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Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine 
Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine 

I know baby is the time in there’s a place
But the void that I’ve been feeling hasn’t ever been replaced
For the past few months, I’ve been staring at the ceiling hoping you would fall in love
But the pain is too much, reminiscing in my feelings it’s the memories of us
Tell me you love me tell me you need me tell me you care
Show me you love me, you’ll never leave me you always care 

Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine

This Is All My Fault

This is all my fault (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Send help, be quick please
‘Cause it seems that my life is in repeat
I’m waiting for your phone call baby, this silence is driving me crazy
I know that you love that you hate me, I’m too drunk to know that you blamed me
For every problem, every mistake and every time you made my heartbreak
I’m a fool for you, should of known better it was cruel of you
Know we’re done it's through
Crying so hard in the two-door coupe
Will you remember me? Tears in your eyes in my memories
It wasn’t meant to be but, just know I’ll still bleed for you
I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Lately
Feel crazy
Thoughts of you, back to back, got me shaking
Fuck around with a dumb mix I ain't safe b
Self-harm in the form of bliss it amaze it
Dazy
Hazy
I ain’t know where I am wake up achy
Crust up blood on my lip fuck so I take these
Chalk white pills to forget what I can be

Damaged
And frantic
Ya cold heart take advantage
Baby

Manic
You savage
My poor heart you gone damaged

Lately
Soul lost
Glazed eyes
Dead face under bangs baby

Same thoughts
With the same lies
I ain’t want this so I fade, daily

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Fall (feat SLOTHBOI) prod. sorrowbringer x amalia

Please save me sometime
It's feels like I've been waiting
Here my whole life
Back to facing the pain within
The tears on your face
Do they hurt the same

The longer we say goodbye
I'll lose all my patience
Caught in your stride
I told you, I've been here before
If you're leaving me vacant
Finish me off

Yet I'm so far down the Deep End
I'm seeing her
Will you help me here
I'm breaking, I'm back in hell

It's pinning me down like before
The last time I stand on my own
Reaching the gates, Dying young
The sooner I am to blame
This shit's all the same

While you're softly changing
And I'm slowly caving in
Waiting for something new
I found it here in you
You take me back
When I look in your eyes
You're my violet, beauty shines within
Now I'm bleeding out
I can't hide it, I still love you

Yet I'm so far down the Deep End
I'm seeing her
Will you help me here
I'm breaking, I'm back in hell

It's pinning me down like before
The last time I stand on my own
Reaching the gates, Dying young
The sooner I am to blame
This shit's all the same

Deep End

s0cliché- Stay Gold, Ponyboy (prod. Drunk Girl, feat. Eesley)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

delusional

www.linktr.ee/chrisrain

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hd8XofqKPfs&ab_channel=CHRISRAIN

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-gaze-lyrics




Straight Shooter Publishing (administered by Universal Music Publishing)

SPOTIFY

GAZE

https://linktr.ee/chrisrain

lyric video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPIvvAMBfkg&ab_channel=CHRISRAIN


Straight Shooter Publishing (administered by Universal Music Publishing)

MY FRIEND

love song 4 the ghost i see in my room sometimes 

original beat by killedmyself (chopped and pitched)
additional violin by my good friend Mohini 

its not somethin else
its exactly whats the most obvious
its so easy to tell
and im no good at hiding it
its rly not that hard to figure out
the obsessions not mutual 
i know u like me but not as much
i wanna be what you think about
i cant help but fall in one sided love 

and im stuck in it  
i get so dumb in it 
there might be something
to make me feel more whole 
somehow 
your touch that feels like home 
but then u cast me off and i end up more alone
strung up
im just a puppet
u can make me dance 
im happy to perform 
in ur bed
im nestled up and warm
hoping 
the night can last more long 

ive been numbed up i dont feel it 
i dont feel the touch im too hollow
can u help me get more human 
maybe some emotions to borrow 
i think im the worlds best escapist 
back then i just didnt wanna exist
so i buried my head in the sand
look at all the time i wasted

. . . . .

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

linktr.ee/chrisrain

lyric video: https://youtu.be/v9UvNVrnQKg

Straight Shooter Publishing (administered by Universal Music Publishing)

HEEYAH!

prod by me 
thank you to @sinxi for doing the vocals on the song
much love <33

- lyrics 
and i wanna
feel loved when
you come around 
but i havent felt that yet
but i havent amde it yet oh no

and why you gotta work like
youve done so much better 
when the lights go dark
you left with some better
left with someone better babe 
left with someone better babe

and oh baby you know the same 
nights where we make it work oh
its not crazy to think you 
feel like someone else

and why you gotta work like
youve done so much better 
when the lights go dark
you left with some better
left with someone better babe 
left with someone better babe

when the lights go dark /feat. sinxi

Listen: https://listen.monstercatmusic.com/fever-9b2b

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Fever

Listen

What So Not & Daktyl - Fever

Under The Influence (prod. killedmyself)

TRASH. (PROD. NADIAK )

Spotify

FAMOUS. (prod. HXRXKILLER)

Check out my homie https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi



it’s the sedatives just an alternative, 
just a market price inside my soul when did it become so competitive
now I’m hesitant,  
to let the ones I know I should love in but being backstabbed is so repetitive


know I’ve been here all before, drugged up passed out on the floor
I’ve seen those messages from him taunting you that you should leave
you know you should, cus I’m no good, I’m no good
I understand that I’m fucked up

dealing with questions from a psychiatrist doesn’t understand what I’ve been through
dealing with questions from my own family, build me up like a statue
it’s so hard to look at your eyes, filled with judgment
the pills just got too much for me I couldn’t cope

sinking down into the abyss where I never rose again
see my bones splattered on the walls deep down in my own hell
like a bliss-filled with alcohol and suicide
fucked in my own way, fucked together fucked apart

still, don’t remember how it got that bad back then thought I was better by myself
got the slothboi guarding my back climbing up and reaching the end
my mother just wants to see me smile, 
ill stare back with a blank face cus its the

holding no sentiment
I see you crying on the ground yeah mind is filling up with adrenaline
you’re argumentative
blaming me because you stuck down in a hole and you cant dig your way out

$LOTHBOI

Repetitive
These thoughts in my head they’ve been shaking me
Till the end ive been thinking of the negative
The thoughts in my head, yeah, yeah

Adrenaline
The panic from the thoughts and the memories
They’ve been overwhelming me and all my better days 
I’m hesitant to question my own fucking happiness 

The memories be trapping me
I’m stuck and it’s 
Repetitive
I need medicine
Im an alcoholic piece of shit a negative

I got some problems with
My fucking memories
The trauma from my fucking past can get the best of me
I’m staggering

Now Rivilin
Let’s climb up on their corpses
Let’s get rid of them

I be tired of the liars I been sitting with
Shit I’m fucking sick of it
I’m a piece of shit but I bet I’m still the better man
They faking it

Control Ft $LOTHBOI

Blood Diamonds

KILLER

Anxiety

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

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Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

JUST LET GO FT. YATES XV

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

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