OLD FRIENDS TURN TO SNAKES, SO I KEEP THE BLADE ON ME

September....

songs i think go hard

epi cwin

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

Girl I knew this shit would hurt from the very beginning
I thought we would last forever baby, who am I kidding
I don’t talk to other people, I write down what I’m feeling
And I stare at the two bladed fan on my ceiling
That’s the moment I realized that this life has no meaning
It’s the meaning that you give to it that keeps your heart beating
She looked over at me and said that she think that she’s peaking
I look down at my hands and say I don’t think I feel it

I didn’t feel it at all
I wanted to show the world
That you were my only girl
And then it all fell apart
Because it always does
Baby that’s my luck
I just keep doing these drugs
And you still don’t hit me up
Okay

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

plastic lungs *p. genshi*

Caspr - I Nvr Said I Lovd U Wtf Lmao

when im not there *p. sammael*

Ghostemane - Plague Doctor Mask [Chopped & Screwed] By SUS PhiXioN

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Ghostemane - Plague Doctor Mask [Chopped & Screwed] PhiXioN

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Lil Raven & Lil Tracy - New (prod. Captain Crunch & BigHead)

Coldhart - Out In LA feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal

produced by 9TAILS

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I just need to find myself
I cannot take this fuck shit
faking like friends just to chase new wealth
don't stop if they gotta cheat, steal, sell
I smell that aura
eyebrows melt
way too strong
couldn't match the scent if I was smoking top shelf

eyes bright red
and they green like elf
will so strong when my mind so gone
scratch plans like feral cats
make new jingles like ferrell elf
wrestlemania title belt
when it comes to doing it by myself
I don't feel to hot in my mental
but I write as my outer self
bowl piece full of pot on the menu
my methods are killing my health
I'm overworking myself
I'm low on stories to tell
I started searching for topics inside of me
I tend to pick on myself
I tend to beat on myself

I been willingly naive
to the operation of the earth
people lining up to guide me
like their own life don't work
feel like dirt
when they mass reply me, fry me,
tell me to get back to work
mans still sad and he needs my words
lately they would take it all except my shirt
except my tee
killing myself with the do re mi
this music bleeds
it's what I need
what I need

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I don't speak well
I don't text well
I don't love well
searching for a time
when I had memory for storage
nah
like a careful thief
it never rings a bell
what was life before the smoke smell
before the yellow spit
I hear the lunch bells
talking way back
lunch packed
stuffed inside of my scooby-doo knapsack
throwback
flashbacks

in my dreams I guess I'm missing that
I'm the same me as that child
it's just not as hype now everytime Santa's back
life got whack
times changed time flew so much faster past
reach out grab my hand
one wrong move you're on your ass
fuck the facts
sometimes we just want our feelings backed
I'm never laxed
mind been way too active to even think of rest

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I know you hate me
and I don't blame you
yuh

thankyou for listening

late pm

much too young *p. crcl*

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all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

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production

idealism: @idealismus

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nayz: @nayztheone

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better days (prod. hateful)

T2(2017)

ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

produced by LCS and Silent Fresh

mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

thankyou for listening

proud of me (prod. LCS & Silent Fresh)

lil raven - love sick (prod. helix & falsecut)

Soon As I (prod Fifty Grand & Angelus)

screaming into the void of nothingness
111

burnout

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


follow @yungxwater <3333

damn that's crazy, anyways i'm sad w/ 💕Wat3r💕 (prod. discent)

This is just the account I listen to music on, Heres where i release songs \/

Caspr - I Nvr Said I Lovd U Wtf Lmao

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