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Prod. By: Tyler Banditt
Artwork By: @bankruptparadise

Hold on Me

Prod. By Tyler Banditt
Artwork By @bankruptparadise

On The Run

Conceited

Raising The Bar

East I-70

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea your two-faced
gonna die here for ur sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
and i thought that i knew u
i guess i don't
u can say if i'm annoying too
cause i know
got a lot i need to figure out
i'm trying so
i believe there ain't no stopping now
i'm on the ropes
the corners made of cobwebs
the widows home
sometimes she comes to visit me
through the holes
and she say "what're you doing here, you look alone"
and i say that i'm developing and in the zone
accept no apologies ur just too late
split my heart in half now it goes two ways
exhausted, i need to say goodbye
i love it when there's peace and when it's quiet

suffocate in feelings
it's 100% my decision
whether if i should just let it go
but the sadness keeps filling
(it never ends)
made no progress
i got so much time to stall with
but i don't know how to manage it
produce on my own and abolish
ur attitude is contagious
i rub it off but u kept staying
and i let u walk all over me
i should've stood my ground
i ain't no man i am weak

i mean nothing to u now
cus i feel it through the text
oh how u love to talk about yourself
well no one likes a narcissist
these lines i split
slowly vanish from my wrist
and i tried to hide what i did
now the planks are rotting on our bridge
but how can i get u to change your mind
well babe i'm never ever fine
only for a sec, depression prys
swear the gap is crushing on my life
ur a liar, it's in your name
i had no idea ur two-faced
gonna die here for your sake
ur actions tell me u were brave
please don't leave
i hold so much grief
and i loved your voice
ur not here so there's no point

veins

the widows home

SPOTIFY

heylog - the widows home

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

alone

lalena - alone

https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety

footsteps on the shore

yokai dreams - footsteps on the shore (ft. mr. nice ty) [iof]

https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy
https://soundcloud.com/iamvagrxnt

violet

notenvy & vagrxnt - violet (nevrfall)

one more day to waste

tnvr - one more day to waste

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

forget about me

Listen & Download: "Welcome To My World" 
ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ 🌙
© Are You Me?, LLC

Hearts Cold

https://zenonline.bigcartel.com/

out on all plats now

produced by FourD: https://www.youtube.com/c/FourD6427

Spotify

yeah i know (prod. FourD)

Don't Lose Hope (feat. Grizzy Hendrix)

Instrumental produced by Tundra Beats
Mixed/Mastered by Tyler Gardner
Lyrics written by Phantom99
If you get lost along the way, follow me on this journey. Its going to be okay:) God is the greatest!

Hostage Prod. By Tundra Beats

u cannot tell me 
different at all
im livin a cycle
i js wanna ball
i dnt wanna fall 
so im tryna crawl
away
☆
been standin still
thats js how them bitches livin
yeh
blacked out
fucked up
in a cold kitchen
yeh
im tryna whip a cayman one day, so
i can give back to my family, hoe
cus they aint deserve that shit
all my family are fake as shit
im gonna be that bitch
im gonna be the shit
even more so
☆
yeh yeh
even more so
hows it feels to have pills in ur torso?
really bad.
when im out of my room doin tours n shit
i rly need my god damn milli back
im use to havin snakes in my friends list
if they hold me close 
imma hold em closer
godspeed
i dont want that to be likely
but if a bitch try me one more time 
they gon have to fuckin fight me
☆
im growing up
unlike u 
ur throwing up
gang signs 
n throwin bands
even tho they fake as hell
u just doing this for the clout
no one even likes u 
but ill shut my mouth
ur a sore to be around
i dont love u.
☆
been standin still
thats js how them bitches livin
yeh
blacked out
fucked up
in a cold kitchen
yeh
im tryna whip a cayman one day, so
i can give back to my family, hoe
cus they aint deserve that shit
all my family are fake as shit
im gonna be that bitch
im gonna be the shit
even more so.
☆

sampled comfort chain by instupendo
this song is entirely non profit on Spotify and soundcloud 

thank you

im trying everything possible.

jumpstart! (prod. twigsen)

DOMO

SAPHIR & BEARDED LEGEND (PROD. FERRO)
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND" 

https://soundcloud.com/beardedlegend-1

You took ahold of me at the altar
When I was so young 
I lost my mind 
I lost my mind 
For the last time! 

You don’t understand 
You don’t understand 
You don’t have a plan 
You don’t understand 

You don't know me, but I know you
Like to think that you know it all 
Who can understand my feelings 
It's been so long that I cannot recall

You don’t understand 
You don’t understand 
You don’t have a plan 
You don’t understand 

You don’t understand 
You don’t understand 
You don’t have a plan 
You don’t understand

Saphir & Bearded Legend - You Don't Understand

MY INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
MY TWITTER: twitter.com/yungworry

(Verse 1)

I thought that this time, it would be the last fight
I thought we’d work it out but then you seemed to lose sight 
Never been so down before I thought that I’d die 
Never been so low like this not in a long time 

(Verse 2)

You pretended to love me but you were faking 
You pretended to like me and I kept waiting 
Can’t you see I’m a mess, you left me naked 
Can’t you see I’m a fool who wants to be famous?

(Hook)

And I
I don’t love you anymore
Anymore 
(x2)
No no

(Bridge)

She tried to change me up 
Like how I changed my flow 
She went behind my back
She thought I didn’t know  

So I sip my tea 
And I smoke my dope 
To forget it all 
Cause I don’t wanna know 
(x2)

fool

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Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

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