the little things matter.. pt 2

SCREAMMMM

EarWaxiest

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Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
In the eyes of bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall

Verse1:
I want my piece
I want my say
I want my way
Crush everything
Burn the garden
Spread the knowledge

I want to skin the face off of every superficial human
To really see what's underneath
They were never human beings

Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
I'm tired
Of being looked down upon
In the eyes of
Bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall 
With Trickster like tongues
Their ego is a sponge
They can try to soak me up but I will slay them from the inside

KILL ALL MY NON-BELIEVERS [untitled_0031]]

NEVER LACK FEATURING JEREMY LOST (PROD SINNERS)

IMMA BLOW MY HEADOFF IF I DONT GET MY FREEDOM

ART BY (@Spookyscary_art) <3 
(Beat. Boogie major)

HEADOFF

new tank by playboi carti full best intro 🦇🦇

playboi carti - new tank (full intro) best version (prod.me)

DIE ON PURPOSE PROD. NOVÂFLED

Take a step back with added tracks and reverb

Drown in Designer

TAKE A STEP BACK (lit version) ft. XXXTENTACION - Ski Mask the slump god

uh
Imma mo fuckin punk
I Like to get fucking Drunk
At Times I act like a mug
Cuz I might be off dem drugs
I think that I might be nuts
EEE

F in for the chat 
I’ve had 4 days of crap
From a bitch
Who just really wanna smash me
Fuck alla dat
get all da back
Den fuck off a pack
That’s tax free

Ay
Had to ditch that mask and the vest
But yet I’ll rep a bally if you were out with the chef 
if any fucking pussy moving left
Imma put him in check 
With a quef thru his chest
I dish out the death
I spark up the meth 
I’ll pop a few pills 
I sniff up dat ket 
run up the set
I make yo bitch wet
Ay
They don’t own me
Yet nevertheless the mic knows me
I’m Coming straight for yah neck 
I’m no phoney Uh
I live for the blood that flows on me 
wanna go toe to toe I’m like broly 
shadow box your face into the unholy Moly
If you got a plan for p then come show me
Got too many homies that owe me 
Might have to run up on bro
with tha pokey Slowly 
Pull up with Henny2 fucking cozy 
Spin mans jaw Like a rollie pollie 
Then Ill smoke up And go do ghostie
need you to face the facts
Pick a step and fuckin take it back
Got the motherfuckin blade in tact
Got an army up in russia that’ll beat your face from black To Blue To black
To blue To black
Yeah
I’m sick of fucking sleeping 
Im a demon
You can fuck you fuckin goals
That You be dreamin
I don’t do what I am told
I Do up treason
Fuck a heathan
I got no time to fuckin wait 
Id rather leave em
Id rather die young than get old
So Fuck a heathen 
I drink monsta ultra 
with my vodka 
You should Call me Kyle 
like you oughta
Shoulda Thoughta Be fore ya
Found out that uh

Imma mo fuckin punk
I Like to get fucking Drunk
At Times I act like a mug
Cuz I might be off dem drugs
I think that I might be nuts
EEE

F in for the chat 
I’ve had 4 days of crap
From a bitch
Who just really wanna smash me
Fuck alla dat
get all da back
Den fuck off a pack
That’s tax free

FUCK OFF
THIS BEAT IS NOT PUNK!
I AM THE ANTI MONK 
YOU UNDER A ROCK LIKE GUNK
SMOKING ON A PACK OF THAT

FUCKING UP A NIGGA LUNG
AND PUT HIM ON HE BACK
I AM IN THE ALLEY TAKE A PENNY
FOR THE CRACK
XANNY WITH THE HENNY 
MAKE A LITTLE NIGGA YACK
EVERYBODY WANNA BE PUNK
WITH THEY TATS 
BUT IT ISN’T VERY PUNK TO
DO SOMETHING IN THE PAST
IF WE STOPPED HUFFING NOS
AND MADE MUSIC DIFFERENT THAN EACH OTHER’S DAWGS
AND WE STOPPED BREAKING EVERYBODY’S JAWS
SO THEY CANT SAY NOTHING ABOUT YOUR CAUSE
AND INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING WE MADE THE LAWS
AND INSTEAD OF WALLOWING WE KICK A FUNK
AND IF WE MANAGE THAT BEFORE THE SHIP HAS SUNK
THAN ALL YOU PUSSY BITCHES CAN BE CALLED A PUNK
I WANNA
LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERE NEVER SHIT
AND YOU WELL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIT YOUR DICK
INSIDE YOUR OWN JAW UNLESS YOU BREAK YA BACK
OR YOU PRACTICE THAT UNTIL YOU DRAIN YA SACK
OF ALL
SEMEN AND MEANING IM SEEMING REAL MEAN AND I 
MEAN IT WHEN I SAY A NIGGA IS FIENDING
IM SICK AND IM DREAMING 
YOU SWEAR THAT YOU SEEN HIM 
UP ON A ROOF SCREAMING “HEY,”

