
...I ain’t tryna make this dramatic
But
It’s been feelin' like the end lately
Like... the real end

I don't call nobody no more
Been sittin' in the dark too long
I been scrollin’ through our texts like it means somethin’
But you gone
And I ain’t been the same since
You said "I need space," now I’m floatin’ in it
I used to pray for us
Now I just pray I wake up

You don’t even know what you did to me
How deep it cut, how much I bleed
I ain't lookin’ for pity
But I been thinkin’
If I ain’t worth livin’ for
Then what’s the reason?

Baby, I feel suicidal
(Suicidal)
Not for attention, it’s survival
(Suicidal)
You was my Bible
Now I’m losin’ faith in everything
Tryna hold on, but it stings
It’s gettin’ hard to breathe
Baby, you was all I need
(Suicidal)

My boys keep callin’ me, I hit decline
Told my mama I'm fine
Lie after lie
You moved on like nothin’
Like I ain’t mean nothin’
Meanwhile I’m here stuck
Starin’ at the ceiling, numb as fuck

I don't need you to say sorry
I just need someone to stop me
‘Cause these thoughts ain’t been quiet
And I been tired of hidin’

Baby, I feel suicidal
(Suicidal)
Not for attention, it’s survival
(Suicidal)
You was my Bible
Now I’m losin’ faith in everything
Tryna hold on, but it stings
It’s gettin’ hard to breathe
Baby, you was all I need
(Suicidal)

You won’t even know if I’m gone
Won’t even check your phone
If I disappear, would you notice?
Would you scroll past my name like I’m just another moment?
I gave you all the best of me
Now I’m left with what’s rest of me

Baby, I feel suicidal
(Suicidal)
Not for attention, it’s survival
(Suicidal)
You was my Bible
Now I’m losin’ faith in everything
Tryna hold on, but it stings
It’s gettin’ hard to breathe
Baby, you was all I need
(Suicidal)
Suicidal

Whoa oh oh
Please know I tried with all my might
You were my reason, my fight
But now…
I’m tired of tryin’
So
If I make it through tonight
Maybe there’s still a fight
But If I
But if I don’t…
Just know I loved you more than life
(Suicidal)

Suicidal

Kiss it better 

[Verse 1] You talk big, but you fold quick— Say sorry with lips, not a guilt trip. Nails long, I don’t throw fits, I just watch you sweat while I silk-slit. Mood rich, body cold like a glacier, Pull up slow, every look wanna taste her. You fumbled a queen? That’s major. Now kiss it better, do me a favour.

[Pre-Chorus] Ooh, yeah, it hurts, don’t it? Now you see what you lost, own it. Bet you miss this drip, don’t lie, You had the throne, now kiss goodbye.

[Chorus] Kiss it better, right where it stings, Beg for the heat while I flex my rings. You want the touch, gotta earn this leather— Broke my heart? Come kiss it better. Kiss it better, slow with the tongue, Talk that talk but you never did run. Now I’m the prize, no pressure— You want redemption? Kiss it better.

[Verse 2] He said "Damn, you cold" — I said "Colder," New man fine, hands all on my shoulder. You still dream of the nights I own, Now I'm booked and busy, fully grown. Put respect when you speak my name, All them lies? That’s a broke boy game. You ain't sorry, you just desperate, So get on your knees and kiss it—desperate.

[Pre-Chorus] Ooh, yeah, it hurts, don’t it? Now you see what you lost, own it. Bet you miss this drip, don’t lie, You had the throne, now kiss goodbye.

[Chorus] Kiss it better, right where it stings, Beg for the heat while I flex my rings. You want the touch, gotta earn this leather— Broke my heart? Come kiss it better. Kiss it better, slow with the tongue, Talk that talk but you never did run. Now I’m the prize, no pressure— You want redemption? Kiss it better.

[Verse 3 – Rap Flow] Yeah— You did dirt, now it’s clean-up time, Gotta pay for the tears with the back of your spine. Whole new vibe, I’m the upgrade choice, And I don’t get played—I raise my voice. Now it’s Birkin steps and attitude heavy, Lookin’ like sin in a dress so deadly. Tried to ghost me, now you haunted, clever— Tell your lil’ ego: kiss it better.

