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Wet girl - #038

No More War

[Intro:]
Stay away… stay away…
A shadow stirs where silence screams
Beneath the weight of fractured dreams

[Verse 1:]
You struck like venom, swift and cold
A serpent's grin, deceit retold
Your fleeting light, a masked decay
Dragged my soul in shades of grey
I watched the truth begin to rot
Your every touch, a venomous blot
Now severed clean, this bond decays
I cast you out—
Stay away… stay away…

[Chorus:]
Stay away—you're poison in my veins
The chains are gone, I’ve shed the pain
No plea can mend what you erased
Stay away—forever stay away

[Verse 2:]
You danced with ghosts in liar's light
Each vow you spoke, a sharpened bite
My blinded eyes, they failed to see
The dagger drawn, aimed deep at me
Truth awakened in shattered cries
(Arise! Arise!)
Your hollow heart, my soul’s demise

[Chorus:]
Stay away—you're poison in my veins
The chains are gone, I’ve shed the pain
No plea can mend what you erased
Stay away—forever stay away

[Bridge:]
No more lies, no twisted games
Your pleading voice just fans the flames
This story ends in ash and dust
No trust remains, no love, just rust
I carved the line—you're dead to me
(Stay away—stay away!)
Your ghost will never speak to me

[Chorus:]
Stay away—you're poison in my veins
The chains are gone, I’ve shed the pain
No plea can mend what you erased
Stay away—forever stay away

[Outro:]
Stay away… stay away…
The embers fall, the night turns still
Your shadow fades beyond my will
No hymn remains, no curse, no crown
I rise alone—my dawn is now
Stay away…

Stay Away

My current metal release, enjoy lil Joker's

The Demon's Advocate

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

BEHIND THE SMILE

Hollow Reign

Flesh and Lies

"Silence Breaker" is about the explosive and liberating moment when silence becomes unbearable. It is the sound of chains breaking and walls crumbling, driven by the refusal to live under the shadow of someone else's denial any longer. It is the voice that emerges when one decides that their truth is more important than a toxic peace.

[Intro:]
What will it take to strip it away?
What will it take to strip it away?

[Verse 1]
Easy to stand above the rest,
Pointing fingers, laying blame—
You find comfort in your fortress,
A barricade of endless shame.

Patterns blind your eyes to reason,
Feeding fire with every breath.
Digging deeper, no reflection,
Running from what’s left unsaid.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can you hear the silence screaming?
Guilt in shadows that you hide.
Will you face the truth you’re fearing,
Or will I be the one who’s left behind?
I can’t keep this silence—
I won’t stay confined.

[Chorus]
What will it take to strip it away?
What will it take to strip it away?
I’m done with your poison,
Tired of your reign.
What will it take to strip it away?

[Post-Chorus]
Strip it away— (Strip it away!)
Strip it away— (Strip it away!)

[Verse 2]
You can hide behind your silence,
But the mirror won’t turn away.
You can drown in false compliance,
But your demons won’t obey.

I was blind to my own silence,
Letting fear become my chain—
Now I see the path before me:
Face the fire, purge the pain.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can you hear the silence screaming?
Guilt in shadows that you hide.
I won’t bow to your dominion,
No longer will I stay confined.
I can’t keep this silence—
I will speak my mind.

[Chorus]
What will it take to strip it away?
What will it take to strip it away?
I’m done with your poison,
Tired of your reign.
What will it take to strip it away?
Tell me—what will it take?
What will it take?
What will it take?

[Post-Chorus]
Strip it away— (Strip it away!)
Strip it away— (Strip it away!)
I’m tearing down your walls—
I’m taking back my name.

[Outro:]
What will it take… to strip it away?

Silence Breaker

"Angel in the Dark", the song conveys a sense of inevitability and intimacy with one’s darker side. It’s about confronting what lies beneath the surface—whether it’s shame, desire, or truth—and recognizing that it shapes who you are. The repeated call to "call me" is an invitation to accept this duality rather than fight it, even if it comes at a cost.

[Verse 1]
Call my name when the world’s asleep
In the quiet where shadows creep
Only the night can hear your cries
Only the dark sees through your lies

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never walk alone
I’m the chill inside your tone

[Chorus]
(Call me) Angel in the dark
(Call me) Whisper in your spark
(Call me) When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
(Call me) You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Verse 2]
In the daylight, I wear your face
In your shadow, I leave no trace
The hunter’s born from the prey you knew
Now every road leads back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never walk alone
I’m the ache inside your bones

[Chorus]
(Call me) Angel in the dark
(Call me) Whisper in your spark
(Call me) When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
(Call me) You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Bridge]
You can run but I remain
Blood and shadow, soul and stain
I’m the breath inside your prayer
Say my name — I’m always there

No salvation, no release
I am pleasure, I am peace
You were mine before the spark
You belong to the angel in the dark

[Final Chorus]
Angel in the dark
Whisper in your spark
When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Outro]
(Call me...)
Angel in the dark...
(Call me...)
You know my name...

