and i caught myself slipping
slipping slipping in the water again
i find myself trying to figure out
how to fit in
how to be like u how to be like them
i can barely breathe
im drowning
ay i dont know if i ever gonna pass
i question who i am inside
im runnin runnin running away
i keep running running running hey hey hey
hey i wouldnt wait for u to call me
hey i wouldnt wait for u to call me
i wont wait for u anymore
im standing in the empty kitchen
i can feel the chains i can feel their weight
im holding my breath for one second
im telling u that i wont give in
theres one thing u promised me
the love u never gave to me
im holding out everyday
u told me it would be okay
but everyday ur staring at me
and i start running running running
i am running running running
i am running running hey hey hey
hey hey hey i wouldnt wait
hey i wouldnt wait for you to come to me
hey hey hey
i wouldnt wait and you dont love me
hey hey hey
hey hey
i wouldnt wait for you to call me back
hey hey hey i wouldnt wait for you to call me on the phone
after all these nights
i wished i didnt wonder why
the feelings you said you gave
i dont wanna think more
all these things i lost to the core
everyday u wanted something more
from me i cant be happy
when u dont love me
i dont wanna be alive
hey im looking at the core
i swear i dont want u to walk at the door
but u keep spewing ur lies i dont know what ur doin
hey hey hey i wouldnt wait

runnin (saint mike)

butterfly wings

angel rose (2020)

yeah
i made it connect
die now
to live or live to make it back
waited so long
two may give, i'll make it back
it's sideways to be you
here we go

dancing on my halo
slow, in tune
man, if only words could describe it
i'd fit them all in
just say what you're thinking
I know you're old enough to guess
this angel's called armageddon
she's lost again
i'm lost again

Dancing on my Halo

YOU'RE STRANGE

true to life, but real as fiction
i fix my eyes to the sky
and watch as it all unwinds

wandering soul without conviction
idly standing by 
as your hopes and your dreams unwind

all your conclusions raised more questions
your charm might wither with time 
on your commute to your 9 to 5

are you content with this existence? 
the void grows deeper inside 
while you sit back and feel yourself unwind.

Unwind

Getaway

rainbow music

memory storage

Same breeze

running away running away running away anymore
how dont i stay how dont i stay how do i get thru the door
running away running away running away anymore
my phone died and i got lost on my way to the candy store
and i’m still looking
so close to finally freezing i thought that i couldn’t 
i knew that i knew that i lied
how could you trust me? well fuck thats not what i’ve been asking
whats it like to be honest? i’m so far from it all

secondary gain to crush
you’ve felt that pain and i blushed
i lost all control this week
it slipped out from my hands to the sink
i dont know where the drain cover went
its far down that pipe now my energies bent
from running and running and running from dread
gets stuck in the deep dry cracks in my head
fuck lead shit spit pound bed.. i cant stand the things that she said
i’m led and i know that i’m sick
its something that cannot be solved with a dick
its something that you should be meaner about 
i dont know why i sit here in a self-fucked drought
but this note in my laptop growing
the only thing i can feel like i’m holding
i’ve felt that pain, but the pain that’ll make me change is coming (x2)
and i came, and he didnt
and the rest is still unwritten
i can’t keep living like this
if i could chose then tonight would be it
and maybe if i finish writing this song
i could feel so much less wrong
whats inside my head whats outside
the difference is swollen and tongue tied

why do these things come together so perfect like this
and i still feel like a bitch
ive lost track of my environment
but i still find a way somehow to ditch

Slump Buster Beef

recorded this track on my cousins piano in mexico during the same trip i had created Oro. lots of love and soul poured into this one.

creces feliz

New EP coming very soon! Insta: @castl.castl

YOU'RE STRANGE

CASTL

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