Lyrics by chat gpt
Made with looper on bandlab
Sadboy rap

Intro (spoken, deadpan but slick)
Yeah…
Ash on my jeans…
Despair in the air…

Verse 1
Shawty wanna vibe with a ghost in the night,
Chrome on my waist, neon glow in the light,
Glitch in my veins, code drip, parasite,
I’m the villain in the cut, no cape, take flight.

Yeah, sip slow when the moonlight bleed,
Shadow in the mirror but it still ain’t me,
Money in my pocket, pain on repeat,
All black fit with the chrome white teeth.

Hook (catchy bounce)
Despair on my back, I don’t care, I don’t care,
Drip too clean with the ice cold stare,
Glitch my soul, neon smoke in the air,
Ash on my jeans, yeah life ain’t fair.

Verse 2
Ghost ride coupe with the bassline heavy,
Eyes low red, heart cold like Chevy,
Underground sound, make the whole scene edgy,
I ain’t never play safe, lil boy, stay ready.

Dark thoughts spin like a disc on loop,
Life on pause, but the pain still shoots,
Flex in the void with the all-black troops,
Dead star shine when I slide through groups.

Hook 2
Despair in my lungs, I don’t care, I don’t care,
Code in my blood, yeah it leak everywhere,
Glitch my soul, neon smoke in the air,
Ash on my jeans, yeah life ain’t fair.

Verse 3
Yeah, digital drip when I surf through pain,
Lost in the glitch, still I carve my name,
Static in the brain but the flow insane,
I’m the echo in the void, can’t play this game.

Hollow with the eyes but the pockets stay fat,
Love turn cold, can’t bring that back,
Chrome on my teeth when I bite that track,
Despair in my chest, yeah I live like that.

(Hook 3) 

Hook 2
Despair in my lungs, I don’t care, I don’t care,
Code in my blood, yeah it leak everywhere,
Glitch my soul, neon smoke in the air,
Ash on my jeans, yeah life ain’t fair.

Outro (whispery / deadpan)
Ash on my jeans…
Yeah, despair in my veins…
I don’t care, I don’t care…

Despair.m4a

Lyrics by chat gpt
Made with sampler on bandlab
Sadboy rap

[Intro]
Yeah, static in my brain, can’t think straight, uh
Lights flash, glitch mode, I elevate, yeah

[Verse 1]
Static in my brain, like a broken screen glow,
Voices in my head, but I still steal the show,
Anime drip, yeah I walk like JoJo,
Big stepper, flex clean, call me dojo.

Phone blowin’ up, but I ghost like Danny Phantom,
Shawty think she bad, but I’m way too random,
Carti on the aux, bass kick—watch it tantrum,
Every bar electric, shock wave when I land ’em.

[Hook]
Static in my brain, yeah it loopin’ on repeat,
Thoughts glitchin’ out, but my flow still elite,
Purple haze vibes when I slide through the street,
1nonly type bounce, yeah they can’t compete.

[Verse 2]
Glitch boy drip, whole fit holographic,
I don’t need luck, boy, my life cinematic,
Crossin’ up lanes like I’m playin’ through traffic,
Static in my brain, every thought automatic.

Lights flash fast, see the world in delay,
Voices in my skull but they tell me I’m okay,
Numbers runnin’ up, check the plays by the day,
I’m the glitch in the system, they don’t know what to say.

[Verse 3]
Brain full of static, but the wallet stay clear,
Shawty on my line, but the signal disappear,
Pop up on the screen like a jump-scare fear,
Every bar sharp like a katana to the ear.

Glitch in my aura, I be phasin’ through the walls,
I don’t ever trip, boy, I’m breakin’ all the laws,
Static in my brain, but the flow never stalls,
Shawty wanna ride, but she scared of the falls.

⸻

[Verse 4]
Yeah I glitch when I move, see the frame skip fast,
All gas, no brakes, I ain’t built to come last,
Static in my thoughts, but the bands stack cash,
Anime girl textin’, tryna meet—hard pass.

Purple tint lens, see the world through a filter,
Life on repeat, but my stats only bigger,
Whole game froze when I touch, cold shiver,
I’m the bug in the code, but the system still delivers.

⸻

[Verse 5]
Static in my brain, let it echo in the void,
Fake friends talk, but they bots unemployed,
808s hit, whole city get destroyed,
Yeah I’m glitchin’ in the matrix, Neo-type boy.

