aftertheparty ~ snippets, throwaways

🎈aftertheparty🎈

Aftertheparty playlist

this is a song about butter and dairy products in general


i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life

fuck your friends
they don't want to hear what i'm 'bout to say to you
come here ill give a clue
they'll be laughing up
they'll say get a room so we'll go and get a room
already it planned it
and i'm off a pill
when you whisper in my ear it's like asm
are you with it too?
you say that you are
well baby that's pretty fucking good for me
and that's great for you

i don't butter up
i don't lie
i'm the most fucking perfect guy
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
know you wanna catch me out, you can try

you can try
you can try

butter

and im too gone to know if im okay

so close my eyes and keep my mind opaque 
you like my smile, i love to look away
and some will come, all will go away
and the sun will come, i'll just go away

what i don't
is all i want

opaque

a song for a girl


my body shakes
my place, your place
it's your choice, your face
your skin, your hair
it's all over me
over me
and i finally found somewhere to be
and you act surprised when i said that thing

i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded

and the ocean talks, the waves you breathe
and the currents strong, swept away from me
and i finally found some land at sea
but i swam away to you in the deep
and i want your face, your skin, your hair all over me
over me
and i finally found you underneath
and you pull me in until i start to breathe

i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded
i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded

surrounded (2021)

i felt it all
nowhere to go now
i felt it all

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, i just

so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting up
i want you waiting for
so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting for
i want you waiting for

push through the pain
peel through the past
cortisol pump
running through a pack
running through a check
running through a bag
i can feel the difference in you when you act
i can feel the distance when you're coming back
i can feel the tension picking up the slack
i wanna get high, i wanna get fucked
i wanted this but now i want that
i wanted you close and now i'm alone
pushing away the people who stayed
the people who cared, the people who made me
taking the difference and counting down lately
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes

nowhere to go
nowhere to go

everything

aftertheparty ~ 1.2 (Want, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 2.8 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 8.5 (End, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 3.16 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 1.10 (Unreleased, Snippet)

freelease1

aftertheparty - Revenge (Slowed)

aftertheparty - Bargain (Slowed)

aftertheparty - Reflection (Slowed)

Lose

aftertheparty - lose (slowed + reverb)

aftertheparty 2.20

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
not making amends
dealing in arms

this not your fault, say it once
this not your fault, say, it is
fires in eyes flood in us
cracks in the sky pulling up

i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts
i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
wake up your friends
bullets for fun
wake up your friends
bullets in guns

Cosmic

aftertheparty ~ 8.5 (End, Snippet)

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