcome to the 90’s”

A nostalgic trip into the wild, unhinged childhood era of VHS noise, neon cereals and dial-up chaos.

🌫️ “Glass Between Us”

A cinematic, emotional shoegaze confession about distance, longing, and a connection that never fully aligned.

3x!13 - Today i go for the gusto

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