this one’s for anyone who has dealt with parental abuse no matter how big or small. 
you are all valid, and i hope this song gives you an escape from your head for a bit.

enjoy,
- lil neel

fading

fading (prod. dead boy beats)

ur ghost w/ Carter Tomorrow

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did you notice? 
got my focus 
pulling on my heart strings 
girl you're my lotus 
when I saw you that day
say you wish i never came 
but my heart speaks to u solely

meet me at the place where we first met 
maybe then i can put it to rest
look up at the sky can I blessed 
girl your love puts me to the test 

in the halls walk by me 
want u right beside 
cuz u been on my mind lately 
heart beats like a drum drive me crazy
I'm lost in this daydream oh please don't wake me 

running thru the city tryna find u
won't you stay with me one night
we can watch the sunset tonight
and leave all our worries behind 

and as the time pass 
see a different contrast 
my sanctuary souls intertwined 
look into my heart see what u find

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sanctuary of heart, the contrast of love (may)

Your company (prod by. 1ntcart)

Baby Hello

that thing that u do 😓😓(yung conundrum unreleased)

JUMEX - Break The Pain (dead boy and ghost girl)

Lil jumex - Lost In Space

parasite

Song 1 of 4 off the new ep
So Far, So gone dropping September 12th

Contradictions (Prod.Aspket)

prod @hcqueenxo
vox mix master @lilbearshawty
@mirrorville

wasted all of my days spent contemplating
whether it was love or a facade i cant take it
even tho ur wrong n im right ion say shit
leave out 2 dry by the fire leave me waiting
say that itll end in time iv been patient
i dont like eye contact or conversation
unless its w u i can face it
all we hav is trust but it takes 2 2 break it

ik that iv got some bad habits arent good for me
ik that u rly wanna talk u cant get over me
i been all alone in my room thinking depressing things
commas come around but im so done explaining pleasantries
hear ur from the rng im here cause im supposed 2 b
i wont let u closer know i always keep a shield on me
iv become a hermit shawty posted up on st
building up my walls again its better than u were 2 me