aftertheparty ~ snippets, throwaways

I want peace

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🎈aftertheparty🎈

this is a song about butter and dairy products in general


i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life

fuck your friends
they don't want to hear what i'm 'bout to say to you
come here ill give a clue
they'll be laughing up
they'll say get a room so we'll go and get a room
already it planned it
and i'm off a pill
when you whisper in my ear it's like asm
are you with it too?
you say that you are
well baby that's pretty fucking good for me
and that's great for you

i don't butter up
i don't lie
i'm the most fucking perfect guy
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
know you wanna catch me out, you can try

you can try
you can try

butter

Moon (ft. FOURIA)

and im too gone to know if im okay

so close my eyes and keep my mind opaque 
you like my smile, i love to look away
and some will come, all will go away
and the sun will come, i'll just go away

what i don't
is all i want

opaque

a song for a girl


my body shakes
my place, your place
it's your choice, your face
your skin, your hair
it's all over me
over me
and i finally found somewhere to be
and you act surprised when i said that thing

i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded

and the ocean talks, the waves you breathe
and the currents strong, swept away from me
and i finally found some land at sea
but i swam away to you in the deep
and i want your face, your skin, your hair all over me
over me
and i finally found you underneath
and you pull me in until i start to breathe

i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded
i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded

surrounded (2021)

i felt it all
nowhere to go now
i felt it all

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, i just

so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting up
i want you waiting for
so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting for
i want you waiting for

push through the pain
peel through the past
cortisol pump
running through a pack
running through a check
running through a bag
i can feel the difference in you when you act
i can feel the distance when you're coming back
i can feel the tension picking up the slack
i wanna get high, i wanna get fucked
i wanted this but now i want that
i wanted you close and now i'm alone
pushing away the people who stayed
the people who cared, the people who made me
taking the difference and counting down lately
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes

nowhere to go
nowhere to go

everything

aftertheparty ~ 1.2 (Want, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 2.8 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 4.11 (Unreleased, Snippet)

7UP

go ahead do it pussy, know you fucking wont
i've been off this purple, off this fucking dope
yeah i'm back off 30's i just fucking float
this a 42 pushing through the coat

pill feels like a hug 
like im in this 60's
i can feel the love 
this shit pure no cuts
i'm just having fun now

20/20 vision
seeing through this shit like its 7up
like i got a barcode on my head cause i might kill them all
i thought that i told you, i guess not, you are not involved
i thought that i told you pour that in, make that shit revolve
i thought that i told you i can't split that up no à la carte
i know that i ghosted honestly i just don't have the heart
keyless shit i hop in push the brake the only way it start
keyed up shit OB just got me chalked up like im fucking bart
money shit i pass my phone and tell her scroll and add to cart
you not shit we know that's some DH that's not no audemars
acting up we know you're bitch now shut up and go play your part
bitch im on my time i pop that back thats why im going hard

you can't be for real dog, you can't be for real
we got beef for real dog, we've gotta be for real
we eat what we kill dog, eyes thats in the hills

go ahead do it pussy, know you fucking wont
i've been off this purple, off this fucking dope
yeah i'm back off 30's i just fucking float
this a 42 pushing through the coat

BREATHE

only getting worse, i just can't let this shit breathe
only getting worse, i just can't let this shit breathe
only getting worse, i just can't let this fucker breathe
and i tried to let it go but i can't leave it be
wish i was a better man but i can't find no peace
i just gotta iron out whatever got me creased
even if i'm fucking dead you're gonna need a priest
and i read that shit so clear is that why you booked?
you've just been so idle with it so i'mma come and look
and you got me all worked up so now im fucking hooked
and i feel like gordon keep this heat up 'til its cooked

aftertheparty ~ 3.16 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 1.10 (Unreleased, Snippet)

......................................readyup

She wants high notes
I'm hitting low notes
She want gold when it's silver, and platinum when its gold
She wants high notes
Oh she wants something from me when I have it she don't want it
She wants high notes

It's so hot and cold
It's like "Okay, wait, no, yes, wait, no"
She'll be begging to stay, but she really wanna go
I can't keep up no more baby I'm running on low
I'm running on empty
I'm running through broken glass bleeding my bare feet
It's all for you baby
You've been like calling my phone sounding crazy
I feel the same lately
Jaded you want me to leave it alone
But then you debate me
Telling me everything that I did wrong
Saying you hate me

You don't know what you want no more, but do you though?
You don't know who you love no more, but do you though?
You don't know who to trust no more, but do you though?
You tell me that you want high notes, but do you though?

She wants high notes
I'm hitting low notes
She want gold when it's silver, and platinum when its gold
She wants high notes
Oh she wants something from me when I have it she don't want it
She wants high notes

high notes[prod by aftertheparty]

I cant have the same conversation
Lotta people new, they don't talk the same
Lotta new faces, they don't look the same
Lotta new money, now they act different
Lotta people want it they don't have the vision
I just cut a line and I do division
I've been on time like due diligence
This is all, this is all.

This is all they want from me from me
They don;t give a fuck about me about me
They just wanna count my money money
This is all they want from me from me

I can't have the same conversation
Hard to look at you with two faces
Hard to look at you, need replacing
They just watch my move then they chasing
Its so easy, watch them watch them ride my wave
Its so easy, watch them watch them come my way
I cant feel them, no no no no, no no way 
I just wanna runaway like runaway oh yeah
I'm not one to runaway but they act like I owe them
These are not open doors, I already closed them
This is all they want from me and I know that.

This is all they want from me from me
They don't give a fuck about me about me
They just wanna count my money money
This is all they want from me from me

same conversation [prod. by aftertheparty]

sorry it's been so long.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5BTIuoLO20tBe9DBVooLqN
apple: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/numb-single/id1252086345

I'm different now
Pill poppin' got me feelin visceral
Melancholy girl tell me where you're from
Why the fuck should I smile I'm barely on

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Do this 'till you're fucking on with me.
Leave it behind it's all gone 
If you really wanna let it go
Let it.
You wanna feel something and that's fine.
You gon' let him swallow up your pride?
You can come with me and just ride
We can do this till the night end
Cigarettes and pills burn your eyes
You can take off your disguises
He ain't worth the tears that you cry
All you wanna do is get high
That's okay, lets get high.

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Same kick with a new bass
Same bitch with a new face
Same dish with a new plate
Cookie cutter that's the new way
New friends think they knew me
Old friends act a new way
I've been getting it the hard way
They gon' find out the hard way
When she call me baby hit her with the plan b, and that's plan a
Car straight from Japan, hands free but ignore when she call me
I can't depend on nobody and everything that I've been doing it's all me.
Who the fuck gonna stall me.
Who the fuck gonna stop me.

I've been numb.
I've been on.

Apple Music

numb [prod. by aftertheparty]

aftertheparty 2.20

Astrothunder but you're in the bathroom at a party

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
not making amends
dealing in arms

this not your fault, say it once
this not your fault, say, it is
fires in eyes flood in us
cracks in the sky pulling up

i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts
i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
wake up your friends
bullets for fun
wake up your friends
bullets in guns

aftertheparty ~ 4.11 (Unreleased, Snippet)

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