Cartoon chain, yeah it shine like Toonami,
Static in my head, but the drip still tsunami,
Shawty talk sweet, tryna play origami,
But I fold her quick, then I ghost—no Tsunade

Staticinmybrain

Lyrics assisted by chat gpt
Made on sampler on bandlab
Sadboy rap

[Verse 1]
Walk in with a dead bitch, ash in my lungs, I ain’t feelin’ shit
Crush my life, Xanax in the grip, movin’ real slow, driftin’ infinite
Yeah I’m lonely, colder than the dirt,
Put my pain in a verse, watch it bleed, let it hurt

⸻

[Verse 2]
I’m dyin’ lately, hate this pain, fuck this void
Screamin’ to the high hells, demons in my voice
Yeah, fuck this job, fuck this life, fuck this choice
Every day the same noise, can’t escape, can’t rejoice

⸻

[Chorus / Verse 3]
Screamin’ in the night, lake deep, yeah I sink
Brick on my foot, drag me down, let me think
Yeah this pain is awful, I been drownin’ in it raw
A coffin in the water, yeah that’s all I ever fucking saw

[Verse 4]
Yeah, walk in with no life in me, hollow in the chest, misery my symphony
Screamin’ to the night, tryna reach high hells,
High as a kite, only way I rid myself

⸻

[Verse 5]
Yeah, hate this, fuck hate, hate the pain, hate the fame
Fuck this life, ain’t nothin’ but a cage
Screamin’ ‘til I’m cryin’, tears mixin’ with the rain
Demons in my veins, only thing that ever stayed

⸻

[Verse 6]
Yeah, hatin’ this life, I just want it to end
Goodbye, good riddance, middle finger to my friends

(Outro/mini talking)

“…fuck it…
walk in with nothin’ but the thought of dyin’ on repeat…
nobody listen when the silence louder than me…
don’t tell me it’s okay, that shit don’t fix nothin’…”

[Chorus / Verse 7/outro]
Screamin’ in the night, lake deep, yeah I sink
Brick on my foot, drag me down, let me think
Yeah this pain is awful, I been drownin’ in it raw
A coffin in the water, yeah that’s all I ever fucking saw

Walkinwitha.m4a

Lyrics assisted by chat gpt
Made on sampler on bandlab
Sadboy rap

(Mini talking / intro — spoken, reverb, distant synth)
“In the woods, far from home — there’s a kid who can’t breathe.
Would you save him? Or watch him learn how to burn?”

(Verse 1 — deadpan, low)
Stressed to the bøne, feel the cold through my shirt,
Hate this life, hate this voice, taste the rust and the dirt.
Crying at midnight, eyes glassed, nothing to gain,
Pocket full of paper prayers, everything’s stained.
Fuck this script, fuck the light, I walk with my pain,
Repeat like an echo — numb is the only thing that’s sane.

(Pre-hook ad-lib — whispered, doubled)
(yeah… too much… too much)

(Verse 2 — clipped triplets, faster on last lines)
Yeah yeah, ah — all these nights sound identical,
Ay ay, ay — heartbeat tactical, cynical.
Pain got a flavor like metal on my tongue,
Too much for a boy with a mouth wired wrong.
I fold up my feelings like letters I never send,
Act like I’m fine, then pretend ’til I bend.

(Verse 3 — open, pleading)
I just wanna get better, better, better, better,
Tryna stitch my chest up with whatever’s left, whatever.
No matter what I do I’m stuck in the gutter,
Hands in my pockets, breath like the shutter.
It’s too much — the loop keeps spinning me back,
A broken clock heartbeat, time’s under attack.

(Verse 4 — smoky, resigned)
So much to handle, pile it up, stack it high,
Deal with the ache, smoke it off, watch the ghosts fly.
But smoke is a liar — it hides then it bites,
Makes the dark louder, steals the soft lights.
I inhale the quiet, exhale the worst,
Medicine or madness — swallow it first.

(Verse 5 — raw, catalog of feelings)
Just wanna heal but the feeling’s hollow,
Terror in my chest where the air used to follow.
Anxiety chewin’ on the edges of my mind,
Depression like wallpaper — peeling in time.
Hate the noise, hate the void, hate the hole in my heart,
Tried to sew it up but everything rips apart.

(Verse 6 — chorus energy, scream into the night)
This pain’s too much — too much, too much, too much,
Yeah yeah yeah — break the crown, lose the touch.
Screaming to the night, blood on my skin,
Neon rain on my face, let the dark swim in.
Ay ay ay — I’m loud when the world goes dim,
Ash in the cup, last light on the brim.

(Verse 7 — unraveling, flowy)
Yeah I’m lost in my head, don’t know where to go,
Losing my home, losing grip on my soul.
Sanity slipping, it’s gone with the smoke,
Wishing away pain but the wish always broke.

(Verse 8)
Yeah fuck this shit, I just wanna quit,
Pain too real, I’m sick of this hit.
Too much, too much, weighing me down,
I scream at the sky but it don’t make a sound.