PUNK! Ft. LIL DARKIE (Prod. CHASE)

I feel so new
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away like uhm everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of life
More like life and death
Same coin different sides
Same coin different sides
Everything will die
Everything will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all lie
Who knows what is real?
What's my purpose in my life?
Wait sorry, I got in my head again
Let me focus at being in the moment

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away uhm
And nothing will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into nothing
Nothing into nothing
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of death
More like death and death
Same coin same side
Same coin same side
Everything will die
It will become void
Basic nihilistic rhymes
Spiritualism is a lie
Nothing is real

New
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life

Sometimes in this life like everything
And everything will turn nothing into something into everything
Everlasting cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, 
circle of Duality
Yin and Yang
Yin and Yang
Everything will die
Will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all a lie
Who knows what is real?

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please (×4)
Eventually it'll fade away like everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
Circle of life and death

nNeUwU [untitled_0004]]

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

Save file:
June 23, 2020
6:36 AM
Bedroom

21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

Co. Prod. CHECKS

I can't fucking focus
Brain is being stretched to the size of molecules
Compare myself to numbers
I am fucking worthless
Turn me to a bot so i can be automated and talk in the algorithm
01000100
I E irl please
Communication must be terminated
*scream*
Artificial like synapses forming
Bloodstream turning into tubes of coding
See the binary in my retina floating
Taking over vision it starts encrypting
Same with the physical shutdown body, body, body, body
Shut the fuck up you are not in control
Shut the fuck up i am not in control
Shut the fuck up who the hell's in control
Almost a bot now losing soul
I am a slave to the fucking code
Losing emotions turn hollow
No free will have limited sight
Only act in my parameters

Verse2:
Off to digital hell
Casting digital spells
No bottom to this well
Endless Css & Html's
Malware
In my system 
& it's taking my seat to drive
It's deteriorating me
While dragging my digital body
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Took a backdoor to different realm
No 0&1s only alien text
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[{html}Kasha_Falla_Balaash_A_Malla_Ka]]
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Moloch_A_Malla_Ka]]
Back to digital hell (punch in?)
Casting digital spells
No bottom to this well
Endless Css &
Get the fuck out (punch in?)
Overloaded System
All harm no wisdom
Death & CP
System failing (×4)
System
Harmful files too much space
I have fell from grace
Can't reboot my mainframe
Virus 
Virus has infected every part of my system
I have lost control
I love digital hell
Casting digital spells
No bottom to this hell
Endless
Crypto-anarchy
Till i've infected
Digital hellscape
100 percent
Blue Screening Users
Recode to virus
Spreading us further
Until the web can't escape us
[{html}Kasha_Falla_Balaash_A_Malla_Ka]]

M@LWAR3+# [untitled_0018]]

out on spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/18lHA4qU33ftRm5lMFNXhB?si=iYWYMqbZTwuvJbZBci-qZw

prod: @voidexx

Lyrics:
all the awful things that you said to me like im never gonna be shit
but you love my attention 
and you'll love it more when im rich
you dont even know blowin up my phone
you dont even know blowin up my phone

yeah i did 200 in the whip 
link up with the gang 
man this shits too loud
yeah she love when its just me and her 
cus she love this shit 
yeah she love this sound

nothing been the same since you left like that
why you gotta fuck with my head like that?

Left Like That

Afourteen- Bikini Bottom Flow (Prod. Breezy The Chopper)

Follow me & XIX on insta:
@fxckgrem 
@whokilledxix
@karmthetool
@yungskayda

All produced by Karm ;3 

Let’s stand for something, start a riot, show you will not be controlled, you will not be a puppet.

RIOT w/ WHOKILLEDXIX

lyrics:

I️ have come to resent you 
my reason might never present to why 
I️ won’t live without you 
my reason might never present to why 

I’ll watch you die 
for now I’ll keep on waiting 

while I️ wait around 
(move or lay away)

inci0 <3

who waits (prod.skotskr)

sun and rain / the cure (prod. jaimoe, mtwenty, Ideenoire)

lyrics: 

unlike you 
I have washed out what i could choose 

still I’ll lose 
fire passed out onto the room 

I have died back when the rain kept pouring 
but I’ll let it go 
brought me home and still I heard them calling out to let it show 

So I let it show 
the rest were left bind 

inci0 <3

unlike you (prod.skotskr)

Fukkit - Icon (Prod. Eliii3 I's)

Heat prod. jujusatx

(PROD. FUCKTRIPPLE7HEISTHEWORSTARTISTINTHEWHOLEFUCKINGWORLDANDNOONESHOULDEVERLISTENTOHIMBECAUSEHEISFUCKINGTERRIBLE)

yuh (Producer name in description of song)

smallcrackerthatisntmad