survivor's guilt EP

survivor's guilt - Rollie Rot

classic 50's tune covered by Brooklyn Shaw n band 

Luke Rathe  
Michael Lashinsky 
Ethan Ayden 
Elliot Bradford
Brooklyn Shaw

Heartbreak Hotel Brooklyn Shaw + Band

Ain’t It Fun is off of Paramore’s Self Titled (2013) album

Ain’t It Fun by Paramore LIVE from Austin City Limits

Rush

Let The Light In - Lana Del Rey (Glastonbury Intro)

Drain You (Nirvana)

The Shape We're In

i think i should go now

cover of waco, texas (demo) by ethel cain. i have never felt anything like the way this song makes me feel

lyrics:
My honey’s heart is blue and a second offbeat
Always tugging at me like he’s running out of daylight
Yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain’t right, ain’t right
Only acting this cool when he’s walking with me
1998 forever and a day
I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see ‘em
I hope we die today
Save me from another late night of red eyes
But then the morning comes
You were there looking for me but I
I was gone, turned my back for a moment and
You had fallen apart

They’ve been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
Selling pages of the times we’ve been waiting on
Now the weight’s too much and I can’t hold you anymore
How much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
Not even the memories are immortal
Terrified on this side of a conversation
A conversation we’ll never come back from
I’ll never live it down if I never get around it
Cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
I liked him cause his rule was do whatever you like and I tried alright
Now I’ll wear these scars for life
I loved you when it hurt inside to
But in the low light
You know I’d do anything for you

You know I’d do anything for you
You know it’s true cause I’ve said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I’d be good to you
Then sat and watched as you walked away from me

Christ is cruel but you're so crueler

waco, texas (ethel cain cover)

Im standing on ocean of happiness 
I cannot baptize myself in 
As darkness descends 
I try to spread my wings 
Like a bat 
Scooping his neck back 
We call him night flyer 
Girl you are to me what a woman should be 
Time is a fragile flame 
As it crumbles in my hand 
And passes quickly to the ground
A new life is born 
The growth of time in memorial may be a new life hereafter 
I dedicate this song to that girl called joy
That I will never meet 
Even though I pray to the bottom of my heart that I will find joy I look into the mirror and only see sadness 
But slowly as the webs clear up arises the phoenix to rise again in richness and in triumph 







Joy 08-31-25 E

62 bpm - nylon strung guitar , slide guitar and vocal. A gothic tale 

Drain You (Nirvana)

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