Angel in the Dark

REVENGE

i should've stayed

New band I’m making called “Nullskin” making late 90’s nu metal tracks

The Only One

Lyrics:

We drift through the air with
All our perception stripped away
Watching all the colors turn to Grey
Where life once stood death will stand
They've built an hourglass and we've become the sand 

I feel it when I'm sleeping
And it haunts me when im awake

I been feeling empty lately
Its like the misery made me weak
Complete, like its what I'd been missing
But I can feel it coming back with every failure
Barely breathing, saying all of my prayers through a crash cart
No control, lost everything I thought I'd known
All alone
We could make this house a home

And i can feel it when im sleeping 
And it haunts me when im awake 
I dont wanna wait til im in the ground
To say everything I should've said when you were around 
So if you're there, if you can hear, if you can hear me now
I will find you through the sound

I swear that you'll be found
I swear that you'll be found 

Dont go without me
Let me see the light with my own two eyes
One last time


Where Life Once Stood

[Intro:]
Saw it in your eyes—before the blade came down.
The lies you stitched still bleed, still drown.
I’ve met the Devil...
He’s kinder than you.

[Verse 1:]
Brace for the blow—it’s closing fast.
Truth cuts deeper than your past.
I carve the names in scars you left—
Your throne’s a tomb, built out of theft.
Your mask is cracked, truth bleeding through.
You buried guilt like it wouldn’t bloom.
You're the frost in every vein.
Now the silence screams your name.

[Pre-Chorus:]
Your fire’s out—just smoke and shame.
I won’t bleed for you again.
Break

[Chorus:]
I SEE THROUGH YOU—YOUR WORDS ALL TWIST!
MORE EVIL THAN GOOD—MY LIFE’S A FIST!
DEVIL’S AT YOUR DOOR—CHOKE ON WHAT YOU WROTE!

[Post-Chorus:]
Choke on it—swallow the flame!
Drown in truth—you forged the blame!
Storm is rising—your crown won’t last!
Truth is metal—and breaks like glass!

[Verse 2:]
You spit your venom, circle lies—
I wear my wounds like armor ties.
You cut deep, but I never dropped—
You cut deep, and I rose up.
I’m what you fear—unbowed, unbent.
Gold turns black—your testament.
Truth’s a blade and I’m its edge.
Say my name... and taste regret.

[Pre-Chorus:]
You said I’d break—but here I stand.
This rage was forged in your own hands.
Break

[Chorus:]
I SEE THROUGH YOU—YOUR LIES ALL BURN!
MORE EVIL THAN GOOD—I’VE EARNED MY TURN!
DEVIL’S GOT YOU NOW—CHOKE IN ENDLESS NIGHT!

[Post-Chorus:]
Burn in pride—your throne’s a shell!
Drown in rust—you built this hell!
False king falls—no one kneels!
Truth don’t beg, it breaks and heals!

[Bridge:]
You swore I’d fail—you watched me bleed.
Now I’m thunder—cracking teeth.
You laughed me down—now hear me rise.
I’m the storm behind your lies.
RISE!

[Final Chorus:]
I SEE THROUGH YOU—YOUR LIES STILL TWIST!
MORE EVIL THAN GOOD—MY FURY PERSISTS!
DEVIL’S GOT YOUR THROAT—YOUR CROWN’S CORRUPT!
CHOKE ON FLAME—WHILE I RISE FROM DUST!
NEVER FORGIVE! NEVER!

[Post-Chorus:]
Choke on pride—truth won't die.
Rage you gave—I wear like light.
Watch me rise—fear me now.
I am the reckoning—you allowed.

[Outro:]
I’ve seen your worst.
I’m still here.
That’s what scares you most.

Ashes and Thrones

Blind

Losing control

“ALIVE Again” is a high-energy, emotionally charged track that blends electronic pop and dance music with uplifting vocals and dynamic production. The song opens with an atmospheric intro that quickly builds into a pulsing rhythm, setting an anthemic tone. A driving beat and layered synths create a sense of urgency and momentum, while the lyrics center around themes of rebirth, resilience, and rediscovery of self.

The vocalist delivers a passionate performance, with a tone that shifts from introspective to empowered as the song progresses. The chorus is a standout, with a soaring melody that feels both liberating and cathartic—like breaking through emotional barriers to reclaim vitality.

Musically, the track leans on rich textures, tight percussive elements, and a powerful drop that makes it club- and festival-ready. Its emotional intensity and celebratory vibe make it ideal for moments of personal victory or reawakening.

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