Lost love, depression and overcoming the pain to become Stronger Than Before

Stronger Than Before

"Fluidity" is a slow immersion into a fluid, cinematic soundscape. Blending ambient, experimental electronica, and textured sound design, each minute invites you to drift deeper.

No rigid beats, no imposed rhythm — just evolving pads, ethereal glitches, and a continuous sense of weightless motion. It’s musical breathing, a moment suspended in space.

💡 Perfect for creating, meditating, or traveling deep within.
🎧 Best experienced on headphones to capture the full subtlety of the mix.

Fluidity

Right Where I Want To Be

Exploration of dealing with our own headspace. Blend of CSN and Peter Gabriel.

Vocals: Will Montgomery & Julie Lavery
Acoustic Guitar: Spencer Brochard
Keyboards: Will Montgomery
Written, Produced and Mixed by Will Montgomery

Barely

Some digs both at Elon being suspected of taking ketamine and the Iran B-2 Bomber Strike, and contemporary corporate HR behavior

Lyrics:

True growth comes from being comfortable with discomfort
Mockery is just the universe's way of keeping our ego in check
Their probing had pinpointed my encumbrance
And had me by the neck
ahh ahh ahh ahh

Men are freest when they are most unconscious of freedom 
And fly no colors at all
Their shout is a rattling of chains, always was
When back against the wall


With trepidity i turned the pages
What he'd said was not for the meek
The best way to cure your nostalgia for the middle ages
Is to shit outside for a week 


They had winkled out my side vocation
Through the free market
In a form of distributed computation
But i felt that i could still dart around 
Any verbal machicolations


HR had me in the fish bowl
Interrogation from dawn to dusk 
Imagine coming down from a k hole
And finding out you're Elon Musk


She started we're not here for manners
And since there's no time to waste
You look like someone who eats bananas
For the shape and not the taste

I retorted bananas betoken
The dietary methodology 
That cellular processing of glucose is broken 
From the onslaught of modern insults to biology

Despite the degree to which this perturbed
She regained her nerve and said very well
It says here you should be in hell
But since you were a backend developer
We will consider that time served

She thundered what I'd done
Was not a smart play
What had gone supercritical with her parishioners
Who ratted me out the other day
Was that I had openly wondered 
If i might not draw better pay as a political prisoner

She bothered to insert the word official
As i was tallying her counter-poises
When sifting through waffling interstitials
You have to listen for these itty bitty noises

She's quite the girl with which to hang
By any available means
I tried to pass her interrobang
Without spilling the beans
But for the unwary
Your mileage may vary
It's best just to keep up with your leafy greens

While extoling her masters' daring
She was wearing me down with her slow rolling 
Since i felt I still had some juice
With her pincer move prepended
I decided to bite first and extended
Low sensitivity control systems will always
Underperform and often produce the 
Opposite effect as intended 


When I got back to my desk
I felt that I'd drained concupiscence to the dregs
Mercifully this was interrupted by my neighbor
Who said
The lion does not concern himself with OSHA regs 


He said one thing from the service stuck with him
The B-2 pilots had a doggerel for when they fly
Real penetration has never been tried
Which doubled as a joke about Communism
And some lady's remembrance of THAT guy 

I had a sneaking admiration
For the ways of this little freak
And contributing to the mystique
Was the ribaldness of his technique


His bluster fell a little flat
I silently wondered if i can
Take lessons on being a man
From a dude who tucks his ears into his hat


He dipped another nacho
And tried to make it look macho
He said they used to call us squares
Then turned up the volume on Rio Bravo


I wondered at his game and thought
She tells her therapist about you
She tells her handlers about me
We are not the same 


The organization's career path
Was a little over sold
Accept the brand new label
And something under the table
And head for the pot of gold
And the ranks of the well-bred
And be led into the library of Babel
By the latent manifold

Real Penetration Has Never Been Tried / Interrobang

Dance in The Fire

Breakups are hard but sometimes it’s part of the bigger plan!

Somethin better.mp3

thank you for your son

Fart School

¿Te dan miedo las ARAÑAS?

"Viví en 2018 en una casa que se destruía poco a poco, cuando se acabó y me mude a un nuevo lugar, los primeros animales que me recibieron fueron las arañas y eran del tamaño de la palma de mi mano. Al principio les gusta esconderse en los sentimientos, en las emociones y cuando se funden con la palabra van más allá de sí mismas".

VIDEO OFICIAL: https://youtu.be/7U8hWawCnqI

ARAÑAS

Arañas, montañas,
Arañas de infancia.

Arañas, tus auras,
Arañas de ansia.

Tiene el alma de un cristal,
Tallado en la piedra.

Arañas, mañanas,
Arañas del Asia.

Es un polvo de azafrán,
Cruce con la selva.
Es la isla, es un mar,
En giros con la tierra.


CRÉDITOS

Sojue Stradac - Símbolos, signos y presentimientos.
Paulino Robles: Fotografía y Vídeo. #FotoBazarTulancingo
Jos Lino Donato: Diseño de Logo.
Producido en 100 Hertz Home Studio por Sojue Stradac.

¡Gracias amigos, es que su poder impulsa!

SIMBOLOS

Arañas

I write songs I can relate to. I find it freeing and I hope I can invoke emotions through rhythm and words. I hope you like what you hear and are willing to share my music with your friends. 

Right Where I Want To Be

Steve Duffie