EXIT

you tore my heart apart 
now I try to put it back together 
you’re my only love 
I wish that I could be with you forever 
Yeah I fucked up and now you’re gone 
and I don’t know what to do with myself 
Every days the same 
I can’t wash away the pain
so I switch up my meds 
can’t sleep in my bed 
cause I’m always wondering if I’m in your head 

wakin up every day to this life it Fuckin sucks 
Always having you on my mind and I wanna wish you luck 
wish we could’ve worked, I’m always drinking now, I’m fucked 
im going days without eating and only filling up my cup 

I’m running on empty 
cause I don’t have you here anymore 

I do the same thing every day 
Getting high is my escape 
so I don’t have to think of all the problems 
how I couldn’t solve them 
so I write these poems 
singing how I feel so numb 

nothing works anymore 
I’m so empty down to the core 
you closed up all of your doors 
left me here on the floor 

I’m feeling so anxious 
Cause I be fighting this depression 
I never learned my lesson 
always waiting for a message 

God don’t even listen to me 
answer all my questions 
I am always fuckin stressed 
living without any direction 

You were such a blessing 
gave so much affection 
just enough attention 
a beautiful connection 
I always see your reflection 
When I am looking for perfection 
writing songs about you 
fuck, I’m feeling so depressive

everyday's the same (prod. Afterlife)

i dont wanna die but Imma say goodbye
im just tryna forget im fucking sick of these bad dreams
ya its so hard to cry so i wont even try
ill jus keep it inside and hope some day it will just leave
i always say im fine but I dont wanna lie
ya i been wasting my time and I dont think you can help me
im empty regretting
losing track of the days and the nights as they pass me by
i dont wanna die but tonight i might
lying all alone In the candlelight
searching for a friend but theyre hard to find
ya im barely breathing but ill be alright
tryna find my way but i feel so lost
I still cant seem to find a reason that i should even carry on
maybe im just better off alone yeah maybe im just better on my own

pass me by (prod.5head)

prod. @yungspoiler
mix & master by me as usual <3
artwork: @astrosux
spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/frustrated-

lyrics:
i just need to escape this hell x2
i been feeling so frustrated
wake up in the morning
empty bottle 
still a little wasted
fuck i kinda hate this
i been stuck in a cycle 
somewhere between okay and suicidal
when you find me past out 
pls dont check my vitals
i did this for myself
i just need to escape this hell 

yeah i need to escape it
all you motherfuckers always playin
if u got a problem whey dont you just say it?

why dont you just say it?
im sick of acting like i like you
i dont need that energy inside my life anymore
i dont

frustrated ! [+yungspoiler]

https://soundcloud.com/lovenude

lyrics:
we've been out of context
text me on my phone and tell me what you want next
my heart
its been so damn broken
push me back

and im open never letting go
ive been sitting here and you've been doing all the most
ive been crying and i cannot let it ghost
she push me back and now shes acting like a ghost

text me
come arrest me
come and find me at the bottom with you sexy
she will die now
and ima runaway
and ima find a way up to a place, a better way

sometimes it will pass
lately ive been on that
and i really wanna be here baby you can forget that
you can forget that

you can forget that
fake love and you want that
lately ive been tryna keep my one track
i dont wanna be here so go back to you

chase me up to the fucking bottom
with the empty scarlet
fill my heart with pain

be here for a change
if i would want you would you stand here in the rain
cause ive been crying and i need you for a change

need you for a change
ive been crying and i need you here with me
so hold my hand up to the darkest point i see
darkest point i see

and im open never letting go
ive been sitting here and you've been doing all the most
ive been crying and i cannot let it ghost
she push me back and now shes acting like a ghost

UNCHAINED, Vol. 2

Forget

LOVENude - Forget

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

alone

SPOTIFY

lalena - alone

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Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

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© Are You Me?, LLC

Hearts Cold

Prod by @Tnvr555
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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// Lyrics

Here we go looking to find out why 
You wanna know what we should do this time
Feeling low but I don't think you should let go woah

I wanna be yeah i want you to hold so tight
Look around cause i know that youll be alright 
Turn around hear me now cause youll be just fine
So don't ever let go Ill try to be your light

(Chrous) 
You know i'm not a hero (hero) 
Cause I can't save myself
I'm burning on zero (zero)
I'm the one that needs your help
But in the darkest times you know ill be your light
Ill be the one that shines so even when i die 
But don't ever let go! 
Ill be your superhero!

(Leo IV)

I cant be the one tonight
I feel like those other guys
I Sit alone getting high 
I wont say hello again 
Only goodbye
Sorry baby girl that i dont try 
I wont lie i'm a narcissist 
Only in love with my self 
& that white cup filed with that actavis
But i fucking love it when you beg for me 
Have sex with me & then stay with me 
Hand around your throat while you blacking out 
Dont say a word i put my hand right on ya mouth 
I dont know what this about 
I cant be your fucking superhero baby go & 
Figure that shit out
I wont say hello again only goodbye
Sorry baby girl that i dont try 
I wont lie Ima narcissist 
Only in love with myself & that actavis
Ya

(Chrous) 
You know i'm not a hero (hero) 
Cause I can't save myself
I'm burning on zero (zero)
I'm the one that needs your help
But in the darkest times you know ill be your light
Ill be the one that shines so even when i die 
But don't ever let go! 
Ill be your superhero!

