Time lapse of a flower in bloom decaying, with the flower at its highest superimposed. It’s like you stabbed my brain with that image through my ear holes. Good Shit. 

I've literally just downloaded the SoundCloud app to have access to this song

This is amazing i was just feeling so tired lately and this came up. so happy to found this masterpiece.

Flowers, dying (demo)

before (demo)

sand in my shoes

box song - maisie saganic

music box

molly - jordy searcy cover

i’ve become obsessed again
i’m finding things i thought i’d forget
foolish me, i really thought i’d move on from these things

what did i do?
how did i get here?
i closed my eyes on the highway out of pure fear
then i crashed into you

tell them about when we met
our story sounds better when it comes from your lips
tell them it was all my fault
i fled the scene when you stole my heart

the first time you touched me
how did you mean it?
i went to bed that night thinking you were thinking about it too
then i crashed into you

the first time you told me you loved me,
i was off
a hit and run
you called the cops 
i sat and i cried
then i drive down the highway
i blacked out then ended up parked at your old place
air bags were blown and front end was smashed
i called my mom to tell her i crashed
into you

what did i do?
how did i get here?
i closed my eyes on the highway out of pure fear
then i crashed into you

CRASHED INTO YOU :(

a winter love song for friends, community, and family (chosen and otherwise). im so sorry for the crying, this voice memo is from right when I finished writing it and I was VERY emotional. ehheheheheheheheh.  I hope this winter makes u feel warm and loved.

Jimmy's Lullaby

listen to your heart and integrate what you sea... beautifully
l'essere ha diversi cappelli... ;)

L essere del cuore

One For Ceres

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

Flowers, dying (demo)

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