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save me (single)

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sadboy rap

(Intro)
Yeah… thought it was love, thought it was real
Now it’s just ash in my lungs, nothing I feel
Yeah…

(Verse 1)
Never thought I’d cry again after meeting you
Told myself I’m numb but the pain bled through
Thought I found the one, thought the curse was gone
But the same old scars keep dragging on

(Verse 2)
Pulled me from the dark, razor in my wrist
Cup full of poison, pain don’t coexist
Not enough strength, not enough light
But in your eyes I swore I seen life

(Verse 3)
Love how you touch me, bleeding finally stopped
Motherly embrace made my cold heart lock
Scars on my skin, you traced ‘em like art
Told me “you’re alive” when I fell apart

(Verse 4)
Grab the loaded gun, put the barrel on me
Said if I die, then you dying with me
Unless you’ll stay with me for the rest of my time
I don’t wanna breathe if you’re not by my side

(Verse 5)
Yeah I love you, you saved me from the grave
You cared for me, loved me, pulled me out the haze
Healed the pain, the agony, the torture I wore
Gave me something worth living for

(Verse 6)
“Wanna grab food?” she smiled, said sure
Nice dinner, ate heavy, I was craving her more
Every bite, every laugh, stitched my scars
For the first time I ain’t felt apart

(Verse 7)
Nothing could ruin this, nothing ever will
So I thought, walking out, hearts standing still
Said good night, fell asleep, bodies intertwined
Dreamed of forever, she was mine

(Verse 8)
Woke up cold, her chest didn’t rise
The one woman who loved me, gone overnight
Her motherly heart just stopped, no goodbye
Now I’m screaming at the ceiling — alone a g a i n, why?