I'm Not A Superhero w/ Leo IV (Prod. TNVR)

Instrumental produced by Tundra Beats
Mixed/Mastered by Tyler Gardner
Lyrics written by Phantom99
If you get lost along the way, follow me on this journey. Its going to be okay:) God is the greatest!

Hostage Prod. By Tundra Beats

u cannot tell me 
different at all
im livin a cycle
i js wanna ball
i dnt wanna fall 
so im tryna crawl
away
☆
been standin still
thats js how them bitches livin
yeh
blacked out
fucked up
in a cold kitchen
yeh
im tryna whip a cayman one day, so
i can give back to my family, hoe
cus they aint deserve that shit
all my family are fake as shit
im gonna be that bitch
im gonna be the shit
even more so
☆
yeh yeh
even more so
hows it feels to have pills in ur torso?
really bad.
when im out of my room doin tours n shit
i rly need my god damn milli back
im use to havin snakes in my friends list
if they hold me close 
imma hold em closer
godspeed
i dont want that to be likely
but if a bitch try me one more time 
they gon have to fuckin fight me
☆
im growing up
unlike u 
ur throwing up
gang signs 
n throwin bands
even tho they fake as hell
u just doing this for the clout
no one even likes u 
but ill shut my mouth
ur a sore to be around
i dont love u.
☆
been standin still
thats js how them bitches livin
yeh
blacked out
fucked up
in a cold kitchen
yeh
im tryna whip a cayman one day, so
i can give back to my family, hoe
cus they aint deserve that shit
all my family are fake as shit
im gonna be that bitch
im gonna be the shit
even more so.
☆

sampled comfort chain by instupendo
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thank you

im trying everything possible.

Wallas oG -  Bless Yo Trap

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REBOLA PRA MIM SLOWED

(prod. pluto)

“If we naruto run, we can move faster than their bullets. Lets see them aliens.”

KAIS:

Fake chains shine on yo neck
like a shit stain!

Oh my god!
Been up on that GSC like all day!
Bitch!
Just look at my piss!
It's elegant!
Asian bitch, like litterin'
On my lap,
bad bitch shiverrin

Bad bih give neck, Mm!
She said she want sex, Yeah!

I'm pullin' up racks out my pocket!
My side, Imma sock it and rock it!
lil bih!
Go sit in your lab!
Those kid they walk in they gon' do sumn bad
I'm gettin' a bag yea yea

ERISU:

She give me top like tooth paste,
Call it Colgate!
Fuck that bitch so silly, got her Ahegao, blue faced!
Bitch!

The size of my dick..
It’s magnificent!

Asians bitches be on top of this,
Bad bitch, choke her ass like Rihanna bitch!

Rep’ them shits, off white, in my Balmains!
I told that bitch if you ain’t Belle Delphine then fuck up out my face!
Yeah!

She said she want sex!
Billie giving that neck!
Gamer Girl Bath water up in my lean,
Yeah, That’ll cost you a check!
Yeah!

AREA 51 - KAIS X ERISU (prod. pluto)

✰ with @fantasycamp
✰ produced by me
✰ mixed by me
✰ mastered by Sebastian Metzner

✰ Lyrics ✰

      Nico: 

You’re no longer by my side, and
The past few weeks got me sentimental
I been thinking 'bout you way too much, 
You’ve been on my mind, it’s not accidental...

I was downtown and somebody smelled just like you,
I been seein' visions baby I don’t wanna fight,
Take your dress off in my dreams, it’s not right boo, 
You won’t even hear this song, it’s about you...

So tell me baby, when you gonna let me go?
If you think about me baby won’t you let me know? 
I was feeling way too down last night about you, about you (about you)

So tell me baby, when you gonna let me go?
If you think about me baby won’t you let me know? 
I was feeling way too down last night about you, about you (about you)

       Fantasycamp: 

tryna give you space but i just can't seem to forget you 
i wanna hit your phone but i know that would just upset you 
despite the outcome i do not regret the day i met you
i still got love for you i'll always be there to protect you 

but i know that you'd be better off someone else
how could you love me i don't even love myself 
i'm taking shots to kill the pain
i haven't changed i'm still the same
and you deserve so much better

so just let me go 
i don't wanna hurt you any more
i just need you to forget me now 
so you can find what you were looking for 

so just let me go
i been down about it way too much 
i hope that you can forget me now 
find your love within another's touch, yeah

       Nico: 

So tell me baby, when you gonna let me go?
If you think about me baby won’t you let me know? 
I was feeling way too down last night about you, about you (about you)

So tell me baby, when you gonna let me go?
If you think about me baby won’t you let me know? 
I was feeling way too down last night about you, about you (about you)

AMV on Biteki

about u (ft. fantasy camp)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

lalena - alone

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