Hold You

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cigarettes

under

i dont rlly wanna be a part of your suffering
everything i touch it dies and wilts into nothing
is this my curse?
ive had visions since like birth
and i cant seem to shake it
no matter how many hands im shakin
deals im makin-
[memoirs of a junkie]
i dont rlly wanna be a part of your suffering
everything i touch it dies and wilts into nothing
is this my curse?
ive had visions since like birth
and i cant seem to shake it
no matter how many hands im shakin
deals im makin, drugs im takin
i wish i could relapse today
cuz today i hate it (i hate it)

and if i had a xan rn id fuckin take it

april

Hi ! This is the tenth episode of my "Sunday is for Jam" sessions. Always trying to make of it a spontaneous space for simple experimentations and jamming
Today i'm not at home, it's just me, an Ableton Operator, some effects and a small midi keyboard to control all these tiny little things

Original version is on Youtube :
--- https://youtu.be/HprZxuphvT4 ---

I hope you enjoy it, let me know how you feel and have a nice day :)


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Gears :

Akai MPK mini
And some effects in Ableton


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#sundaymood #lazymood #healingmusic #jam #tapebeat #lofi #lofimusic #chillbeats #instrumental  #lofibeats #lofi #chilllofi #chilllofimusic  #chillmusic #lofimusicwithoutlyrics #lofimusicforsleep  #lofimixtape #ambientmusic #ambient #2025 #indiemusic #france #bordeaux #musicforsleep #meditationmusic #synth #indiemusic #musiccreation #psychedelicjourney #electronic

y o u t u b e 

sunday is for jam #10

Written and Produced by Chris Teeter, conversation main character: Austin Gamble

For Your Sake - demo

MY BRAIN CONSUMES ME
IT WILL NEVER LET ME REST 

FUCK THIS WEIGHT ON MY CHEST
ITS A CONSTANT HAUNTING REGRET 

IM CRYING IN SILENCE
NOBODY NEEDS TO HEAR ME
STOP PRAYING FOR HAPPINESS
STOP PRAYING FOR ME

STOP PRAYING FOR HAPPINESS
CUZ IT WILL NEVER APPEAR
OH
NEVER APPEAR
OH
NEVER APPEAR
MY FRIEND
APPEAR
MY FRIEND
APPEAR

MY BRAIN CONSUMES ME

"Beautiful Woman" - Song 13/2025 by Peter Paul Marin aka Kings Cross Music © 2025 - Music & Words & Performance by Peter + Paul + Mr. Marin
#2025yearofartandmusic #Heidelberg #oneandoneandoneisme #newmusic #life #love #emotion #lofi #chordchanger #reallife #homedemo #beat #mantra #country #woman #reallife
Home-Town-Musik :
Peter (Vocals) + Paul (Guitars, Bass) + Mr. Marin (Vocal, Drums) = Kings Cross Music
Since 2020 - Peter Paul Marin (Drummer) has to play all parts of his Songs alone as Peter (Vocal) + Paul (Guitars, Bass, Vocal) + Mr. Marin (Drums, Percussion, Vocal)

lullaby (4 eli)

a cold summer's end

Im with it all

I just want to say something true

insta: swiss_eater

For Your Sake - demo

CHRIS TEETER