(Verse 9 — sad-boy outro vibe)
Yeah I’m sick of the night, I just wanna sleep,
Slipping in a coma, sinking down deep.
Tired of the pain, goodnight fuckers, I’m gone,
Fade with the beat, let the world move on.

Right Nøw

Lyrics by chat gpt 
Made on looper on bandlab
Sadboy rap

(Verse 1)
Yeah, 2017 on the lock screen glow
Back when I thought I’d never lose control
Skate vids, ripped jeans, camera on my soul
Now I scroll through the past, it don’t feel whole

(Verse 2)
Yeah, no face tats, just pain in my chest
Sippin’ Arizona cans, tryna cope with the stress
Hit record on a dream, didn’t care ‘bout the rest
Now the world moved on, I’m a ghost in a vest

(Verse 3)
Late nights in the basement, cracked iPhone light
Talkin’ ‘bout forever like forever felt right
Now I’m lookin’ in the mirror, can’t recognize the sight
2017 died, and I died that night

(Verse 4)
Yeah the vlog edits fade, so did all of my friends
We was talkin’ ‘bout beginnings, now it’s all dead ends
Back when heartbreak was a song, not a life I pretend
Now I bury every feeling, never learn to mend

(Verse 5)
Back when views didn’t matter, only truth in the lens
When the laughs came easy and the love made sense
Now it’s filters and fakes, and my soul’s on the fence
I’d give anything to go back, even just for a glimpse

(Verse 6)
Ripped hoodies in the rain, headphones too loud
We was nobodies together but damn we were proud
Now it’s silence and screens, yeah, I’m lost in the crowd
2017’s gone, can’t bring it back now

(Verse 7)
I still text old numbers, even know they won’t reply
I still replay the moments, still ask myself why
All the joy that we had turned to smoke in the sky
And I’m stuck in the past, let the future pass by

(Verse 8)
I’m just ash in the wind, yeah the spark disappeared
Back when I had a purpose, now it’s drowned in the tears
2017 still calls me, I can still feel it near
But I wake up to nothing — just the weight of the years

(Verse 9)
Yeah, the screen cracked twice but I never did care
All we needed was a beat and some midnight air
Now the silence is loud, and the room feels bare
All the faces I loved — they’re just ghosts that stare

(Verse 10)
We were kids with a spark, yeah the future felt bright
Now I’m numb to the days and alone through the nights
Every laugh that we shared turned to tears that I fight
Every wrong that I did still don’t feel like it’s right

(Verse 11)
I remember the calls, how we’d talk ’til the dawn
Now I stare at the phone, but the feeling is gone
2017 was a world I was happy upon
Now I’m stuck in a loop where the pain drags on

(Verse 12)
Yeah, the tape kept rolling while the seasons all changed
We were young and naive, never thought we’d feel strange
Now I’m breaking myself just to feel something again
Still the memories cut deeper than any of the pain

(Verse 13)
Every playlist I hear is a time capsule hit
Every lyric a wound I can’t seem to forget
We were bound by a bond that the years came to split
Now I’m left with the ashes of a life I once lived

2017

Lyrics by chat gpt 
Made on looper on bandlab
Sadboy rap

Verse 1
Yeah, staring at my phone, these old pics keep hauntin’ me
Back when nights were ours, and life felt like a movie scene
Skateboards on wet streets, hoodies soaked in rain
Laughin’ at dumb shit, now it’s just a memory in pain

Verse 2
Yeah, I remember Block City vibes, mixtapes on repeat
Sneakers scuffed up, hearts heavy, no one could compete
Windows rolled down, yelling at the wind, feeling free
Now I scroll alone, trapped in nostalgia, it’s killin’ me

Verse 3
Yeah, the nights felt endless, lost in the dark and the beats
Every friend had a story, every corner had heat
Spray cans, broken dreams, laughter that echoed loud
Now it’s just me and my shadow, lost inside the crowd

Verse 4
Yeah, I miss the crashes, the fights, the late night drives
Old phone screens cracked, but the memories survived
Ash on my jeans, blood on my heart, still I reminisce
Every moment we burned, every first kiss we missed

Verse 5
Yeah, the glow of streetlights, that cheap beer in our hands
Screaming into nothing, making time understand
Now it’s echoes and ghosts, playing in loops in my brain
Wish I could go back, even if only for pain

Verse 6
Yeah, late night calls, secrets we swore to keep
Trading our souls for laughs, losing sleep for the streets
Now it’s just texts and ghosts, memories on repeat
Fighting the urge to cry, but I let it bleed discreet

Verse 7
Yeah, flip the vinyl back, let the static remind
Of the days we were kings, but left the crown behind
Everything faded, colors turned to gray
But I chase that feeling, even if it slipped away

Ghostsof2020

AshMøde

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