I look in the mirror i fucking hate it
I cant stand it im losing patience
I'm a fucking failure hated by my parents
I'm a fucking failure deadname was T-
[Lyrics]
I hate who i am not who i wanna be
The way i was born i never felt was me
Every thing i do followed by apologies
I am such a burden I wish i was burning 
These drugs, they so toxic
They dont really help idk why I cab't stop it
Use it as an escape from all this nonsense
Can't talk to my dad cuz all his views are out of pocket 
You sipping pink, I'm sippin cups of pain
I'm in none of my family\s picture frames
I stay acting silly to try to cope with life its lame
I stay acting silly to try to cope with life its lame

Deadname

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NEVER	

xxxtentacion - NEVER

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art by eddy atoms

i fuck up everything but just see how long i'll stay mad at everyone
yeah i fuck up everything and i always blame everybody but myself
i do whatever setting myself up for failure is just how i tend to have fun
yeah im slime and sleaze im really not so hard to please i just want to be loved by everyone

my whole body feels like a clenched fist
la la la la la la la la la
my whole body feels like complete shit
la la la la la la la la la

but with my perfect judgement everything i do is right
so pure hearted in this awful world why do i even try
who knows what you think about me, felt so shitty yesterday
why do i even bother when i know i will again today

i fuck everything up
me i me i me me i me me i me i

iim so sick of thinking that things will be ok
that my life will be fine someday
it's been fucking years that ive been stuck in one place
i'll always be here because its me that wrong with me

Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

Mix/Mastered: Suni Vega

Prod 
Suni Vega

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

Got all these pending decisions 
Stuck with a vision still sick of my living 

I'm giving myself to the world 
That keeps binding and tearing and breaking 
I'm ripping apart 
Don't compare me to you

Drawing my line, pounding my addy's I'm still doing fine
Spitting my bars i can fuck up a rhyme 
I can do this i do this the world is all mine 
In my head its the truth 

A diamond compressed numbing the pain 
That still beats in my chest i 
Pretend thats its good, but i blend with the rest 
If i could change a thing 
Take me back to my head 
Told the doc its my mood 

Could it be this? lost in the moment 
I breathe with the hiss 
They care when you're gone 
And they love when you're pist
Stick myself in the ground 
So i don't hear
Hear them bitch oh

Light Dark Shadows They
Bring back purity but souls won't 
Find their way we'll lose our home

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

No

I just wanna die every sign tells me why I'm alive but I'm physco

Fuck You (Prod. Suni Vega)

Prod. By: https://soundcloud.com/foreigngotem

baby if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile
I think to much
it's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
my life feels like a game
with snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho x2
I don't know how to hide it
my memories divided
if only I could get out my head
and see inside it

a whole new perspective
my soul was neglected
bomb on my heart
like was it her objective
torn into pieces
my strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
cause these thoughts leave me speechless

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

and you won't last a mile
your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
you couldn't love me
no matter if you tried to
if someone told you different
then just know your being lied to

fuck life fuck you
driving fast hit the gas
imma dust you
shedding tears
as I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

tell her stay clear
running for my life
cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
everybody be the same here

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

Deadname

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