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A bold and emotional R&B anthem rising from struggle and survival, “Out the Ashes” blends smooth vocals with cinematic soul, capturing the voice of a generation reclaiming its fire.

OUT THE ASHES

Stranger

“To every child who sees mama’s sacrifice and still dreams big, you are her greatest gift; and her hope for tomorrow.”

[Verse 1]
Mama, don’t worry, one day
One day I’m gonna be on TV
Then I'm gonna buy you the world
Oh mama, don’t you worry

I’m gonna buy you that Benz
Take you off this ghetto
Mama, you know I’m a beast
So cry no more mama

[Chorus]
Oh mama, don’t worry
Just watch me, watch this
Mama, oh mama
I know you deserve more
Mama, one day, just one day

[Verse 2]
Then I’ll fly you around the world
See your dream city
You are a queen, mama
It will happen, it will

[Chorus]
Oh mama, don’t worry
Just watch me, watch this
Mama, oh mama
I know you deserve more
Mama, one day, just one day

[Bridge / Outro]
No more old bread,
Menus on the table,
Caviar and foie gras,
Mama, one day, just one day.

Oh Mama

Through the haze, love becomes the light. Ashes & Angels blends trap soul energy with R&B emotion — ashes fall, but angels rise. A journey of healing, smoke, and survival that hits deep and stays heavy in the vibe.

Ashes & Angels

This isn’t just music — this is therapy for the soul.
Five tracks, five stages of breaking, rebuilding, and believing again.
Every word was written with real pain, real faith, and a fire that won’t die.

If you’ve been tired, angry, lost, or wondering why God still got you breathing — this one’s for you.

🔥 Track 1: Chrome & Grace
The beginning.
It’s about walking through pain with class — learning that shine and struggle can coexist.
You don’t have to be perfect to be chosen. You just have to keep walking.

🕊️ Track 2: Chosen Pressure
Because pressure doesn’t mean punishment — it means purpose.
You’re chosen, refined, and designed for more.
Don’t run from the weight… let it shape you.

🏈 Track 3: Let It Fly
This is where fear turns into motion.
No more holding back.
The ball’s in your hands — you’re the one who’s supposed to run it all the way.
You got this. God’s timing is now.

🔥 Track 4: When I Wake Up (Hell Shakes)
Every time you wake up, darkness trembles.
You’re not weak — you’re armed with grace.
Greater is He that’s in you. God’s hand is on you.
This is the anthem for every survivor who refuses to quit.

💔 Track 5: I Got You
The final moment.
For the one still crying at night, still wondering if it’s worth it.
This is God whispering back through the beat:
“I got you. I never left. You’re not done yet.”

✨ This whole project is for the fighters, the believers, the dreamers who almost gave up — but didn’t.
Play it when life feels heavy.
Play it when you’re ready to rise again.

Because sometimes…
faith sounds like 808s, tears, and truth.
And sometimes the hardest thing you’ll ever do —
is keep believing anyway.

🎧 #ChromeAndGrace #FaithTrap #ShemaiahOnTheBeat #MotivationalMusic #HealingThroughSound #GodGotYou

When I Wake Up (Hell Shakes)

verse:
You said, 
“Relax,”
While you filled my glass,
Your touch hit slow, 
Like fights that lasts.
You move like danger dressed in silk and calm,
I sip the truth till it burns my tongue.
You light your sins just to watch them fade,
Then swear your halo don’t throw shade.
You said, 
“You’ve changed,” 
I said, 
“Not much,”
Guess we both fiend for a toxic touch.
You said, 
“Baby, just one more taste,”
But you mix your love like it’s laced.
We both chase highs we can’t defend,
‘Cause heaven feels cheaper when it ends.

chorus:
I got a sweet tooth for pain
You drip it slow, 
It hits my veins 
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
Liquor love and dopamine
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
You drip it slow, it hits my veins
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
You drip it slow, it hits my veins
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
Liquor love and dopamine
I got a sweet tooth for pain
You drip it slow, it hits my veins 
I got a sweet tooth for pain 

verse2:
You pull me close like you own restraint,
Say, “One more round,” 
But you love complaint.
You lace your lies with a lover’s tone,
Then act confused when I don’t go home.
We crash slow, 
But it feels divine,
Both too proud to admit the line.
You said, 
“It’s love,” 
I said, 
“It’s not,”
It’s the best relief I ever got.
You said, 
“Baby, 
Just one more taste,”
But you mix your love like it’s laced.
We both chase highs we can’t defend,
‘Cause heaven feels cheaper when it ends.

chorus:
I got a sweet tooth for pain
You drip it slow, 
It hits my veins 
I got a sweet tooth for pain
Liquor love and dopamine 
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
You drip it slow, 
It hits my veins .
I got a sweet tooth for pain 

verse3:
Yeah…
It’s like every time I heal, 
She smell the peace on me,
Shows up drunk on history, 
Tryna feast on me.
Wants to turn my calm into company,
Then calls it closure just to comfort me.
I ain’t built for the on-and-off,
Love shouldn’t burn just to prove it’s soft.
She like liquor in disguise  
Goes down clean,
But the morning hits harder than it’s ever been.
She got timing like temptation’s twin,
Always call when I’m good again.
I keep tryin’ not to play that role,
But her voice pull me in like a preacher’s soul.
She want chaos, 
I want stillness,
She miss the man that loved her illness.
Now I’m prayin’ just to feel the rain,
Even pain feel quiet when it’s got her name.
Tried to cut ties but the thread too thin,
My peace don’t speak when she walks back in.
Every scar start talkin’ again,
Sayin’, 
“It’s love,” 
But it’s just my skin.
I don’t hate her  
I just hate the hold,
The way she smiles like it’s bought and sold.
Every night feel rented out,
Every promise made gets cancelled out.
We don’t argue, 
We just drain slow,
She pourin’ shots, 
I pour control.
She knows my silence too well to doubt,
One wrong word and I’m back in route.
It’s twisted  
She don’t want me clean,
She just hate it when she’s not seen.
She calls it love, 
I call it habit,
And both sound right, 
Dependin’ who’s askin’.
Been through hell but I sleep there fine,
Guess I found peace in losin’ time.
I could blame her, 
But I fed the spark,
Played with fire till it marked my heart.
Now I’m older, 
Still feel that ache,
Still taste truth in the lies I take.
She the drug that wears a wedding ring,
Promises high, 
Then forgets the sting.
I don’t chase it  
I just relapse slow,
It’s a war I’m wired to know.
Some people crave love, 
Some crave pain,
But some of us can’t tell it ain’t the same.
So I smile, 
Sip slow, 
Play my part,
Let the poison finish what it start.

chorus:
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
You drip it slow, 
It hits my veins
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
Liquor love and dopamine
I got a sweet tooth for pain 
You drip it slow, it hits my veins
I got a sweet tooth for pain

Sweet Tooth

On My Time

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