[Chorus – outro] Kiss it better, right where it stings, Beg for the heat while I flex my rings. You want the touch, gotta earn this leather— Broke my heart? Come kiss it better. Kiss it better, slow with the tongue, Talk that talk but you never did run. Now I’m the prize, no pressure— You want redemption? Kiss it better.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Kiss it better

Too deep 

[Verse 1] Baby, baby, when we first locked eyes, Felt like fireworks, no disguise, You was my king, my ride or die, Wrapped in gold, that satin tie.
Then you dipped, left me on read, Heart spun out, crashed in my head, Empty bed, tears I never shed, Got me thinkin’ ’bout all the things you said.
[Pre-Chorus] I ain’t never gonna give it up like that again, You played me cold, switched up on the friend, Only way to heal’s a miracle, babe, But you’re the one who put me in this cage.
[Chorus] Now I’m smokin’ on memories, tryna get clean, Wish I never opened up, never let you in my dreams, Next time you bounce, I ain’t gonna chase, Gonna lock that door, leave you in your place.
Checked into rehab, baby, you my disease, Can’t shake this love, it’s poison in my bloodstream, Checked into rehab, but I’m still on my knees, Baby, you my fever, got me begging, please.
[Verse 2] Crazy how love turn to pain so fast, You was my drug, but I was just your cast, I gave you all, you gave me a mask, Now I’m breaking free, no more falling back.
I was your addiction, you was my curse, Played me like cards, but now I’m first, Gotta detox, gotta break the thirst, Find myself, baby, put you in the dirt.
[Pre-Chorus] I ain’t never gonna give it up like that again, You played me cold, switched up on the friend, Only way to heal’s a miracle, babe, But you’re the one who put me in this cage.
[Chorus] Now I’m smokin’ on memories, tryna get clean, Wish I never opened up, never let you in my dreams, Next time you bounce, I ain’t gonna chase, Gonna lock that door, leave you in your place.
Checked into rehab, baby, you my disease, Can’t shake this love, it’s poison in my bloodstream, Checked into rehab, but I’m still on my knees, Baby, you my fever, got me begging, please.

[Rap Outro] Yeah, AYA said it, now let me tell you how it go, Love’s a battlefield, but I’m the general, so, You played me like a game, like a pawn, no lie, But I’m the queen on this board, watch me rise high.
I detox on these haters, clean from the pain, You my disease? Nah, I’m breakin’ the chain, Used to bleed for you, now I’m bleeding success, Left you in the past, no more stress.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Too deep (Feat. AYA)

Why u
Why u
Why u

I dont know why you left
I dont know why you text

Everyone said you called
I said thank you, next

I dont know what im 
Doing with you

But right now you is a issue
Gotta wipe it down
With a tissue

Personal like deading a issue

….
(Why U)

Thought that i was really bout to
Love you
Thought that i could put 
No one above you


Thought i knew you deep 
From the inside

Now i feel that i am on 
A decline

I dont know which way 
Im gonna go

Push and pull
Like playing tug of rope

One day feeling
Like im on a flat line

Never saw you once 
Do you have time

Do you have time

I dont know why you left
I dont know why you text

Everyone said you called
I said thank you, next

I dont know what im 
Doing with you

But right now you is a issue
Gotta wipe it down
With a tissue

Personal like deading a issue

Slow it down
Baby let me show you how
Im just tryna help
You out

One day your complacent
The next your frustrated
My hearts steady breaking
It aint no replacing it nah


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next

Why you coming back
Calling me on my phone

I dont answer
If i dont
You keep it on

Exercise my life
Cause you wont let me go

Full submission
Tieing me down
By a rope


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next

I dont know why you left
I dont know why you text

Everyone said you called
I said thank you, next

I dont know what im 
Doing with you

But right now you is a issue
Gotta wipe it down
With a tissue

Personal like deading a issue
….
(Why U)

Why u
Why u
Why u


WHY U

“So What” feat. KANDI is a fierce R&B-drill anthem about confidence, freedom, and moving on from a toxic ex. The song begins with her ex questioning her choices, but she shuts him down with one bold reply: “So what.” With a hard-hitting drill beat and smooth R&B melodies, she declares that she doesn’t owe anyone explanations for partying, drinking, or meeting new people. The lyrics celebrate independence and the power of letting go, turning judgment into fuel for self-expression. At its heart, the track is an unapologetic reminder that living your truth is the best answer to anyone’s doubts.

SO WHAT (feat. KANDI)

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